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WinterofFire — can't let go
Published: 2013-05-31 17:37:03 +0000 UTC; Views: 87; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 0
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I've held on for so longI fell too hard and too deep and too fast
and for far too long
It's so hard to let go
Of that goddamn hope
Of happy memories and what could have been
and the 'it could've been'
and I'm finally crying
I started halfway through this poem
crying over you
for two weeks or months
I've felt so numb
I needed to cry, but I couldn't
my tears have stopped
they
didn't even fall
I fell so hard
I fell so quickly
I fell so deep
I was stupid to think I was special
(and I'm tearing up again)
I'm just one girl in a year of forty
just happened to be your friend
I'm still in denial
I love _____
I can't say your name, or write it, or think it
truth is,
I'll keep writing depressing poetry
(and some part of me finds this amusing)
until I move on, or have said what I need to
