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Dear father, mother, I'm sorry for all I've done,
In tears I suffer, still bending, breaking my thumbs,
Dear sister, brother, I'll send you kisses good night,
Love one another, I wish you luck and goodbye.
(yeah)

I've found myself along this never-ending routine,
Addicted to my tears, I hunt for a new meaning,
This crave of sympathy, it kills and eats me,
I just want some love, just need a heart,
To tear myself apart.

And hear me now, I'll scream it loud,
I never knew it'd be like this,
I cannot see you, cannot see me,
Screaming "I don't know!"
And the creation, and temptation,
Leaving me the ruthless pain,
I want to live, I want to die,
I want to have a name.

So long to everyone, I've fought myself to the end,
I wait this final thought, that no one is my friend...

(Is this who I am or who the public built?
Ending up forever living life in guilt. x2)

Ah, and still I feel as though I'm nothing,
I just need to make, a big mistake,
And tear my heart apart.

And hear me now, I'll scream it loud,
I never knew it'd be like this,
I cannot see you, cannot see me,
Screaming "I don't know!"
And the creation, and temptation,
Leaving me the ruthless pain,
I want to live, I want to die,
I want to have a name.

Now don't you cry, love,
Don't you cry, love,
Everything will be okay,
You've found me here, and
Loud and clear I told you,
"I don't know."
Leaned on graffiti,
There I'm weeping,
Calling but my mother's name,
I've got myself, I'm all alone,
Nowhere to call a home!

Do I exist?
AH, SHUT UP.
All I see is nothing but a lie,
I want to cheat, I want to leave, but
In the end, I'm wrong,
So if you dare pretend to care,
And think you're living in despair,
Remember this and only this:
Somebody's worse out there.

Dear choices that I've lost, I want my thoughts to remain,
Don't care about the cost, I promise that I will change!

Description
Dear father, mother, I'm sorry for all I've done,
In tears I suffer, still bending, breaking my thumbs,
Dear sister, brother, I'll send you kisses good night,
Love one another, I wish you luck and goodbye.
(yeah)

I've found myself along this never-ending routine,
Addicted to my tears, I hunt for a new meaning,
This crave of sympathy, it kills and eats me,
I just want some love, just need a heart,
To tear myself apart.

And hear me now, I'll scream it loud,
I never knew it'd be like this,
I cannot see you, cannot see me,
Screaming "I don't know!"
And the creation, and temptation,
Leaving me the ruthless pain,
I want to live, I want to die,
I want to have a name.

So long to everyone, I've fought myself to the end,
I wait this final thought, that no one is my friend...

(Is this who I am or who the public built?
Ending up forever living life in guilt. x2)

Ah, and still I feel as though I'm nothing,
I just need to make, a big mistake,
And tear my heart apart.

And hear me now, I'll scream it loud,
I never knew it'd be like this,
I cannot see you, cannot see me,
Screaming "I don't know!"
And the creation, and temptation,
Leaving me the ruthless pain,
I want to live, I want to die,
I want to have a name.

Now don't you cry, love,
Don't you cry, love,
Everything will be okay,
You've found me here, and
Loud and clear I told you,
"I don't know."
Leaned on graffiti,
There I'm weeping,
Calling but my mother's name,
I've got myself, I'm all alone,
Nowhere to call a home!

Do I exist?
AH, SHUT UP.
All I see is nothing but a lie,
I want to cheat, I want to leave, but
In the end, I'm wrong,
So if you dare pretend to care,
And think you're living in despair,
Remember this and only this:
Somebody's worse out there.

Dear choices that I've lost, I want my thoughts to remain,
Don't care about the cost, I promise that I will change!