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Published: 2012-02-05 22:41:48 +0000 UTC; Views: 706; Favourites: 32; Downloads: 11
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Description I love you Fuzen ;A;

This took eternities. But I hate it so, so much.
I was even working on it when I had a fever.
*sigh* glad im done with it though.

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Comments: 57

Vaniice [2012-02-16 03:03:39 +0000 UTC]

WOW. holy crap this is amazing!!

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wiltking In reply to Vaniice [2012-02-16 04:07:40 +0000 UTC]

asdfghjkl *A*
Thank you so, so, so muuuuuuuch

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Vaniice In reply to wiltking [2012-02-16 04:20:16 +0000 UTC]

duuuude
like i cant even
i want to hug my screen
hehe you're welcome~

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Anako-Kitsune [2012-02-15 11:20:05 +0000 UTC]

wow, that looks awesome! i love that the soul? looks a bit like smoke, and i love the hair *-*

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wiltking In reply to Anako-Kitsune [2012-02-16 04:08:43 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so, so, much.
You comment is very much appreciated~

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hellsangels23 [2012-02-06 04:04:24 +0000 UTC]

that is soooo frikken awesome man!!!!!!

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wiltking In reply to hellsangels23 [2012-02-06 04:15:28 +0000 UTC]

Wow, thank you so much!! : D

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hellsangels23 In reply to wiltking [2012-02-07 07:20:10 +0000 UTC]

welcome!

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KakumeiTsuki [2012-02-05 22:52:08 +0000 UTC]

Impressive...

You think your no good?

I'm the shit who can't even use a simple art program...

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wiltking In reply to KakumeiTsuki [2012-02-05 22:55:43 +0000 UTC]

I hate art programs. I prefer traditional.

This isn't impressive. If you want impressive, go look at your own gallery ;__;

And hey there, Kakumei. How you doing?

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KakumeiTsuki In reply to wiltking [2012-02-05 22:58:02 +0000 UTC]

Traditional is where real skill is hidden... So I know how you feel about that.

I like your style better than my own.

And if you really want an answer to your final question..
It would be easier for you to understand if you read my
last journal, thingy...

+sighs+

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wiltking In reply to KakumeiTsuki [2012-02-05 22:59:12 +0000 UTC]

But I dont like my style... ;__;

*runs off to your journal*

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KakumeiTsuki In reply to wiltking [2012-02-05 23:00:48 +0000 UTC]

Your males look so good though... The proportions are usually spot on...

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wiltking In reply to KakumeiTsuki [2012-02-05 23:08:20 +0000 UTC]

Its funny you say that since I've never really seen a male body.... lol.

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KakumeiTsuki In reply to wiltking [2012-02-05 23:12:32 +0000 UTC]

All I have to look at is my own, really. +shrugs again+

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wiltking In reply to KakumeiTsuki [2012-02-05 23:15:33 +0000 UTC]

hahaha XD
But thats what I do when I draw female characters... >w<

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KakumeiTsuki In reply to wiltking [2012-02-05 23:18:11 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, well it doesn't work the same with me. I have a feminine male body,
for the most part... So yeah... >.<

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wiltking In reply to KakumeiTsuki [2012-02-05 23:25:09 +0000 UTC]

Is your body feminine enough for you to crossdress? .__.
This is becoming quite an awkward conversation.

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KakumeiTsuki In reply to wiltking [2012-02-05 23:27:39 +0000 UTC]

Im a little tall, but yes... I have hips that would
make Angelina Jolie blush.

And yes, I have cross-dressed before. And once cosplayed
as Haku from Naruto, though I dont like Naruto.

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wiltking In reply to KakumeiTsuki [2012-02-05 23:31:12 +0000 UTC]

Hahaha that's amazing! XD
I really wish I could cross-dress. But to do that, I would need to cut my hair. Which my mom won't let me do.

