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Chapter 1
Kassie’s POV
Many of the PSG members left. There were things todo. With Jordan gone the forces were scrambled. I was left with Sean, Val, Ben, Jack, and Ashley. All the others ran off. The base was wrecked but Ash used her powers to repair it. Sylar buried Isaacs body before she left. I still counldt grasp that he was dead. I was dying with him on the inside.pain and despair was the only thing I could feel
I was once so optimistic but now I was broke. Several days passed and all I could do was walk around the base in a daze. Then something happened that made me snap. I waled in on Jack and Ben playing a video game. I gritted my teeth, clenched mty fists, and let my hair fall into my face
“How coud you…. HOW COULD YOU!!??”
They didn’t even pause their game. Was I not loud enough?
“stop…. JUST STOP!!!” I screeched at the top of my lungs and fire wrapped around my body. I burned in one place and I wanted to burn them. They finally paused their game as they turned to look at me. Their expressions just made me anger. Just blank. Like I was just some annoying kid.
“Calm down mate. No need to burn the qwhole place down.”
“I can't believe you are just sitting there playing games after ALL this. Cierra is dead. Bethany is dead. Isacc is… and you don’t even care!!”
“Kassie what do you want us to do? We can't resurrect the dead.” Jack pointed out with a calm expression.
“stop throwing a fit” said a voice from behind. Solar was back and was looking down on me. Yet another person who just saw me as a child. I could crush them all. I was that powerful!
“I could tell from the moment I met you kid that you were not cut out for this. Ur too emotional. Pathetic really. If you can't handel a little death you should just go home. You're weak.”
My flames suddenly died as if all my power was gone. Sylar was just looking at me as my eyes began to cry
“Oh don’t start kid. What is crying gonna get you? You're just proving my point.”
“Sylar lay off.” Sean was suddenly there and Sylar glared at him
“What? She is gonna have to grow up sometime. Life is gore. We live, eat, and breath blood. Some of us literally.”
“How…. How can you all just act like everything is fine?! People I loved as my family are dead! They will never bring smile to kids faces. They will never… they will never make me smile again…”
“Look, we’re not happy their dead. But it happenes. Ur new Kassie. And I think your just beating around what is really bothering you,” Ben said staring right into my eyes
“Wh-wh-what?”
“You killed 20 people. Most of which were kids. And you're still trying to pretend like you're not to blame. So who is in denial now mate?”
I fell silent and really thought about it. Everthing was so messed up! These people, the PSG, they didn’t seem to care when someone died. And then there was me. A kid. That’s all I was. A kid that killed 20 other kids and still tried to pretend like it didn’t really happen. Jade had lied…. No I knew he didn’t. I killed them but…. Did i…. did I really care? If I hadn’t gotten these powers I never would have met Jordan. I never would have been given the chanve to be a hero! So what is the excuse for the PSGs behavior?
“I just want to know how you can act like everything is fine.”
“It’s because we’re hardened kid.” Sylar suddenly put a hand on the top of my head and smiled “We’ve dealt with dead. We’ve lost so many. But we know that if we let it get us down we wouldn’t be able to fight for them when it counts. If we cry and moan about them dying then we are giving up and admitting defeat. Their deathes would be for nothing. We cannot mourn them. That would dishonor them.”
“Sylar….”
She nodded and I finally smiled back.
“Then teach me. Please! I want all of you to teach me how to handle this! How to be strong. I may have the power but…”
Ben cracked his knuckles “You don’t have the resolve”
“Nope.”
Sean laughed “if anyone can toughin you up, it would be Ben or Sylar. They are harsh but they really teach you how to be strong.”
Suddenly a phone rang and Sylar answered it with a smile unlike anything I had ever seen. Her face really lit up.
“Kanuki! You have some info for me? Oh you know where Jordan is?”

Description
Chapter 1
Kassie’s POV
Many of the PSG members left. There were things todo. With Jordan gone the forces were scrambled. I was left with Sean, Val, Ben, Jack, and Ashley. All the others ran off. The base was wrecked but Ash used her powers to repair it. Sylar buried Isaacs body before she left. I still counldt grasp that he was dead. I was dying with him on the inside.pain and despair was the only thing I could feel
I was once so optimistic but now I was broke. Several days passed and all I could do was walk around the base in a daze. Then something happened that made me snap. I waled in on Jack and Ben playing a video game. I gritted my teeth, clenched mty fists, and let my hair fall into my face
“How coud you…. HOW COULD YOU!!??”
They didn’t even pause their game. Was I not loud enough?
“stop…. JUST STOP!!!” I screeched at the top of my lungs and fire wrapped around my body. I burned in one place and I wanted to burn them. They finally paused their game as they turned to look at me. Their expressions just made me anger. Just blank. Like I was just some annoying kid.
“Calm down mate. No need to burn the qwhole place down.”
“I can't believe you are just sitting there playing games after ALL this. Cierra is dead. Bethany is dead. Isacc is… and you don’t even care!!”
“Kassie what do you want us to do? We can't resurrect the dead.” Jack pointed out with a calm expression.
“stop throwing a fit” said a voice from behind. Solar was back and was looking down on me. Yet another person who just saw me as a child. I could crush them all. I was that powerful!
“I could tell from the moment I met you kid that you were not cut out for this. Ur too emotional. Pathetic really. If you can't handel a little death you should just go home. You're weak.”
My flames suddenly died as if all my power was gone. Sylar was just looking at me as my eyes began to cry
“Oh don’t start kid. What is crying gonna get you? You're just proving my point.”
“Sylar lay off.” Sean was suddenly there and Sylar glared at him
“What? She is gonna have to grow up sometime. Life is gore. We live, eat, and breath blood. Some of us literally.”
“How…. How can you all just act like everything is fine?! People I loved as my family are dead! They will never bring smile to kids faces. They will never… they will never make me smile again…”
“Look, we’re not happy their dead. But it happenes. Ur new Kassie. And I think your just beating around what is really bothering you,” Ben said staring right into my eyes
“Wh-wh-what?”
“You killed 20 people. Most of which were kids. And you're still trying to pretend like you're not to blame. So who is in denial now mate?”
I fell silent and really thought about it. Everthing was so messed up! These people, the PSG, they didn’t seem to care when someone died. And then there was me. A kid. That’s all I was. A kid that killed 20 other kids and still tried to pretend like it didn’t really happen. Jade had lied…. No I knew he didn’t. I killed them but…. Did i…. did I really care? If I hadn’t gotten these powers I never would have met Jordan. I never would have been given the chanve to be a hero! So what is the excuse for the PSGs behavior?
“I just want to know how you can act like everything is fine.”
“It’s because we’re hardened kid.” Sylar suddenly put a hand on the top of my head and smiled “We’ve dealt with dead. We’ve lost so many. But we know that if we let it get us down we wouldn’t be able to fight for them when it counts. If we cry and moan about them dying then we are giving up and admitting defeat. Their deathes would be for nothing. We cannot mourn them. That would dishonor them.”
“Sylar….”
She nodded and I finally smiled back.
“Then teach me. Please! I want all of you to teach me how to handle this! How to be strong. I may have the power but…”
Ben cracked his knuckles “You don’t have the resolve”
“Nope.”
Sean laughed “if anyone can toughin you up, it would be Ben or Sylar. They are harsh but they really teach you how to be strong.”
Suddenly a phone rang and Sylar answered it with a smile unlike anything I had ever seen. Her face really lit up.
“Kanuki! You have some info for me? Oh you know where Jordan is?”