HOME | DD

Description
I wish you’d get out of my head;
Annoying presence settled behind my eyes.
You can bring me restless panic,
Leaving me scrambling to wear my disguise.

I’ve opened the book halfway through,
Opened my gates and did all those cliché things.
And yet, I don’t know about you.
I want to know your troubles that you might bring.

It’s so hard to be mad at myself,
If I imagine you care for me.
You don’t even have to try at all,
Somehow, you get me back on my feet.

I refuse to drag you down with me,
So I have to keep myself happy.
But when we talk, that feels so easy.
You invade my mind and never leave.

In a paradoxical style,
I know I can’t return anything for you.
Anxiety returns and stays.
I’ll step out of the way and move out of view.

I don’t even truly know you;
Some part of your story, heart, pain, and habits.
You have done so much for me, yet.
It seems as though you don't quite understand it.

It’s so hard to be mad at myself,
If I imagine you care for me.
You don’t even have to try at all,
Somehow, you get me back on my feet.

I refuse to drag you down with me,
So I have to keep myself happy.
But when we talk, that feels so easy.
You invade my mind and never leave.

But I’ll beat myself up anyway,
Both before and after you have stayed.
I don’t want you to be mad, darling.
Well, I don’t know what I want to say.

I refuse to drag you down with me,
So I will pretend I am happy.
When we talk, sometimes it feels easy.
You invade my mind and never leave.

Diffidence runs rampant in my psyche.
You will start it, but you always calm it.
I’ve learned I’ll never tell you my feelings.
I bounce between to “suppress” and “admit”.

I think it’s okay if I can ignore.
I’ll stay with you and compartmentalise.
I’ll be happy with your pieces I have.
Then amalgamate the truths and the lies.

I wish you’d get out of my head;
Annoying presence settled behind my eyes.
I wish I could tell you to leave,
But I want you to stay, so ignore my lies.

It’s so hard to be mad at myself,
If I imagine you care for me.
You don’t even have to try at all,
Somehow, you get me back on my feet.

I refuse to drag you down with me,
So I have to keep myself happy.
But when we talk, that feels so easy.
You invade my mind and never leave.

But I’ll beat myself up anyway,
Both before and after you have stayed.
I don’t want you to be mad, darling.
Well, I don’t know what I want to say.

It’s so hard to be mad at myself,
When you're all that I can think about.
I can’t hear the voices in my head,
When it's only you in there instead.

I refuse to drag you down with me,
So I will pretend I am happy.
But when we talk, I'm almost at ease.
You invade my thoughts and never leave.

Description
I wish you’d get out of my head;
Annoying presence settled behind my eyes.
You can bring me restless panic,
Leaving me scrambling to wear my disguise.

I’ve opened the book halfway through,
Opened my gates and did all those cliché things.
And yet, I don’t know about you.
I want to know your troubles that you might bring.

It’s so hard to be mad at myself,
If I imagine you care for me.
You don’t even have to try at all,
Somehow, you get me back on my feet.

I refuse to drag you down with me,
So I have to keep myself happy.
But when we talk, that feels so easy.
You invade my mind and never leave.

In a paradoxical style,
I know I can’t return anything for you.
Anxiety returns and stays.
I’ll step out of the way and move out of view.

I don’t even truly know you;
Some part of your story, heart, pain, and habits.
You have done so much for me, yet.
It seems as though you don't quite understand it.

It’s so hard to be mad at myself,
If I imagine you care for me.
You don’t even have to try at all,
Somehow, you get me back on my feet.

I refuse to drag you down with me,
So I have to keep myself happy.
But when we talk, that feels so easy.
You invade my mind and never leave.

But I’ll beat myself up anyway,
Both before and after you have stayed.
I don’t want you to be mad, darling.
Well, I don’t know what I want to say.

I refuse to drag you down with me,
So I will pretend I am happy.
When we talk, sometimes it feels easy.
You invade my mind and never leave.

Diffidence runs rampant in my psyche.
You will start it, but you always calm it.
I’ve learned I’ll never tell you my feelings.
I bounce between to “suppress” and “admit”.

I think it’s okay if I can ignore.
I’ll stay with you and compartmentalise.
I’ll be happy with your pieces I have.
Then amalgamate the truths and the lies.

I wish you’d get out of my head;
Annoying presence settled behind my eyes.
I wish I could tell you to leave,
But I want you to stay, so ignore my lies.

It’s so hard to be mad at myself,
If I imagine you care for me.
You don’t even have to try at all,
Somehow, you get me back on my feet.

I refuse to drag you down with me,
So I have to keep myself happy.
But when we talk, that feels so easy.
You invade my mind and never leave.

But I’ll beat myself up anyway,
Both before and after you have stayed.
I don’t want you to be mad, darling.
Well, I don’t know what I want to say.

It’s so hard to be mad at myself,
When you're all that I can think about.
I can’t hear the voices in my head,
When it's only you in there instead.

I refuse to drag you down with me,
So I will pretend I am happy.
But when we talk, I'm almost at ease.
You invade my thoughts and never leave.