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KakumeiTsuki In reply to wiltking [2012-02-05 23:32:05 +0000 UTC]

Ah. Let me guess, controlling parents?

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wiltking In reply to KakumeiTsuki [2012-02-05 23:38:06 +0000 UTC]

Very.
Plus they know about how I want to be a boy. So my mom freaked out when I told her I wanted a male haircut.

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KakumeiTsuki In reply to wiltking [2012-02-05 23:39:51 +0000 UTC]

Eh? I didn't know you wanted to be a boy.

I was told I should be a girl. +shurgs+

Unfortunately, I like being a feminine guy...

Or at least, I used to.

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wiltking In reply to KakumeiTsuki [2012-02-05 23:44:44 +0000 UTC]

Ahahaaa... yeah there was this whole thing a few months ago where I really wanted to be a boy. And I was convinced I had a double soul inside me =__='''
When my parents found out, they thought I was possessed and so they took away all my happiness. I became really depressed and even cut my arms at one point. This just made my parents angrier. My dad wanted to send me to a mental institute.
They've finally given up on me now, for the most part.

Feminine guys are amazing. You should be proud to be one.

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KakumeiTsuki In reply to wiltking [2012-02-05 23:47:28 +0000 UTC]

I know how that is. Its why I finally moved
out, and did whatever it took to make myself
at least somewhat happy...
Its not easy living on your own at 16, but I made
it work.
I still cut... Though, I know I shouldn't.

I dont feel all that amazing...
Then again, I dont feel much of anything, anymore.

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wiltking In reply to KakumeiTsuki [2012-02-05 23:56:35 +0000 UTC]

At one point, I had 80 cuts on one arm. Thankfully only a few of them were deep enough to leave scars.
Cutting isn't fun. It doesn't solve anything. I know its hard to stop, especially when you feel like theres no point to whether or not you cut, and it feels like no one cares about your pain.
But I was able to stop, because I made a promise to my important friend that I wouldn't cut anymore. Because I cared about her more than anyone and I didnt want to make her upset anymore.
And I know you dont care about me. But, please, could you stop cutting? For my sake?
What if you do it too deep one day and end up bleeding to death? That wouldn't make me happy in the least.

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KakumeiTsuki In reply to wiltking [2012-02-05 23:59:58 +0000 UTC]

I have a lot of medical knowledge, so even if I do
cut too deep, I can stitch it up and clamp the veins
and arteries closed.

Secondly, I could try, but I like it too much.
It wasn't fun for you, but it feels great to me.

Its an addiction. It feels great. It reminds me
that I am... Somewhat human. More of a monster, but
something that bleeds none-the-less...

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wiltking In reply to KakumeiTsuki [2012-02-06 00:02:23 +0000 UTC]

It does give you somewhat of an adrenaline rush.It makes you feel alive and human. It feels good as you're cutting, but what about when they turn to ugly scabs? Is it still fun then?

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KakumeiTsuki In reply to wiltking [2012-02-06 00:05:24 +0000 UTC]

I dont scab... I scare... If I scar...

Its the only thing my body is actually good at healing.

Its not just Adrenaline either... It also releases
Prolactin into your blood... Basically the same hormone that
relaxes males and females after uh... Well you know.

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wiltking In reply to KakumeiTsuki [2012-02-06 00:09:26 +0000 UTC]

wow really? Thanks for the health lesson.
So if you find a different source to get that hormone, like a girl, will you stop cutting?

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KakumeiTsuki In reply to wiltking [2012-02-06 00:11:19 +0000 UTC]

Hahah... Like a girl would ever date me...

Soma actually used to cut me... I miss him...
but thats beside the point...

And sorry for the health lesson... thingy...

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wiltking In reply to KakumeiTsuki [2012-02-06 00:13:50 +0000 UTC]

Soma? Who is that?
And I'm sure there's a girl out there somewhere who would love your sexy hips.

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KakumeiTsuki In reply to wiltking [2012-02-06 00:15:55 +0000 UTC]

Soma is... My ex-boyfriend.

