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He is the one.

He is the one who helps me breathe through the day. The one who helps me running through the day. The one who helps me keep calm. The one who helps me realize who I really am without going crazy.

I just don't know how he hasn't lost his patents with me yet.

But as I lie right now next to him, he reminds me all of the good things between us. Letting all the terror behind us. And that's what I love about him the most.

He is my A-Ry.

As the sun rises through my window and bleak into my eyes, I wake up and find myself tangled in the bed sheets with Alex in his arms. He was still sleeping soundly, seeing the little drool off the side of his soft lips of his handsome face. Alex is just too dang cute for words. I rest my head against his chest and waited for him to wake up.

And finally, he did.

"That damn sun," he yawned, covering his face with his free hand as he groaned.

I laughed as I prompted my elbow up to see his handsome face again. "Don't blame the sun for waking you up."

He glanced at me. "Well, I see that you're awake."

Instantly, I fell in love with the sight of his dark navy blue eyes shimmered. "Yup. And just taking in the moment."

"Why is that?" he joked.

"Because I woke up with you silly."

Alex brought me into his arms and kissed me repeatedly. "You're the one who's silly. You laugh in your sleep."

"Now I have someone to blame for that."

He raised an eyebrow.

"You kept nibbling on my neck. Dang, that tickled so much." I giggled.

"Oh, so you wanna talk about tickling, huh?" Then, Alex began to slid his hands to my waist and started to tickle me hard. I couldn't help but laugh as hard as I could and roll around in the bed. And literally begged for him to stop. He rolled over and pinned me underneath him. "You're actually begging?"

All I could do was smile up at him. Then we continued to laugh and kiss as usual. I turned my head as he slid his soft lips down my neck so I could see what time it said on the alarm clock. It read 9:43 A.M.

I shot right up from his arms and hurried out of the bed. Alex sat up straight with a confused look as he watched me quickly get dressed.

"What's up with you all of a sudden?" he asked.

"Alex, I'm suppose to be at the Impact Zone in thirty minutes. I have a couple of promos to do and a match against Velvet Sky for the number contender spot for the Knockout's Championship." I soon grown into a panic mood.

"Oh, Zafrina," he groaned and laughed at the same time. "Just chill out for a minute."

Panic mood grew higher. "Alex Riley, I will not 'chill out' for a minute."

Alex jumped out of the bed and stood in front of me. Holding me steadily. He put one finger over my lips, wanting me to quiet it down.

"Alright now. Let's don't get feisty. You'll get to the Universal Studios in no time. What time is Kimberly picking you up?"

"At 11 o clock," I mumbled.

He let loose of me. "Oh. Well, you better get going."

I chuckled. "You're such a silly goose." I stood on my tippy toes and kissed him on the cheek. Then, I quickly threw on some clothes, rushing so I won't waste any time. I put on some jogging pants, a tank top, and pulled my black hair into a pony tail.

When I finished my business in the bathroom, I found Alex all in his clothes he wore from last night. I wonder how he got dressed so fast. But I guess he was ready to head off to the arena in Tampa to do the live Raw show.

This is actually the first time that me and Alex could finally be together in so long. WWE has finally made their way down to Florida and they'll be doing several shows for a couple of weeks here. So, of course I would let my boy friend stay at my condo in Orlando. But what sucks is that we can't visit each other during the shows. Because I work at TNA Impact as a Knockout and Alex is a superstar at WWE. And he knows the bodyguards of TNA never let a WWE superstar take one step in the impact zone. Kind of the same with WWE. Except that's how I met Alex. My mentor Mickie James took me to a WWE try out and that's where we met.

"I just realized that I have to meet Mike at the arena in Tampa," he said, buttoning his shirt. "We have to go over our promo with John Cena. Ugh, another thing I dread of doing."

I walked over to him, putting my hands into his, drawing close to him. "Is that a complaint I'm hearing from you, Mr. Riley?" I pressed my lips to his.

In between kisses, he whispers, "Nah, it's just me being a big baby."

"My big baby," I giggled.

