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Published: 2011-04-03 17:31:52 +0000 UTC; Views: 1449; Favourites: 77; Downloads: 42
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Description /edit: Okay I admit it, I did forget about the stripes. sorreh! /end of edit

Title is (c) to me and my real life friend who don't excist on dA, but who should - she's epic artist...

Hahah, that's funny, how emotions can sudenly go away. While drawing this I was all angry and sad and everything. I kept thinking what I'm gonna write. I wanted to write something like "I hate worlds. I hate my parents. I hate them all." and stuff and now it all just go away, dissapeared, I don;t feel a thing. And that's scary, y'know. When you don't feel a simple emotion. I'm not sad, I'm not happy, not angry, anything~ I just AM. >_>
I feel tired. That is an emotion isn't it? Well then, at last I do feel something. I sometimes have a moments like that - then I feel like I'm here only to write something, sumbit, draw adn stuff. Just for this. When I don't feel a simple thing, except being tired. That is scary. At last for me. Expecially that it's happening with me.

Anyway. Here's Siliana crying somwhere. Something bad happened. Something really, really bad, thing what could be nothing for anyone else, but it's a huge sadness for her. "It's just all wrong" - she might say now. - "...WHY!?"

I tryed a bit different style here, similar to 'Burning in the Skies' picture, but a big different. I pretty like it~
I don't really care do you like it. If ya don't like it, just click 'back' button. Or, whatever, you can do anything, I don't really care. I just drew it to stop all wrong emotions what were burning in me when I started it. Why was I angry and sad? Oh well - my mom. 'Nuff said.


Siliana and art (c) Me

Do not use it, okay? If you would, I promise, I'd hunt you down, report and do horrible things to you, showing you how can hurt places about which excistence you didn't even knew. Thank you.
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Comments: 142

emilkac [2011-04-12 19:32:01 +0000 UTC]

smutne D: Ale Bardzo dobrze wygląda : 3

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VanillaHellen In reply to emilkac [2011-04-12 20:03:01 +0000 UTC]

Dzięki wielkie x3

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MM-12 [2011-04-11 21:15:52 +0000 UTC]

As always, multiple emotions just pop out from the picture. I love the lighting effect on this one, and the shadows gooing down really establishes an atmosphere you can't help but feel. Dark and dreadful.

Siliana's expression and position also heightens the pain and emotions. In many ways I relate with this picture, and that's what I love about this picture the most. The fact that you can empathize with the character and exactly understand what they're preceiving. I want to give Siliana a hug now but I think she be a bit disturbed that a random stranger was hugging him.


And when you do make vent art like this, don't let anyone else to tell you to stop, because emotions of all sorts produces beautiful things, and you are living proof of that. ^^ And as long as you feel better afterwards, that's all that matters. Take care of yourself *Fire-Flame-Fan .

Also, do you mind if I draw fanart of your characters? I've been meaning to ask but, well, this little Hispanic is a shy girl. xD

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VanillaHellen In reply to MM-12 [2011-04-12 14:04:13 +0000 UTC]

Aww
That is really beautiful comment! Like a critique! I really love to read all your comments, they are so nice and pretty! ;w;

Thanks a lot!

You really want to? Aww that is awesome! Sure I won't mind :3 Hah, don't worry, I'm fighting with shyness too xD

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MM-12 In reply to VanillaHellen [2011-04-15 01:01:43 +0000 UTC]

X3 Thank you, I love writing them to you!

You're very welcome!

And yes. <3 As soon as I get some fanart up I'll let you know! And that's good. Being shy can be such a disadvantage. But it also has its own advantages.

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VanillaHellen In reply to MM-12 [2011-04-15 14:42:15 +0000 UTC]

You're welcomed

Okaay ^^
Hah, true I think I'm less shy since I've changed my hair O_o (from looong to rly short - Emma Watson's alike)

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Naiisa [2011-04-10 07:12:45 +0000 UTC]

piękna poza. Extra cienie <3

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Basia1010 [2011-04-09 10:57:03 +0000 UTC]

cudne ,cieniowanie i desing
smutne

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VanillaHellen In reply to Basia1010 [2011-04-09 12:01:08 +0000 UTC]

Dzięki ^^
:c

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DragonEpic94 [2011-04-08 00:53:24 +0000 UTC]

aaaw he looks sad

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VanillaHellen In reply to DragonEpic94 [2011-04-08 15:07:10 +0000 UTC]

