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I honestly give up, it's the same day in and out. my parents treat me like shit and starve me sometimes and even raise a hand to me...a couple of days ago someone snitched to my mum about my depression and suicidal thoughts and now she's pressuring me saying I NEED to start talking other wise she will take me to the hospital (which I am scared of) and put me on anti-depressants...she is putting me on therapy, I really don't want to cause I really struggle to talk to people about my feelings and I'm scared of talking to people...also yesterday, she pressured me too much and I came offline... I ignored everybody...it was a big mistake cause when I came back...my bf had broken up with me...and I feel completely broken Rn...I feel no emotions whatsoever..just emptiness and pain..I don't even know what happened I just wish I had messaged sooner..oofie...mum keeps pressuring me a d being rude to me and I feel my heart is missing..I feel nothing there...also meaning I give up on art..art is my passion and love...but without happiness and passion..I have no motivation to draw anymore and just draw scribbles...so oof..better for me to give up on my art...nobody likes it anyways..this drawing below of the last drawing I'll be doing for a long time...idk...oof qmq

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I honestly give up, it's the same day in and out. my parents treat me like shit and starve me sometimes and even raise a hand to me...a couple of days ago someone snitched to my mum about my depression and suicidal thoughts and now she's pressuring me saying I NEED to start talking other wise she will take me to the hospital (which I am scared of) and put me on anti-depressants...she is putting me on therapy, I really don't want to cause I really struggle to talk to people about my feelings and I'm scared of talking to people...also yesterday, she pressured me too much and I came offline... I ignored everybody...it was a big mistake cause when I came back...my bf had broken up with me...and I feel completely broken Rn...I feel no emotions whatsoever..just emptiness and pain..I don't even know what happened I just wish I had messaged sooner..oofie...mum keeps pressuring me a d being rude to me and I feel my heart is missing..I feel nothing there...also meaning I give up on art..art is my passion and love...but without happiness and passion..I have no motivation to draw anymore and just draw scribbles...so oof..better for me to give up on my art...nobody likes it anyways..this drawing below of the last drawing I'll be doing for a long time...idk...oof qmq