HOME | DD

Description
In these days, where there's never change
The seconds ticking by
I sit in the same seat as always with you right beside me
Silent textbooks stare back at you
"What do you think of your score?"
Keep trying to bring me out of my shell but it's not working, ahh

Shrug my shoulders, and say they're fine
Nothing special to me
You raise both your eyebrows at the one hundred in the corner
Grinning shyly, you sit right down
My face morphs into a frown
I guess even prodigies can have dumb girls for their friends too

Look outside my door, nothing there anymore
I know how everything is gonna end so what's the point?
"That's not very fun! Come out and face the sun!"
You are always very cheerful, and I don't know how

So stay away from
Me 'cause I just want to disappear from everyone
Keep at the distance you are now, and maybe it will stay unfound
When I am alone, the crack of dawn speaks to me loud and clear, you know I really am
A fool to stay away from
And even if I told you all the answers, would it be a miracle?
No, in the end everything will be obvious even to you
"Maybe if I died right here and now I'd be replaced," makes sense, even things that seem smart
Are a waste of time to say
I'm too dumb after all

Even though, everything's the same
In these days that never change
Whenever you're absent, I get all anxious, why not come home?
Anyway, if our tests are marked
Handed back tomorrow
It won't make a difference, I can't improve on sheer perfection, ahh

Somewhere in all those peaceful days
Back when everything smiled
There could've been something that could've warned me what would happen
All the colors wrapped in your hair
And the comfort of your smile
I'm scared to admit I may have forgotten what they look like

Next to the window, the seat is empty still
There's nothing there to solve, not like a puzzle to resolve
Thought I knew you well, you kept me guessing until
The very very end, never understood at all

If only I had gotten just a little closer, you would still be here
And we could sit here in our classroom 'til the day the world would end
And then in the morning my alarm is ringing, make it stop I scream and then I know
I've got nothing left to show

Back in that classroom where your heart resides, wanted to die, but simply smiled
Hide all your anger and despair under a grin so pure and fair
You flew through the window to the the pavement down below, then up to heaven, and I know
I will not forget your smile
Not even tomorrow...