It's she
And yeah she is sad ;c

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DragonEpic94 In reply to VanillaHellen [2011-04-08 20:35:55 +0000 UTC]

oh why is she sad

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suppari [2011-04-07 17:18:55 +0000 UTC]

SILIANA LOOKS SO AWESOME THAR *3*
THE POSE IS WONDERFUL, YOU JUST DID SO AWESOME WORK *w*
I LOVE HOW YA MADE THE EXPRESSION D8 POOR SIL ;3;
SO MUCH EMOTION IN THIS ONE
AND THE BLACK BACKGROUND LOOKS REALLY COOL ô3ô
SHADING. IT'S REALLY GREAT
THIS IS SO DARK AND I LOVE IT D8
;w;

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VanillaHellen In reply to suppari [2011-04-08 15:08:28 +0000 UTC]

.3.
That's a lot for tiz epic comment D8

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uzuoh [2011-04-06 16:52:38 +0000 UTC]

I'm out of words so I just say.. Fantastic!

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Arisaria [2011-04-05 11:48:17 +0000 UTC]

widać, że spędziłaś nad tym sporo czasu

też czasem się tak czuję myślę że to dlatego, że jeśli bardzo się ktoś wścieka, a potem powoli mu przechodzi, jest psychiczne zmęczony i nie ma energii na inne emocje

ale to tylko teoria, w końcu nie jestem psychiatrą mam nadzieję, że czujesz się lepiej

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VanillaHellen In reply to Arisaria [2011-04-05 15:55:59 +0000 UTC]

Właściwie to nie... dwie godzinki. jeden z najkrotszych picow |D

moze... taa, to chyba to.. wszystko sie z Ciebie wypompowuje i troche to zajmie zanim znowu zaczniesz cos czuc...
Juz mi lepiej c: Ja tak mam, ze jak sie wkurw... wkurze* to tylko na chwile, a potem mi lepiej ^^

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Arisaria In reply to VanillaHellen [2011-04-06 15:31:51 +0000 UTC]

z drugiej strony - jedna postać i nieskomplikowane tło, a Siliana wygląda tu świetnie nawet jeśli jest zrozpaczona

lepiej że się wyładowałaś na rysunku niż na czymś innym

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VanillaHellen In reply to Arisaria [2011-04-06 15:46:44 +0000 UTC]

Nom... zazwyczaj wyładowuję się na rysunkach |D
Jak mam zły humor to raczej unikam ludzi o3o;

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Arisaria In reply to VanillaHellen [2011-04-06 15:59:58 +0000 UTC]

a ja na zeszytach piszę aż mi przejdzie

gdyby jeszcze pisanie na komputerze tak mi szło...

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VanillaHellen In reply to Arisaria [2011-04-06 18:54:54 +0000 UTC]

Też dobry sposób ^^ Ważne, żeby nie ranić kogoś bliskiego..

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13nixandgarfildlove [2011-04-05 10:21:51 +0000 UTC]

Poor she
But perfect job!

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VanillaHellen In reply to 13nixandgarfildlove [2011-04-05 15:54:57 +0000 UTC]

;c
Thank you x3

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8spyroncynder8 [2011-04-05 07:59:08 +0000 UTC]

Awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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VanillaHellen In reply to 8spyroncynder8 [2011-04-05 15:54:49 +0000 UTC]

Thanks

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8spyroncynder8 In reply to VanillaHellen [2011-04-06 06:52:52 +0000 UTC]

Np!

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Squidub [2011-04-04 21:49:46 +0000 UTC]

I dont know how you did that epic shading BUT I SHALL FIND OUT!


Great work though!! :3
I liikess it :3

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VanillaHellen In reply to Squidub [2011-04-05 15:46:16 +0000 UTC]

It was quick I just did black places on another layer and changed opacity

Aww thanks! <3

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Squidub In reply to VanillaHellen [2011-04-05 20:15:43 +0000 UTC]

XDD

Ooooh I likes it!!

