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- Niсola... You do not hear me, even now, when I'm dying... You never hear me (or you do not want to hear?), you never talk to me... And if you talk, then you finish the communion as soon as possible and go away from me. But why? After all you look at me... constantly look. You are the rare case when people pay attention to me. And I was so hoping that I would get a little more from you than just a look directed at me. I every night imagined how you first take my hand, as we walk to places where we have not been before, our warm embrace at every meeting and at every farewell. I watched every your step, learned about you something new, and devised new ways, ways to be closer to you. But you just looked at me... looked with your deep and warm gaze...
Yes, almost all those who encircled me did not notice me, they looked through me or looked as looked at the walls. And did I bring anything to those? Were there any people happy about my presence? Was I useful for them? No. Perhaps, I'm really kind and nice to everyone, as said those with whom I talked. I had friends, real friends, for which I was ready to sacrifice my life, and they for me - their own. But it's friends... But what about love? That beautiful romantic love what described in the books? Maybe I dream a lot. But everyone deserves love. I was happy to listen to the stories of interlocutors about their love, about the first kiss, about tenderness and nice gifts... And I could not say anything, although I would gladly share my feelings.
When I met you, Nicola, you already knew my mother. And why did not you approach to me, why did not you want to tell me every day "Hello", since you knew me? One of your "Hello", one word - and for the whole day I have a good mood, happiness would pour without end. I thought that my feelings are mutual, but, probably, I was wrong... I am almost always wrong. Because I consider myself stupid, despite the fact that friends can ask for help, for example, in chemistry, and thank for the explanation, adding that I'm smart. But is it truth? I'm a boring interlocutor, I do not have anything to talk about. But I so would like to communicate with many people, to tell something interesting. But this interesting in my life was not. I, perhaps, am guilty myself, that I was afraid to take risks. Although no, I just did not see the point in this. Attracting attention to yourself is... not in my nature. I'm a calm girl, it's easier for me to stay away from everyone... Calm girl... Who in general needs quiet people? Everyone, for sure, thinks that I'm stale inside, do not know how to have fun, because I seem cold-blooded. But in fact, I have a rich inner world. Only the depths of it not everyone can reach. Who needs quiet people? Everyone loves open, active personalities, it's funny with them, you can commit inadequate actions, they are associated with many memories of adventure. And people like me, remain unnoticed, somewhere in the shade, when the other part of the society is in the sun..
And you're sunny, Nicola. You do not hear me, you are already far away, but you continue to shine for me. I want you to be happy. And the last words that I will say will be: "I love you, Nicola..."
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In the monologue of Viola there are not only thoughtss about her life, but also about mine. I really have problems with shyness, I'm afraid that I am not useful and so on.
Unfortunately, this drawing will violate the sequence of events in the life of Viola. I would like to draw her at the time when she lived with her mother, for the first time met Nicola and so on. But I think that I will not delete and resubmit this comic. Because no one is interested in my setting lol
And in fact, no one can imagine how important this work is for me. I paint my characters extremely rarely, because I usually collect a lot of trades, commissions and gradually give them away, and to draw a whole page of the comic... I did not think it was possible. I'm glad that I finished it and enjoy a result. Hope you like it too!
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Imports: Violetta , Nicola
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CHARACTERS: Nicola, Violetta
GENDER: male, female
SPECIES: kukuri (© Unikeko)
Nicola, Violetta belong to VQnava
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WORK TYPE: Art with fullshading
PROGRAM: Paint Tool SAI + Photoshop CS5
TABLET: UGEE
ART © VQnava
!THIS WORK MAY NOT BE USED, EDITED, COPIED, PUBLISHED OR UPLOADED IN ANY WAYS WITHOUT MY WRITTEN PERMISSION!
Comments: 13
momma-kuku [2017-08-31 18:46:46 +0000 UTC]
The fire raged and you are trapped in the middle. Looking for a way to escape!
While making your way through the ashcovered forest, you managed to find
The background has been added to your bank account!
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VQnava In reply to RavenHeart1984 [2017-08-30 18:55:07 +0000 UTC]
I may only say: "It's life"
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DracoTitan-DovahKii [2017-08-30 16:23:54 +0000 UTC]
...I literally am trying to finish my monthly and I wanna help her so much but hen my story wouldn't make sense.
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VQnava In reply to DracoTitan-DovahKii [2017-08-30 16:49:28 +0000 UTC]
I'm glad to see that you would like to save her life but the character already has an unchanging history and she will be okay!
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DracoTitan-DovahKii In reply to VQnava [2017-08-30 16:54:52 +0000 UTC]
That's good to hear. Though if he did save her, he wouldn't have stuck around...he doesn't do emotional things so easily unless it's with family.
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Andersonen [2017-08-30 12:22:55 +0000 UTC]
Человече, это... это очень круто. Правда. Даж нет слов, дабы описать насколько.
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VQnava In reply to Andersonen [2017-08-30 12:25:54 +0000 UTC]
Спасибо большое <33
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men0ni [2017-08-30 11:48:00 +0000 UTC]
You've been awarded a token!
VQnava
Emotional but beautiful story! The fire looks very well painted, good job!
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GryAdventures In reply to men0ni [2017-08-31 00:48:07 +0000 UTC]
Yeah I am happy you gave thsi one token because I would have given it otherwise XD
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VQnava In reply to GryAdventures [2017-08-31 18:51:28 +0000 UTC]
Wow, thank you, I am pleased to hear this from you ;o;
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GryAdventures In reply to VQnava [2017-09-02 09:35:18 +0000 UTC]
well i mean it is different <33
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VQnava In reply to men0ni [2017-08-30 11:49:03 +0000 UTC]
Thank you so much ;-;
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