He is why I am as dead as I am now...

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wiltking In reply to KakumeiTsuki [2012-02-06 00:20:07 +0000 UTC]

How did you two meet?
And what ended it?

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KakumeiTsuki In reply to wiltking [2012-02-06 00:21:29 +0000 UTC]

We met in person at the mall... We were good friends
and he was my roomate for a while...

It ended when I found out he was using me and cheating on me
and I kicked his ass out...

Now I wish I never did...

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wiltking In reply to KakumeiTsuki [2012-02-06 00:24:52 +0000 UTC]

Are you going to try to get him back?

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KakumeiTsuki In reply to wiltking [2012-02-06 00:30:39 +0000 UTC]

There is no point in trying... Trust me...

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wiltking In reply to KakumeiTsuki [2012-02-06 00:33:02 +0000 UTC]

But why? You say you have nothing left. Which means you have nothing left to loose. Why cant you you give it your all to try to get him back? Did you love him?

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KakumeiTsuki In reply to wiltking [2012-02-06 00:36:55 +0000 UTC]

Because... He told me if I ever spoke to him again...
He would kill me...

And yes... I did...

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Cyanus-Corvus [2012-02-05 22:49:29 +0000 UTC]

You really need to know how AMAZING this is.
It's so beautiful, and speaks so many words...
I can feel the torture from the girl, and the uncaring passive aggression from the guy....
It's amazing.

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wiltking In reply to Cyanus-Corvus [2012-02-05 22:53:20 +0000 UTC]

.... you really think so? ;__;
You were able to see their feelings?
...That makes me so happy!
THANK YOU.

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Cyanus-Corvus In reply to wiltking [2012-02-05 22:55:17 +0000 UTC]

Of course dear~
I feel like the girl is trying to get closer, to bring out some possible emotions of guilt in the boy before she's gone.
And the boy doesn't care, because he has to do this all of the time, right?

Can I make the girl into a character? ;A;
I'll crediiiitttt. ;A;

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wiltking In reply to Cyanus-Corvus [2012-02-05 22:57:43 +0000 UTC]

Oh my gosh.
That's exactly whats going on. You're completely right ;A;

The girl was really someone random, so go ahead and make her into a character if you want : )

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Cyanus-Corvus In reply to wiltking [2012-02-05 22:58:48 +0000 UTC]

Ooh~ I feel so smart / good at inferring things. <3
I like being able to study pictures and coming up with little stories for them...

And really? Yay! Thanks! I really love her hairstyle, that's the main reason I asked.

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ashestocrows [2012-02-05 22:44:03 +0000 UTC]

*SPEECHLESS*

I just.....there's nothing for me to say. Perfection. Right there. EVERYTHING.

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wiltking In reply to ashestocrows [2012-02-05 22:45:02 +0000 UTC]

No.
Just... no.
I so unhappy with this... I....
Im going to go draw yaoi now......

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ashestocrows In reply to wiltking [2012-02-05 22:46:17 +0000 UTC]

WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU. I CAN'T STOP STARING AT THIS. The coloring, and that hair, and the spirit and....I love how you made parts of it faded and just......GIRL. I SLAP YOU FOR THINKING YOU AREN'T GOOD. YOU'RE FREAKING CRAZY.

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wiltking In reply to ashestocrows [2012-02-05 22:47:46 +0000 UTC]

Well, you're the only one who thinks so.
So thank you, but I can't agree with you.
.__.

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ashestocrows In reply to wiltking [2012-02-05 22:48:24 +0000 UTC]

*slaps*

Go get some logic. You need it to see how beautiful your art is. Seriously. I want to steal your skill. Or you should just give me some lessons >.<

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wiltking In reply to ashestocrows [2012-02-05 22:50:02 +0000 UTC]

hah. what skill?
the only one with skill here is you.
*cries in a corner*

And stop virtually slapping me D:

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