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Published: 2013-05-07 08:33:06 +0000 UTC; Views: 514; Favourites: 17; Downloads: 1
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I'm going to finish this sucker DAMMITthe last piece of sasunaru from my heart, all or nothing
by the way, 3 years ago i started this =_= or whenever chapter.. you know...sweet reunion... came out.
my feelings about sasuke and naruto's relationship and where they head in the manga have changed a lot over the years. To be honest I really have not liked the manga since... since they met up, maybe, even. but weirdly, at the same time, I am more and more supportive of sasuke and naruto becoming independent of each other, which is really weird considering how i used to feel about them. but i like that sasuke is strong and not a brainwashed moe zombie who melts when naruto is sweet (though naruto, please don't ever stop being sweet). and i like that naruto doesn't have to grit his teeth and get that lost look in his eyes when he thinks of sasuke anymore. he can say strongly, 'my friends are the most important to me and have the largest presence in my heart' and we know he means sasuke the most. i still think in their soulspace that they are kissing though. and next time unlike this piece, sasuke won't have that reluctant look on his face. he'll embrace naruto's strength and what it adds to him (wind makes fire stronger) and what it's done to naruto (make him that strong in the first place) and they'll finally be equals. that core hasn't changed in my sasunaru heart.
DA is really not the place for this kind of ramble but oh well. I see a lot of things about fandom that irritate me but there was a nice outcome tonight that just reaffirmed my own interpretation and strength of feeling for my OTP of a lifetime. I have a renewed drive to finish this and a firmer willing-to-work-towards hope of producing another piece that accurately reflects what I love about SN and that I can be proud of artistically that it conveyed SN* successfully. When I look, at least. Everyone sees things differently. But the SN artwork of mine that I really like (which is... one) is like I take one glance at it and the shard(s) of SN that I tried to put into it are there on paper and reflect back into me without me having to put on that lense first. Since SN entails a lot of feelings.
I am abusing DA and making it my LJ temporarily. No feedback necessary. Sorry for spam.
*SN in my view, of course. I still can't believe people can love the pairing but hate the character(s). (haha let's be blunt, Sasuke-haters). I can understand people hating Sasuke. But when they use the pairing as a way to... I don't know. Won't go there. It just starts wank online and offline.
SLEEPY UNCENSORED INCOHERENT WISTY SIGNING OFF
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I like ur work rly~ （‐＾▽＾‐）
i can understand u, halfway...
but my english is not good enough to unsterstand the whole comment °-°
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Really good brush work. I understand your support of them being independent of each other, it's cos Naruto suffered too much before but it's been set straight now. Now it's only a question of time before we see what goes down between them; I think they'll be having one last fight despite recent developments indicating otherwise.
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Well it wasn't all Naruto (I don't want him to get toooo independent, after all his feelings are 80% the basis of the ship), what grabs my attention is that Sasuke is growing too, albeit weirdly. Even though he acts as if what he's been told is true and taking revenge accordingly, he needed so many confirmations from so many different people about why his family was killed and what Itachi's role was and why. It was truly his crutch. Yet he was able to compare Itachi to Hashirama, founder of the Leaf, someone he ought to hate if hates Konoha. So now he's coming to understand other people's motivations and relate them to himself and his family, and place himself in the world again instead of the me vs it, and hopefully he'll learn forgiveness and the final step of empathy from Naruto. So Naruto will have something to teach him, as he taught Naruto pain and the firmness of bonds.
I think they'll have to fight too, for the story's sake, and also Sasuke didn't say it all when he decided to fight against Madara. He doesn't want everyone's efforts to go to waste, his own included, for a dream world. My grasp on Sasuke's character is unfortunately dwindling and I don't know whether he'll abandon his former train of thought/revenge and commit himself anew after what he's learned, just as he explained to Orochimaru earlier... or whether he'll make one last stand to validate his actions until now and ask Naruto to fight him, but without the malice he felt previously. Maybe as a way to acknowledge Naruto, too. I don't know. Or maybe solely the last. I'd like that.
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