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I... I don't know. But I'll try to explain. It wasn't made to practice anatomy, it wasn't made to grow more cell shading skills, no. Sometimes you just sit and understand one simple thing. You just have to try to work in another direction. In this case, I wanted to use realistic style. Do a full illustration without any practice. Because this is the best practice. When you work on something for so long, you start to actually learn something, doesn't matter if you want it or not. I wanted to find out how to draw realistic fur. I think I did well. Yes, basically this is just an outlined photography (I hope the owner won't kill me, I really do). But, as I said before, wasn't made in anatomy learning purposes. I just... Enjoyed the art process. Enjoyed drawing fur for 40 hours. Some will say that redrawing photos digitally is the most useless art thing ever. And maybe they are even right. But guess what? I don't care. Let me just for one single time feel like I enjoy drawing, that's all... Also. I've started to notice more and more often that I have problems with coloring. I just don't understand correctly how colors work. Not so many people will actually understand what I'm talking about. But those who understood already see why I've chosen photo like this. I was taking colors with eyedropper tool and I couldn't get along with that fact that white color at the evening turns into light blue. Oh boy, I still can't... I've also learnt how to do realistic fur in general. There's nothing hard. One well setted-up brush and same brush while using the smudge tool. Then detailing, detailing... It's fascinaring I should say. But takes a vagon of time. So... You decide what's better for you. We also had a little talk with Favet about cell shading. I can't believe that about a year ago I thought that cell shading is one of the most hardest styles ever created. Ahahah, LOL! It's actually easy. But the thing is, it's very hard to master in perfection. Only a few people here on dA know how to use it correctly. And I don't think I'm one of them... But I'll practice until death. That's the only way for me. I'm saying all this just for you to understand that I got a little bit tired of cell shading for now. I think I'll do one more painting like this. Because... So much new stuff in just one painting. I hope you like it bc. this work is something I'm proud of.
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Drawing huskies while I don't own one, going to cafe to do my homework leaving money at home, looking at very expensive things I can't afford in near future, thinking about stuff that will never happen on this planet before falling asleep, etc. Seems like I really enjoy hurting myself... But I noticed that my dreams are made to motivate me. I hate as much as I want something and as much as I'm unhappy. There's so much hate in me that it would have already destroyed an average person. Forever. Feels like I'm a tough one, eh... Because I never let my demon outside. He's very hungry and he's never seen the light. It's like... We meet in the one dark little room with a pale lamp at least once a day, looking at each other, waiting for one of us to move. But more and more often it feels like I don't visit the room, but I'm locked in it. Trapped by imagination and ambitions. And it scares me so much... If you will ever feel like you want to meet your fears face to face, please, make sure that you are ready. And that you have the keys of the room... And people, stop this already. If I write something without any smiles or memes... It doesn't mean that I'm depressed, want to end my life, terribly feel inside, etc. I just like to share thoughts. I was extremely sure it's normal, but it turned out that it's not. The problem is, my thoughts are different. While normal people of my age want to hang out, I'm waging a war with myself. I know I'm paranoid, ok? Don't listen to me if you don't want to, leave the description section and enjoy the art, haha.

Art -
Reference photography - @sassysheeba
Made - iPad mini + WIC Stylus
Program - Procreate
Edited - Afterlight

The Tumbled Sea - Ø

Description

Gift
I... I don't know. But I'll try to explain. It wasn't made to practice anatomy, it wasn't made to grow more cell shading skills, no. Sometimes you just sit and understand one simple thing. You just have to try to work in another direction. In this case, I wanted to use realistic style. Do a full illustration without any practice. Because this is the best practice. When you work on something for so long, you start to actually learn something, doesn't matter if you want it or not. I wanted to find out how to draw realistic fur. I think I did well. Yes, basically this is just an outlined photography (I hope the owner won't kill me, I really do). But, as I said before, wasn't made in anatomy learning purposes. I just... Enjoyed the art process. Enjoyed drawing fur for 40 hours. Some will say that redrawing photos digitally is the most useless art thing ever. And maybe they are even right. But guess what? I don't care. Let me just for one single time feel like I enjoy drawing, that's all... Also. I've started to notice more and more often that I have problems with coloring. I just don't understand correctly how colors work. Not so many people will actually understand what I'm talking about. But those who understood already see why I've chosen photo like this. I was taking colors with eyedropper tool and I couldn't get along with that fact that white color at the evening turns into light blue. Oh boy, I still can't... I've also learnt how to do realistic fur in general. There's nothing hard. One well setted-up brush and same brush while using the smudge tool. Then detailing, detailing... It's fascinaring I should say. But takes a vagon of time. So... You decide what's better for you. We also had a little talk with Favet about cell shading. I can't believe that about a year ago I thought that cell shading is one of the most hardest styles ever created. Ahahah, LOL! It's actually easy. But the thing is, it's very hard to master in perfection. Only a few people here on dA know how to use it correctly. And I don't think I'm one of them... But I'll practice until death. That's the only way for me. I'm saying all this just for you to understand that I got a little bit tired of cell shading for now. I think I'll do one more painting like this. Because... So much new stuff in just one painting. I hope you like it bc. this work is something I'm proud of.
- - -
Drawing huskies while I don't own one, going to cafe to do my homework leaving money at home, looking at very expensive things I can't afford in near future, thinking about stuff that will never happen on this planet before falling asleep, etc. Seems like I really enjoy hurting myself... But I noticed that my dreams are made to motivate me. I hate as much as I want something and as much as I'm unhappy. There's so much hate in me that it would have already destroyed an average person. Forever. Feels like I'm a tough one, eh... Because I never let my demon outside. He's very hungry and he's never seen the light. It's like... We meet in the one dark little room with a pale lamp at least once a day, looking at each other, waiting for one of us to move. But more and more often it feels like I don't visit the room, but I'm locked in it. Trapped by imagination and ambitions. And it scares me so much... If you will ever feel like you want to meet your fears face to face, please, make sure that you are ready. And that you have the keys of the room... And people, stop this already. If I write something without any smiles or memes... It doesn't mean that I'm depressed, want to end my life, terribly feel inside, etc. I just like to share thoughts. I was extremely sure it's normal, but it turned out that it's not. The problem is, my thoughts are different. While normal people of my age want to hang out, I'm waging a war with myself. I know I'm paranoid, ok? Don't listen to me if you don't want to, leave the description section and enjoy the art, haha.

Art -
Reference photography - @sassysheeba
Made - iPad mini + WIC Stylus
Program - Procreate
Edited - Afterlight

The Tumbled Sea - Ø