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Yeah....something was going through my head

I had a dream once about one of my friends from the UK (you know who you are by how it looks if not, I'll tell you myself)

This has been in a story of dreams I've had sometimes

Story: My father has been kicked out of the house because he hurt me very badly, because I won't even leave the house, my brothers had flown to my house and was there comforting me until I could go out on my own, but I never wanted them to leave....so a few stayed

And during the dream last night: this particular friend of mine and me got in a car accident (he was driving me to school) , I was called to the hospital and I was ok but he was in worse condition than me because he had covered me so I didn't get hurt as much....I waited by his side till he woke up...and the blood was still there on my arms and on his

and then I woke up

it was scary sometimes but I never got him out of my head

yet..in a way I love him more than a sister should...like I want to hug him in real life, cry in front of him if I need it, when my father yelled at me Tuesday, I pictured him right there by me, hugging me and letting me cry, wiping away my tears and then going to fight my dad

I dont' know what's with me, he's just really close to me is all

so yeah....there was something that happened, that's why I didn't add the glasses, because they had broken...and I never wear them in the rain for some reason

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Original: [link]
Background: Made with GIMP from images found on Google

This song kept playing through my head while making this

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And would I have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And I pray to God he hears you
And I pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And would I have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
You will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And would I have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

How to save a life
How to save a life

Description
Yeah....something was going through my head

I had a dream once about one of my friends from the UK (you know who you are by how it looks if not, I'll tell you myself)

This has been in a story of dreams I've had sometimes

Story: My father has been kicked out of the house because he hurt me very badly, because I won't even leave the house, my brothers had flown to my house and was there comforting me until I could go out on my own, but I never wanted them to leave....so a few stayed

And during the dream last night: this particular friend of mine and me got in a car accident (he was driving me to school) , I was called to the hospital and I was ok but he was in worse condition than me because he had covered me so I didn't get hurt as much....I waited by his side till he woke up...and the blood was still there on my arms and on his

and then I woke up

it was scary sometimes but I never got him out of my head

yet..in a way I love him more than a sister should...like I want to hug him in real life, cry in front of him if I need it, when my father yelled at me Tuesday, I pictured him right there by me, hugging me and letting me cry, wiping away my tears and then going to fight my dad

I dont' know what's with me, he's just really close to me is all

so yeah....there was something that happened, that's why I didn't add the glasses, because they had broken...and I never wear them in the rain for some reason

Base by
Original: [link]
Background: Made with GIMP from images found on Google

This song kept playing through my head while making this

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And would I have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And I pray to God he hears you
And I pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And would I have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
You will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And would I have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

How to save a life
How to save a life