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Published: 2017-01-24 14:29:36 +0000 UTC; Views: 11509; Favourites: 1040; Downloads: 0
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Description ive honestly started to loathe this specific piece but, i kinda wanted to redo it though

this is and always has been a piece about having borderline personality disorder, and how it affects my personal life and relations to others. it wasnt intended to be some sort of neurotypical Relatable Feelz piece, or something to be used for peoples werewolf roleplays and demon kin blogs; but thats what it apparently fell into nonetheless over on tumblr

having it taken that way by so many people, so many times, has hurt me to see. in ways it also makes me pretty angry and feel like the disorder ive had to learn to live with and manage is being trivialized. it goes around getting notes again and again but i didnt want to delete it until i made something better of it

it took well over a couple years to get around to that



work © vcr-wolfe, do not repost, re-distribute, edit, etc. without express and explicit permission
DO NOT repost my work on tumblr

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Comments: 49

elijahish771 [2017-09-05 21:04:18 +0000 UTC]

Ummmmmm…a wolf?

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VCR-WOLFE In reply to elijahish771 [2017-09-05 22:14:13 +0000 UTC]

kind of

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elijahish771 In reply to VCR-WOLFE [2017-09-05 22:16:09 +0000 UTC]

Wow.…ok.

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hybridcapital [2017-04-07 22:40:25 +0000 UTC]

You improved so much!

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VCR-WOLFE In reply to hybridcapital [2017-04-07 23:53:19 +0000 UTC]

awww thank you!!

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Elenazilla [2017-03-01 16:54:56 +0000 UTC]

i would love to re-post this comic on my Twitter(with credits of course),i'm suffering of BPD too and this means a lot to me
just wanted to ask your permission,it's okay if you say no
love your work

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VCR-WOLFE In reply to Elenazilla [2017-03-01 17:57:38 +0000 UTC]

no

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seanmcchapman [2017-02-19 19:50:29 +0000 UTC]

I love this peice if you can instead of removing and remaking trying remaking and having boh if you wish it
I'd like to see both versions

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Dragon-Knight02 [2017-02-12 11:28:02 +0000 UTC]

Awesome.

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puffysmoke1 [2017-02-03 19:51:49 +0000 UTC]

I am sorry that that happened to you your piece.

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VultureInTraining [2017-01-29 01:54:14 +0000 UTC]

this is beautiful

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l-lAHA [2017-01-28 03:28:25 +0000 UTC]

This piece is beautiful, it's gorgeous, emotional, and there's a lot that goes into it.
I've done something similar for my PTSD at one time-- an art piece, I mean, not this idea. Like you, it was taken places that weren't reflective of my disorder at all. However, I do appreciate seeing what it activates in peoples' minds-- How it expresses an emotion to them. Art is a reflection of imagination, and although boundries were crossed for you, your audience did reflect on it in ways that could express them as well, but perhaps they don't have the means to do so. It's like looking at paint splatters, for example. Perhaps you meant one thing, but someone sees another. It's up to you to specify the meaning, but also up to others to interpret it with their own minds without the specifications. I understand the pain, I do; try to see it as an honor that people are relating in their own ways with such a strong work of art.

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VCR-WOLFE In reply to l-lAHA [2017-01-28 03:30:20 +0000 UTC]

shrugsssss idek man id be more honored if people respected the work i speak about and didnt repost and edit and take it so far away from what i do with it so as to be unrecognizable

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l-lAHA In reply to VCR-WOLFE [2017-01-28 03:40:33 +0000 UTC]

I completely understand that, believe me-- It sucks, SUCKS to be misread or ignored completely when something you've done is so passionately about your own life. It is supposed to be a reflection of you, and often so much to make you feel better about having to deal with it daily (I know). Unfortunately, there's not much more that you can do then this; to try to correct it by stating what the piece was truly about, and your feelings about having it misinterpreted. No matter what, a good artist will be both loved, and looked over time and time again. The art is beautiful, people want to share it. Maybe ignorantly, which isn't great. I guess what I mean by all of this is that it will unfortunately happen, I'm sure you understand that, but to try to take the pain away by seeing it in a different light while also educating those who aren't understanding its importance, if possible.

