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WinterofFire — Awake
Published: 2012-12-04 12:49:14 +0000 UTC; Views: 58; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 0
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Description 2 years of hoping
2 years of waiting
Wanting to be the girl you talk to
Years of hurting

And I thought I knew you
But did I ever?
You had it all undercover
And I know how annoying that is

I used to think that you were there
But I was just talking to the empty air
And I would dreams that you were holding me
And sometimes you'd be hurting me

And sometimes at night when I'm alone
I'd pretend that you'd come back home
I'd talk to you
And tell you all the things I'd never dare to

It hurts to see you with her
With you not caring
And with me all alone
Thinking and dreaming of a love I've never known

But now I'm awake
We'd never be anything but a mistake
Now I'm awake, and I know you won't care
Besides, you can be a happy pair

And people still ask me
Where my Prince Charming is
But now I'm awake and I know
Not all endings are happy

I'd laugh and say 'I'm not sure'
And seeing the irony in torture
Then they'd ask who
Sometimes you were asking about you

And that's the painful bit
The bit that makes me feel like shit
Because you were so innocent, so pure
The angel causing torture

But you're not, not in the light
The devil causing heartbreaks left and right
So mysterious, so cold
And our coupling is getting old

But when I was asleep
I thought we could be
That I'd get my happy ending
But that was wistful dreaming

Now I'm awake, or hope I am
I know you never did, and don't give a damn
And I know that I don't really know you
Well, the real you, anyway
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Comments: 4

Levemealone [2012-12-07 12:38:02 +0000 UTC]

eponine

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WinterofFire In reply to Levemealone [2012-12-07 12:50:19 +0000 UTC]

Haha, I realise I am a bit like her.
Maybe all girls have that point in their lives where they are like that

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Levemealone In reply to WinterofFire [2013-08-07 14:38:08 +0000 UTC]

not all

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WinterofFire In reply to Levemealone [2013-08-07 15:15:14 +0000 UTC]

=/

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