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Stupid doodle but I'm sitting here shaking in my room for a few hours and it's not from the cold and everything is vaguely painful

I understand why people would go away from me but also I can't see any other reason than it being me somehow bc either I'm an absolute doormat or I am too sensitive, and either way it just makes things not work out
But it really hurts to get weird distance or something without closure or anything and I don't know why I can't just. Have something and make it work or somehow convey to people that I want them around to make it sound believable because it doesn't seem to change anything. And I'm afraid that anytime people go away for whatever reason it only means they actually got to look at me from up close and saw there was nothing inside

and that kind of stings tbh

it's late I'm going to finish up some art and go to bed.

Description
Stupid doodle but I'm sitting here shaking in my room for a few hours and it's not from the cold and everything is vaguely painful

I understand why people would go away from me but also I can't see any other reason than it being me somehow bc either I'm an absolute doormat or I am too sensitive, and either way it just makes things not work out
But it really hurts to get weird distance or something without closure or anything and I don't know why I can't just. Have something and make it work or somehow convey to people that I want them around to make it sound believable because it doesn't seem to change anything. And I'm afraid that anytime people go away for whatever reason it only means they actually got to look at me from up close and saw there was nothing inside

and that kind of stings tbh

it's late I'm going to finish up some art and go to bed.