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VCR-WOLFE In reply to l-lAHA [2017-01-28 03:43:22 +0000 UTC]

i mean i KNOW it will happen. its happened multiple times, over many years ive been online. ive had my art stolen, reposted, characters ganked, my own feelings on it downplayed and cast aside. am i not allowed to post my own feelings on that matter? that it upsets me? or is that just to be ultimately overlooked as well and told "its gunna happen so feel honored people like your work" :/

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l-lAHA In reply to VCR-WOLFE [2017-01-28 03:47:14 +0000 UTC]

Oh no no, I'm not saying that, I'm sorry. I know I'm just a stranger, but I'm trying to help because I can relate in a way. I'm just saying I guess that, yes, your feelings are completely valid. You're allowed to be hurt, you're allowed to be mad, you're allowed to feel-- I know what it's like. I don't know what your disorder is like. I know what mine is like. I do, however, know what it's like to express it in a piece, and have it mean ONLY that, and to have it taken away. I know what it's like to hurt over it. I also know what it's like to lose sleep and feel pain over it for a long time. It's hard to find a coping mechanism for it because it'll happen inevitably, so what I'm saying is to try to find a positive, somehow, for something so awful. Not to disregard your feelings, but to have a little light to look at in all of the dark, because it's horrible to be trapped in just the dark.

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VCR-WOLFE In reply to l-lAHA [2017-01-28 03:48:57 +0000 UTC]

honestly im just sick of people ganking my shit for years so im gunna express that hurt and frustration. i dont want to cow myself into rolling over for it

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l-lAHA In reply to VCR-WOLFE [2017-01-28 03:51:10 +0000 UTC]

And that's perfectly fine as well. I'm sorry.

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VCR-WOLFE In reply to l-lAHA [2017-01-28 03:51:42 +0000 UTC]

sorry for snapping too dude

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l-lAHA In reply to VCR-WOLFE [2017-01-28 03:52:50 +0000 UTC]

oh no nononono
you have every right to
you're hurt
and you're allowed to be hurt

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GoatButt [2017-01-28 01:52:49 +0000 UTC]

Art is subjective as always. Someone who's lived in a cave all their life will see rocks differently than someone who lives out on a cliff. While people won't always get the original meaning of something quite right, especially something that is vague, doesn't mean the intention is to undermine what it is but rather find some meaning in it for themselves. While that's selfish, it's almost human nature I'd say. This piece could be talking about a simple beast who can't control his hunger for the hunt, as it doesn't say what it is and I think that's part of the beauty of art. I don't think it should be taken personal.

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Nefepants In reply to GoatButt [2017-01-28 02:52:52 +0000 UTC]

Something tells me you ignored the hell out of the artist's description. Which is gross.

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GoatButt In reply to Nefepants [2017-01-28 03:09:09 +0000 UTC]

I read it which is the reason WHY I made that comment. You can't expect everyone to get the interpretation of a piece of art right. If you can't handle that fact maybe thick twice before uploading your art then?

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Nefepants In reply to GoatButt [2017-01-28 03:31:38 +0000 UTC]

You really think this is some kind of abstract art analysis class in a university or something? No, this is the real world. If a piece of open to interpretation, you as an audience member are given a task to interpret it.

If the artist TELLS you what the piece was intended for, what their emotional intent was, it is shitty as an audience member for you to ignore it just so you can continue safely speculating and analyzing it pretentiously. 

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Nefepants In reply to GoatButt [2017-01-28 03:28:59 +0000 UTC]

Oh, so you read it but you totally disregarded everything you read about it being a personal piece for the artist.

Actually yeah. You can get the interpretation of a piece of art right IF THE ARTIST LITERALLY EXPLAINS TO YOU WHAT THEIR INTENTION WAS FOR THE PIECE.

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VCR-WOLFE In reply to GoatButt [2017-01-28 01:56:10 +0000 UTC]

this piece is a literal representation of myself as a person, who has borderline personality disorder (which is a pretty serious thing and can cause a lot of issues as im sure you could know). its about the shit i put up with every day thanks to it, and what i have to do about it to manage it and myself as a person. you can literally read the description to see that

so yea, i can definitely take it personally to have it simply be described as "a simple beast who cant control his hunger for the hunt" and comparing me to a "simple beast" that does nothing but hunt and hurt people is incredibly insulting, so you can fuck off my dude

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GoatButt In reply to VCR-WOLFE [2017-01-28 02:05:45 +0000 UTC]

It's an interpretation lmao. Not everyone is going to read the words underneath the pic. On tumblr stuff gets re-uploaded all the time and that's shitty, as it is also a really bomb piece but unless you scribble the literal words over it people can have any opinion they want.

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Selkra In reply to GoatButt [2017-01-28 03:19:19 +0000 UTC]

I understand what you mean.
I think having personal interpretations is a natural way for people to experience art.
Tho' not to a point the artists' original intention gets discarded totally.