Suddenly, the door bell rings. I break away from Alex and hurried through the house to answer the door. Just to find it was Kimberly-my best friend who also works at TNA with me. I slung the door open as Alex wraps his muscled arms around my waist.

Kimberly, with her first impression of us, begins to burst out laughing. "Aww, aren't you two just the cutest couple." Kim (along with Mickie James) was the only one who knew we were dating. "Go ahead, kiss one more time, we don't have all day Zafrina."

And so I did. I gave Alex one more long kiss before leaving. Afterwards, I sprinted to get in Kim's car and we began driving down the road.

"So.. what did you two do last night?" she asked, trying to make car-conversation.

I bit my tongue. "Stuff…" I rambled.

"Stuff? Don't tell me-"

I gave her a glare. "Hell no, Kimmy! We didn't do it. We just… hung out in the bed room for a long time." I know for sure we didn't have sex because that's not what I wanted right then and there and Alex knew we should wait.

"Uh-huh." She came to a stop light and turned to me. "When are you ever going to tell Josh?"

Josh. Josh Harter aka Chris Sabin. My FIRST boy friend before Alex Riley. And still dating. "I don't know. All I know is that now is not a great time." Having two boyfriends is not the greatest thing in the world.

"Of course it's not. But you need to tell him. It's obvious that you love Alex more than Josh-"

"Kim, let me put it this way: I'm in love with Chris. But I'm also in love with Alex. It's just…"

"Just what? You don't want to hurt anyone's feelings? You know, if you end up marring one of them, you still can't date the other."

"I know that. I just need a little more time." I slumped down in the passenger seat.

Kimberly pressed onto the gas. "Well, time is running up Zaf. You need to choose sooner or later."

And that was the problem. I couldn't choose. I love Alex Riley and Chris Sabin both equally but in different ways. It's just I can't decide who to be with. Alex is always on the road and never with me but maybe five or six times a month, but I'm with Chris about everyday of the week. And the way they love me is different from both men. If I just threw one of them away, I'll regret it.

But one day, it has to happen if I like it or not.

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He is the one.

He is the one who helps me breathe through the day. The one who helps me running through the day. The one who helps me keep calm. The one who helps me realize who I really am without going crazy.

I just don't know how he hasn't lost his patents with me yet.

But as I lie right now next to him, he reminds me all of the good things between us. Letting all the terror behind us. And that's what I love about him the most.

He is my A-Ry.

As the sun rises through my window and bleak into my eyes, I wake up and find myself tangled in the bed sheets with Alex in his arms. He was still sleeping soundly, seeing the little drool off the side of his soft lips of his handsome face. Alex is just too dang cute for words. I rest my head against his chest and waited for him to wake up.

And finally, he did.

"That damn sun," he yawned, covering his face with his free hand as he groaned.

I laughed as I prompted my elbow up to see his handsome face again. "Don't blame the sun for waking you up."

He glanced at me. "Well, I see that you're awake."

Instantly, I fell in love with the sight of his dark navy blue eyes shimmered. "Yup. And just taking in the moment."

"Why is that?" he joked.

"Because I woke up with you silly."

Alex brought me into his arms and kissed me repeatedly. "You're the one who's silly. You laugh in your sleep."

"Now I have someone to blame for that."

He raised an eyebrow.

"You kept nibbling on my neck. Dang, that tickled so much." I giggled.

"Oh, so you wanna talk about tickling, huh?" Then, Alex began to slid his hands to my waist and started to tickle me hard. I couldn't help but laugh as hard as I could and roll around in the bed. And literally begged for him to stop. He rolled over and pinned me underneath him. "You're actually begging?"

All I could do was smile up at him. Then we continued to laugh and kiss as usual. I turned my head as he slid his soft lips down my neck so I could see what time it said on the alarm clock. It read 9:43 A.M.

I shot right up from his arms and hurried out of the bed. Alex sat up straight with a confused look as he watched me quickly get dressed.

"What's up with you all of a sudden?" he asked.

