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eleven things about people who could be you

1. You haven't called me since you moved and I'm still not sure if I even care. I hardly remember being with you for most of my life and only since I left have I started living. I don't even miss you... I think.

2. I have been here for you every time that you have needed me. Whether I just woke up or you needed me when I wasn't supposed to be their. And when I am here I make every requirement that I am given. Not only that, but I have even trained others to do what I do for you. I believe I deserve compensation for my efforts made.

3. You are a sick and disgusting being, there are just some lines that you do not cross in this world. You are what some people call a dirty old man; I call you a fucking pervert.

4. The phone is ringing and I know its you. You always call me to tell me things I could really care less about. Something is wrong with you. They're things amiss in your stories. They are fables made up by someone who is very lonely. I only listen out of pity.

5. It's not anything personal, but I can see right though you and I am better then you too. I strive to be.

6. I used to love you as a lover, but now I hold you close as a brother. I would give my life for you. But now we grow apart. Day by day, year after year. You never tell me anything anymore; afraid that you will hurt me, that I will get mad at you, that something will make me sad. But that's what conversation and friendship is... emotion-filled interaction, without that, it grows dull. Then further we float apart.

7. I hated seeing you being hurt by other guys in school that you loved, and I always thought that I could do better... even tho I was just your friend. Your theme song was 'Free Fallin' by Tom Petty, except you loved Eminem instead of Jesus. Five years down the road while I was away, you have turned into someone I never thought you would turn into. I think so little of you now. So here's to old times, and now recent goodbyes as I part.

8. I'm sorry that I am too casual for you. I am also sorry that when I meet you that you will hate me. I will be a huge shock to you, and I'm sorry you won't like me for me, there are many people who like me for being me, including your favorite person. I will not change just to make you feel comfortable around me. I want to be comfortable too and not faking who I really am. I shall not compromise.

9. I am sorry that I haven't talked to you lately, but every time I do I just realize how much I miss you. How much fun we used to have and laughs that we shared. Talking to you and hearing your voice just hurts now because I can't be there with you. Your one of my few true friends, and just right now it hurts to talk... all I do is become depressed. So I'd rather be reclusive for now until the pain subsides and my heart becomes a bit more like a rock.

10. Some days I feel like you just plain dislike me but someone reassures me that you don't. But I keep getting this nagging feeling that there is just something you hate in me. Maybe hate is to strong of a word. I want to try my best to please you, but I know that I never will.

11. I have no words left for you at all.

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eleven things about people who could be you

1. You haven't called me since you moved and I'm still not sure if I even care. I hardly remember being with you for most of my life and only since I left have I started living. I don't even miss you... I think.

2. I have been here for you every time that you have needed me. Whether I just woke up or you needed me when I wasn't supposed to be their. And when I am here I make every requirement that I am given. Not only that, but I have even trained others to do what I do for you. I believe I deserve compensation for my efforts made.

3. You are a sick and disgusting being, there are just some lines that you do not cross in this world. You are what some people call a dirty old man; I call you a fucking pervert.

4. The phone is ringing and I know its you. You always call me to tell me things I could really care less about. Something is wrong with you. They're things amiss in your stories. They are fables made up by someone who is very lonely. I only listen out of pity.

5. It's not anything personal, but I can see right though you and I am better then you too. I strive to be.

6. I used to love you as a lover, but now I hold you close as a brother. I would give my life for you. But now we grow apart. Day by day, year after year. You never tell me anything anymore; afraid that you will hurt me, that I will get mad at you, that something will make me sad. But that's what conversation and friendship is... emotion-filled interaction, without that, it grows dull. Then further we float apart.

7. I hated seeing you being hurt by other guys in school that you loved, and I always thought that I could do better... even tho I was just your friend. Your theme song was 'Free Fallin' by Tom Petty, except you loved Eminem instead of Jesus. Five years down the road while I was away, you have turned into someone I never thought you would turn into. I think so little of you now. So here's to old times, and now recent goodbyes as I part.

8. I'm sorry that I am too casual for you. I am also sorry that when I meet you that you will hate me. I will be a huge shock to you, and I'm sorry you won't like me for me, there are many people who like me for being me, including your favorite person. I will not change just to make you feel comfortable around me. I want to be comfortable too and not faking who I really am. I shall not compromise.

9. I am sorry that I haven't talked to you lately, but every time I do I just realize how much I miss you. How much fun we used to have and laughs that we shared. Talking to you and hearing your voice just hurts now because I can't be there with you. Your one of my few true friends, and just right now it hurts to talk... all I do is become depressed. So I'd rather be reclusive for now until the pain subsides and my heart becomes a bit more like a rock.

10. Some days I feel like you just plain dislike me but someone reassures me that you don't. But I keep getting this nagging feeling that there is just something you hate in me. Maybe hate is to strong of a word. I want to try my best to please you, but I know that I never will.

11. I have no words left for you at all.