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GoatButt In reply to Selkra [2017-01-28 03:28:08 +0000 UTC]

That's sometimes what just happens though and you can't really stop that. You can go and look at a piece in an art gallery with no title or anything and it could be a red square inside a black square would you be able to tell me in full detail what the artist was trying to convey? It could be happiness, and you might say it's hatred. That's discarding the intention totally and I don't see a problem when it's just a guess. I'm sure the creator of MLP doesn't like seeing her characters get drawn in cringey smut but what's she supposed to do about that? It's art.

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CamariCreations In reply to GoatButt [2017-01-28 03:09:47 +0000 UTC]

bad post

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THOUSANDMOUTHED In reply to GoatButt [2017-01-28 02:26:36 +0000 UTC]

bad post op

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dhDingo [2017-01-28 00:34:24 +0000 UTC]

I remember seeing the old piece being reblogged by rp/kin blogs and stuff on tumblr and was like wtf no... :/ 

but yea I like this piece (and can relate too)
I really like how you ended it with "but i can get better" this time too... 
really nice work <3

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astroclaws [2017-01-26 09:43:55 +0000 UTC]

i didnt realise how long its been since you drew the original! either way its cool to see how much this piece is improved artistically/technically

and i know the pain of personal pieces exploding on kin/rp blogs it fuckin sucks

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Roxalew [2017-01-25 03:19:23 +0000 UTC]

It pisses me right off when people don't take this sort of thing seriously. Its happening not just with BPD but with everything.
Its great to help lessen the stigma but when it gets normalized or...... god forbid becomes trendy then we have some problems. 

Maybe some of these people just don't get the message behind the art  
Idk  

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Nefepants [2017-01-25 01:00:24 +0000 UTC]

You are an excellent doggo, you've only armored yourself after all you've experienced. Anyone who doesn't agree isn't worth listening to.

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burrdog [2017-01-25 00:44:35 +0000 UTC]

I don't think I ever saw the original but I like the lil changes like in text and stuff 

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Dragon-aire [2017-01-25 00:00:25 +0000 UTC]

its quite sad to see the original meaning of the original pic to be lost  in the tumblr hell™ ( i think i actually reblogged it once  ? i dont remember well i was a small  kid )

 i see a lot of more details in this version, and is a beautiful piece with a meaning that deserves to be respected 

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FOWLLYN [2017-01-24 23:24:40 +0000 UTC]

sometimes i hate people like that

like its p obvious this is intended for people with bpd, and if not bpd then atleast some sort of personal art

like lmfao use your brain

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dogingiva [2017-01-24 23:14:46 +0000 UTC]

hapft

that really sucks
it makes me so mad >:0

I mean why are people using characters that don't even belong to them

it's stupid.

make up your own.. stuff

hope it stops :1

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wallets [2017-01-24 19:45:06 +0000 UTC]

I really dislike when people on tumblr (nt people especially) reblog things about illnesses like theyre trendy or cute and  i hope people begin to realize your art is deeper than that. good luck to you

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Gestaltism [2017-01-24 18:22:13 +0000 UTC]

Knowing you're not the only one with bpd is a good feeling.
This is relatable for reasons that do not need to be said again, as they've been stated multiple times in the comments before mine.

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werewolfxing [2017-01-24 16:21:59 +0000 UTC]

this hit me real hard because ive been dealing with bpd as well
honestly this made me feel better bc i'm not the only one

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mothfeets [2017-01-24 15:25:36 +0000 UTC]

I'm really happy to see that last text box, it let's us know that you're hopeful and that's really healthy! I hope you feel better!

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BOGBOUND [2017-01-24 15:24:47 +0000 UTC]

I relate to this so hard because I also suffer from BPD
and all of your pieces concerning it are just so powerful and moving

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LynxyMess [2017-01-24 15:22:43 +0000 UTC]

That sucks. I am really sorry that happened to such a personal piece of yours. To be honest, this piece was always one of my favorites of your works... I could tell that it had a very deep meaning and I love it. I appreciate its meaning!! Your awesome! Sorry if this comment makes you uncomfortable or something. :/

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Auramiyonautica [2017-01-24 15:09:31 +0000 UTC]

cheer up you beautiful person!

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PkingSora [2017-01-24 15:06:38 +0000 UTC]

; 3; all the best!

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seasprouting [2017-01-24 14:56:06 +0000 UTC]

you've go this bro

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LordMarlon [2017-01-24 14:32:58 +0000 UTC]

They both have something nice to them :0
i do like this one more though!

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