"Alex, I'm suppose to be at the Impact Zone in thirty minutes. I have a couple of promos to do and a match against Velvet Sky for the number contender spot for the Knockout's Championship." I soon grown into a panic mood.

"Oh, Zafrina," he groaned and laughed at the same time. "Just chill out for a minute."

Panic mood grew higher. "Alex Riley, I will not 'chill out' for a minute."

Alex jumped out of the bed and stood in front of me. Holding me steadily. He put one finger over my lips, wanting me to quiet it down.

"Alright now. Let's don't get feisty. You'll get to the Universal Studios in no time. What time is Kimberly picking you up?"

"At 11 o clock," I mumbled.

He let loose of me. "Oh. Well, you better get going."

I chuckled. "You're such a silly goose." I stood on my tippy toes and kissed him on the cheek. Then, I quickly threw on some clothes, rushing so I won't waste any time. I put on some jogging pants, a tank top, and pulled my black hair into a pony tail.

When I finished my business in the bathroom, I found Alex all in his clothes he wore from last night. I wonder how he got dressed so fast. But I guess he was ready to head off to the arena in Tampa to do the live Raw show.

This is actually the first time that me and Alex could finally be together in so long. WWE has finally made their way down to Florida and they'll be doing several shows for a couple of weeks here. So, of course I would let my boy friend stay at my condo in Orlando. But what sucks is that we can't visit each other during the shows. Because I work at TNA Impact as a Knockout and Alex is a superstar at WWE. And he knows the bodyguards of TNA never let a WWE superstar take one step in the impact zone. Kind of the same with WWE. Except that's how I met Alex. My mentor Mickie James took me to a WWE try out and that's where we met.

"I just realized that I have to meet Mike at the arena in Tampa," he said, buttoning his shirt. "We have to go over our promo with John Cena. Ugh, another thing I dread of doing."

I walked over to him, putting my hands into his, drawing close to him. "Is that a complaint I'm hearing from you, Mr. Riley?" I pressed my lips to his.

In between kisses, he whispers, "Nah, it's just me being a big baby."

"My big baby," I giggled.

Suddenly, the door bell rings. I break away from Alex and hurried through the house to answer the door. Just to find it was Kimberly-my best friend who also works at TNA with me. I slung the door open as Alex wraps his muscled arms around my waist.

Kimberly, with her first impression of us, begins to burst out laughing. "Aww, aren't you two just the cutest couple." Kim (along with Mickie James) was the only one who knew we were dating. "Go ahead, kiss one more time, we don't have all day Zafrina."

And so I did. I gave Alex one more long kiss before leaving. Afterwards, I sprinted to get in Kim's car and we began driving down the road.

"So.. what did you two do last night?" she asked, trying to make car-conversation.

I bit my tongue. "Stuff…" I rambled.

"Stuff? Don't tell me-"

I gave her a glare. "Hell no, Kimmy! We didn't do it. We just… hung out in the bed room for a long time." I know for sure we didn't have sex because that's not what I wanted right then and there and Alex knew we should wait.

"Uh-huh." She came to a stop light and turned to me. "When are you ever going to tell Josh?"

Josh. Josh Harter aka Chris Sabin. My FIRST boy friend before Alex Riley. And still dating. "I don't know. All I know is that now is not a great time." Having two boyfriends is not the greatest thing in the world.

"Of course it's not. But you need to tell him. It's obvious that you love Alex more than Josh-"

"Kim, let me put it this way: I'm in love with Chris. But I'm also in love with Alex. It's just…"

"Just what? You don't want to hurt anyone's feelings? You know, if you end up marring one of them, you still can't date the other."

"I know that. I just need a little more time." I slumped down in the passenger seat.

Kimberly pressed onto the gas. "Well, time is running up Zaf. You need to choose sooner or later."

And that was the problem. I couldn't choose. I love Alex Riley and Chris Sabin both equally but in different ways. It's just I can't decide who to be with. Alex is always on the road and never with me but maybe five or six times a month, but I'm with Chris about everyday of the week. And the way they love me is different from both men. If I just threw one of them away, I'll regret it.

But one day, it has to happen if I like it or not.