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I know... I'm supposed to be "temporarilly gone". -_- I AM!! ><;; No really, I won't be back again for a while...

First off.. I want to say that I have no self esteem. =_=;; I always say negative things about what I do, and I KNOW... I'm realizing it's annoying! T____T The reason why I'm telling you that is because there is a website that I run with others called SeiyaUsagi.Net and there is an ART section there. I never post in that area, because I'm ashamed of my art. Most of what I ever made was always super referenced and everyone that posted art in that area was always posting art that they drew from their minds. I was so ashamed.. I only posted like twice there. ^-^;; So I became determined to learn to draw by hand instead of mouse and pen tool!! ><;; ehehe but I never had any encouragment so that quickly deteriorated. @_@;;;

When I came back to DeviantArt, I became encouraged by my two adopted mothers *kokawaii & ~bad-xo who are also on SeiyaUsagi.Net. They always praised and encouraged me even though I felt like what I made was crappy. ^-^ (only mommy can do that!)... then I dug up my tablet that I never used (cause I can't DRAW BY HAND!! I <3 Illustrator and pen/bezier) so on the oekaki at SeiyaUsagi.Net I kept drawing using the tablet and the most encouraging thing that I kept hearing form these two were "I want to see more!" .. and those words were SOOOOOO encouraging and precious to me. It made me so happy.. T_T If I never heard any encouragement from anyone there, I think I would have stopped drawing, because I get frustrated really easily, and tend give up.. I hated my tablet but everyone that encouraged me on SeiyaUsagi.Net made me learn to erm... like it more ^-^;;

I'm going to make something for SeiyaUsagi.Net for everyone that encouraged me there (in the booklet!!) but I wanted to do something for my mommies and best friend first. ^-^ They emailed me and told me several times to shut up (in a nice motherly way ^-^;; ). So I spent time in between resting from studying to do it, and I DID MY VERY BEST! LOL but *kokawaii hasn't seen Naruto!! So it was kinda a stupid idea to do that.. but, I didn't know what to draw!! ><;; I'll do something else just for her someday! ><;;; But I did my BEST on it, thanks to her!!!!!

This image was retouched so many times after I first submitted it. This is the final version. ^-^;; So yeah.. that's Yondaime from Naruto. The suggestion to draw him was ~bad-xo . The background, Originally I was going to do konoha in teh background, but.. ehehe.. I'm terrible with landscapes.. -_-;; So I was trying to imitate the texture that I have on my signature on SU (I'm sorry..). ^-^;; I spent a lot of time on the line art (erasing the mess), and the hardest part, I think was his hair. -_-;; I wish the hair was better, but I've never been good with hair, especially if it's not referenced from something else.

Description
Please click on the image to see the full view please. T_T
I know... I'm supposed to be "temporarilly gone". -_- I AM!! ><;; No really, I won't be back again for a while...

First off.. I want to say that I have no self esteem. =_=;; I always say negative things about what I do, and I KNOW... I'm realizing it's annoying! T____T The reason why I'm telling you that is because there is a website that I run with others called SeiyaUsagi.Net and there is an ART section there. I never post in that area, because I'm ashamed of my art. Most of what I ever made was always super referenced and everyone that posted art in that area was always posting art that they drew from their minds. I was so ashamed.. I only posted like twice there. ^-^;; So I became determined to learn to draw by hand instead of mouse and pen tool!! ><;; ehehe but I never had any encouragment so that quickly deteriorated. @_@;;;

When I came back to DeviantArt, I became encouraged by my two adopted mothers *kokawaii & ~bad-xo who are also on SeiyaUsagi.Net. They always praised and encouraged me even though I felt like what I made was crappy. ^-^ (only mommy can do that!)... then I dug up my tablet that I never used (cause I can't DRAW BY HAND!! I <3 Illustrator and pen/bezier) so on the oekaki at SeiyaUsagi.Net I kept drawing using the tablet and the most encouraging thing that I kept hearing form these two were "I want to see more!" .. and those words were SOOOOOO encouraging and precious to me. It made me so happy.. T_T If I never heard any encouragement from anyone there, I think I would have stopped drawing, because I get frustrated really easily, and tend give up.. I hated my tablet but everyone that encouraged me on SeiyaUsagi.Net made me learn to erm... like it more ^-^;;

I'm going to make something for SeiyaUsagi.Net for everyone that encouraged me there (in the booklet!!) but I wanted to do something for my mommies and best friend first. ^-^ They emailed me and told me several times to shut up (in a nice motherly way ^-^;; ). So I spent time in between resting from studying to do it, and I DID MY VERY BEST! LOL but *kokawaii hasn't seen Naruto!! So it was kinda a stupid idea to do that.. but, I didn't know what to draw!! ><;; I'll do something else just for her someday! ><;;; But I did my BEST on it, thanks to her!!!!!

This image was retouched so many times after I first submitted it. This is the final version. ^-^;; So yeah.. that's Yondaime from Naruto. The suggestion to draw him was ~bad-xo . The background, Originally I was going to do konoha in teh background, but.. ehehe.. I'm terrible with landscapes.. -_-;; So I was trying to imitate the texture that I have on my signature on SU (I'm sorry..). ^-^;; I spent a lot of time on the line art (erasing the mess), and the hardest part, I think was his hair. -_-;; I wish the hair was better, but I've never been good with hair, especially if it's not referenced from something else.