Your welcomee :3

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Ceris96 [2011-04-04 19:02:38 +0000 UTC]

I know what you mean, by when you say that when youre emotions suddenly all go away. I LOVE the feeling too, and it usually makes AWSOME art! 8D Art-vent away! I love to draw, just for that reason. Its calming and.. so awsome! I think, at least =3=

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VanillaHellen In reply to Ceris96 [2011-04-04 20:14:41 +0000 UTC]

I don't like this feeling.. I feel so blank then
But that is true, it helps to draw a lot... Like a huge inspiration blow right into your head

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Ceris96 In reply to VanillaHellen [2011-04-05 18:50:36 +0000 UTC]

=3= Im usually always screwed up, so art-venting just releases a bit of whatever crap emotion is inside me, leaving the usual crap feeling that I have most of the time XD

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VanillaHellen In reply to Ceris96 [2011-04-06 15:47:46 +0000 UTC]

Ooohhh

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GreenDragon212 [2011-04-04 16:00:10 +0000 UTC]

Good job here.
It seems like the darkness gets bigger when you get more upset, but when you ease the pain you see what's good in this life. What makes you proud. People that get so upset in their life takes illegal drugs, which ruins their life. >: Like LSD for an example.

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VanillaHellen In reply to GreenDragon212 [2011-04-05 15:54:44 +0000 UTC]

Thanks a lot x3
Yeah that is true. But I usually have only darker moments, they almost always quickly go away Yes... drugs, what make them feel 'better' for a moment and then just worse and worse... ;C

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Nordeva [2011-04-04 14:03:46 +0000 UTC]

Awww
I love this one :') It's nice to draw when you're in a bad mood, then you feel better

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VanillaHellen In reply to Nordeva [2011-04-05 15:53:40 +0000 UTC]

Aww thanks you!
...plus when you feel angry/etc pictures somehow come out better.. |D

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Nordeva In reply to VanillaHellen [2011-04-07 13:31:50 +0000 UTC]

I agree Yw!

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Sam-the-dragon [2011-04-04 13:35:33 +0000 UTC]

whoa! Love it!
But the face


GAH EVERYTHING IS BLACK ...
F*cking Great, love ieet

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VanillaHellen In reply to Sam-the-dragon [2011-04-05 15:52:44 +0000 UTC]

Aww thanks a lot! <3
Blak fited here very well ... >w>

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Sam-the-dragon In reply to VanillaHellen [2011-04-06 12:53:36 +0000 UTC]

yuuuus

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thezipmiester [2011-04-04 05:41:17 +0000 UTC]

Oh, I hope you're all right!
But otherwise, this just looks really nice..the shading looks really quite lovely!

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VanillaHellen In reply to thezipmiester [2011-04-05 15:50:30 +0000 UTC]

I am, thanks x3
Aww thanks a lot!

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Ysulyan [2011-04-04 01:14:28 +0000 UTC]

Nooooes! She's crying in anger! I know how that feels
I cry that way when I don't know how to solve things I want to solve... For example school problems were the most common cases. I had low qualifications, but no matter how hard I studied, teachers didn't give me passing marks... And that made me so angry and sad that I ended a lot of times like this...

When Ysulyan is in this state the anger and sorrow corrupts his blood. It is a plague that had infected his race long ago and was passed into him. His blood is tainted with the blight of evil demons that invaded his world and left a poisonous atmosphere when they were defeated... Hardly anyone could escape from the taint.

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VanillaHellen In reply to Ysulyan [2011-04-05 15:50:16 +0000 UTC]

YES! D: In anger and powerlessness ;_;
I cry that way when I get on wrong way with my parents Then I just feel guilty and defeated T_T
Aww ;C Stupid teachers... I hate it when they don't see that you are trying. Not everyone can read something one time and remember/understand that all great >_> I hope you won't get in situations like that ;A;

Ooch ._. That's nice story and... poor Ysulyan

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Ysulyan In reply to VanillaHellen [2011-04-11 05:12:17 +0000 UTC]

Awww nooooes poor one!!

Awww poor you. I just wished I could be there then to give you a hug You deserve to be happeh!

Awww thank you ;-;
And yes, poor Ysul... Maybe he'll find something to protect himself ;-; If he gets this corruption too often, he might suffer it forever

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VanillaHellen In reply to Ysulyan [2011-04-11 16:27:09 +0000 UTC]

Fff ;_; *hug*

I'm only telling what I think! I hope he will I mean, find something to protect himself

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Ysulyan In reply to VanillaHellen [2011-04-15 05:38:09 +0000 UTC]

*huggle* ;W;

Hopefully he will!

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VanillaHellen In reply to Ysulyan [2011-04-15 13:04:51 +0000 UTC]

x333

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Ysulyan In reply to VanillaHellen [2011-04-17 16:10:01 +0000 UTC]

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