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vladmirfox In reply to ??? [2012-08-09 02:16:31 +0000 UTC]
thank you very much at least some one likes my art.
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56t In reply to vladmirfox [2012-08-09 02:19:47 +0000 UTC]
hehe dont worry alot of people like your art
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vladmirfox In reply to 56t [2012-08-09 02:20:48 +0000 UTC]
I can name three people and two of them I've known since I was in 6th grade or earlier.
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56t In reply to vladmirfox [2012-08-09 02:22:16 +0000 UTC]
really you are one smart cookie
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vladmirfox In reply to 56t [2012-08-09 02:24:04 +0000 UTC]
your wrong I'm not smart at all.
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56t In reply to vladmirfox [2012-08-09 02:27:11 +0000 UTC]
oh come on know you have a good memory so that means you cat be forget full
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vladmirfox In reply to 56t [2012-08-09 02:29:14 +0000 UTC]
remembering things and possessing knowledge are two different things.
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56t In reply to vladmirfox [2012-08-09 02:34:12 +0000 UTC]
oh i forgot see even i make mistaks and you told me something that i dident know so i thank u for that ^^ see u r smart
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vladmirfox In reply to 56t [2012-08-09 02:35:31 +0000 UTC]
everyone makes mistakes that's part of being human.
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56t In reply to vladmirfox [2012-08-09 02:42:45 +0000 UTC]
see what i mean alot of people make mistakes but get stronger from learning go easy on your self cause nothing bad will happen
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vladmirfox In reply to 56t [2012-08-09 02:44:35 +0000 UTC]
so I should go easy on my self for getting someone close to me killed?
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56t In reply to vladmirfox [2012-08-09 02:52:07 +0000 UTC]
what do you maean ???
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vladmirfox In reply to 56t [2012-08-09 02:53:02 +0000 UTC]
I mean that I watched as my cousin ended her life and did nothing to stop it.
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56t In reply to vladmirfox [2012-08-09 03:03:55 +0000 UTC]
dont put presure on it its not your fault ok its some thing that whell just happend just remember she's in a better place and i know for a fact that she dosent whant you to do what she did also she dosent whant you to blame yourself ok it was her chocie not yours im not tryin to be mean i dont like being mean just remember shes whith no matter what ok
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vladmirfox In reply to 56t [2012-08-09 03:05:53 +0000 UTC]
oh god it's times like this that I need a drink....haha shit my emotions are overflowing and I can't seem to stop feeling like shit I hate my life.
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56t In reply to vladmirfox [2012-08-09 03:12:06 +0000 UTC]
dont say that did you know that in gods eyes were familly and familly forgives each outher so if you ask god fr forgivness he will gladly exapt it even though you dident do anything wrong
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vladmirfox In reply to 56t [2012-08-09 03:13:44 +0000 UTC]
if god sees us all as family then why do we suffer why is it that those close to use have to die before they should hmm?
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56t In reply to vladmirfox [2012-08-09 03:17:47 +0000 UTC]
that is how things happen in life some people chose to do that but you dident see it coming it just happend you dident plan on hurting her it was just a complete blank to you untile it happend do you see where im going whith this
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vladmirfox In reply to 56t [2012-08-09 03:19:56 +0000 UTC]
your saying that no matter what I did or didn't do that it's not my fault that she died and that I should remember her for who she was before everything seemed to go to hell in a hand basket.
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56t In reply to vladmirfox [2012-08-09 03:23:24 +0000 UTC]
no nonononon not the point im saying you dident know what was going to happen do u think thats bad not knowing then all of a sudden it just happen do you think god plays such a guilt card on a poor soul who dident know what to do
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vladmirfox In reply to 56t [2012-08-09 03:25:48 +0000 UTC]
life is full of twists and turns we either bounce back stronger then we were before or we break and fall apart just because I didn't know something was going to happen doesn't mean I shouldn't have taken the possibility of it happening into account.
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56t In reply to vladmirfox [2012-08-09 03:27:55 +0000 UTC]
whell when something like that happens you get a feeling that you cant move what did you feel like when you just found out
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vladmirfox In reply to 56t [2012-08-09 03:31:32 +0000 UTC]
I felt numb I honestly didn't know what to think all I really thought about was WHY her. I've never really been a religious person but in the days after her death I would have gladly sold my eternal soul to whatever being would take it in exchange for her being alive again after all there is no price that is to great to pay for those you love.
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56t In reply to vladmirfox [2012-08-09 03:36:08 +0000 UTC]
whell think this did you whant t hurt her at all or no
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vladmirfox In reply to 56t [2012-08-09 03:39:55 +0000 UTC]
I would have rather died then hurt her in any way shape or form she was family and to this day I still miss her dearly.
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56t In reply to vladmirfox [2012-08-09 03:45:07 +0000 UTC]
whell think do you think its right for you and your familly to blame you for something you never ever do
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vladmirfox In reply to 56t [2012-08-09 03:48:17 +0000 UTC]
what I think in this point in time doesn't matter it is up to the others to decide if they think that my cousins death is my fault or not I can only decide how I feel not how the rest of the people involved in this feel there felling are there own and I can't do anything to change that.
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56t In reply to vladmirfox [2012-08-09 03:50:54 +0000 UTC]
whell that may be true but in your own way do you still blame yourself or do u still have guilt thats its ur fault(which it isent)
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vladmirfox In reply to 56t [2012-08-09 03:51:58 +0000 UTC]
honestly at this point in time I don't know I've had so many people say that it's all my fault that I don't know what to think.
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56t In reply to vladmirfox [2012-08-09 03:54:53 +0000 UTC]
whell ive put the puzzle togather would u like to hear my final discovery in this
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vladmirfox In reply to 56t [2012-08-09 03:55:54 +0000 UTC]
I'd love to hear what you have to say but only if you promise me one thing.
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56t In reply to vladmirfox [2012-08-09 03:59:17 +0000 UTC]
hmmm?
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vladmirfox In reply to 56t [2012-08-09 04:00:38 +0000 UTC]
well you still talk to me?
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56t In reply to vladmirfox [2012-08-09 04:04:44 +0000 UTC]
yes of corse ur my deviantART friend
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vladmirfox In reply to 56t [2012-08-09 04:06:41 +0000 UTC]
so I haven't scared you off by seemingly pouring out my soul and getting all emotional?
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56t In reply to vladmirfox [2012-08-09 04:09:38 +0000 UTC]
no why
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vladmirfox In reply to 56t [2012-08-09 04:11:21 +0000 UTC]
I tend to end up scarring people off and I was just hoping that you wouldn't be scared off as well.
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56t In reply to vladmirfox [2012-08-09 04:19:44 +0000 UTC]
no i mean at first i was supprized but after you told me i was pleased to help a very special soul like you ^^and you dident scare me because my moms friend back in high school befor i was born one of her friends commited suicied too but one ? do u forgive ur cousin cause my mom said that if u forgive her things will come in balence
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vladmirfox In reply to 56t [2012-08-09 04:21:34 +0000 UTC]
she was never to blame for this so if I had to forgive her then I would without a second thought.
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56t In reply to vladmirfox [2012-08-09 04:24:14 +0000 UTC]
mmmmhmmm i know she wasent to blame but still may be she whants to know if u forgive her
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vladmirfox In reply to 56t [2012-08-09 04:25:08 +0000 UTC]
i forgive her
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56t In reply to vladmirfox [2012-08-09 04:26:29 +0000 UTC]
see dont you feel better knowing that some people dont see u to blame
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vladmirfox In reply to 56t [2012-08-09 04:27:57 +0000 UTC]
yes I do thank you.
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56t In reply to vladmirfox [2012-08-09 04:35:16 +0000 UTC]
no prob friends stick togather
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vladmirfox In reply to 56t [2012-08-09 04:36:59 +0000 UTC]
I found that out the hard way but I'm glad I can count on you to help me at least I hope I can.
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56t In reply to vladmirfox [2012-08-09 04:38:29 +0000 UTC]
dont hope know ok i will help u ok
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vladmirfox In reply to 56t [2012-08-09 04:38:50 +0000 UTC]
thank you
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56t In reply to vladmirfox [2012-08-09 04:39:39 +0000 UTC]
no prob u wana see something funny
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vladmirfox In reply to 56t [2012-08-09 04:39:59 +0000 UTC]
sure
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