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xawx — i dont need your pity
Published: 2018-11-23 21:34:52 +0000 UTC; Views: 95; Favourites: 4; Downloads: 1
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oh wow i haven drawn this dude in a while...//venty shit ahead its ok if you skip, everyone usually does and thats ok//
Slightly vauge but not directly at watchers
//alotta tws here sorry
How in the hell did it move this quickly to the point where im pretty freaking tired of deciding on whether or not i love you at all.
im stuck in this hellhole of shame and guilt and yet i love too many people.
i have crushes on wayy to many people and ugh yet my poly ass still tryna be loving to everyone and everything??? like?? can i fucking stop?
and my art isnt much help either ad i feel like im constantly switching styles
im morbid, weird, extremely clingy, and yet?? you still love me??
i mean theres alot of things i could do that would leave you in suffering
to most im a freaking phsycopath??? and slowly borderline mpd???
i literally hang around people who use meds and smoke?? and also weed????
not to mention that i could be such an asshole at any minute because thats how it fucking works
and yeah im pretty pissed mostly at myself
i dont need this attention yet you still give it to me
im such a hard critic on my self and id be happy to know id be able to just gladly go jump off an hill tbh
the harsh dreams wont fade away because my parents keep scolding me for acting to explicit yet they dont try to correct the behavior themselves.
Hhgh im literally the pinacle of bad influence- and im trying my best, really to show you that this is a mistake-
im- not too good at words-
ugh.
im not the one you love. it is a mistake, really.
so please dont allow me to trick you and make you fall in love for ill just break your heart
im the thing evereyone has tried and yet it makes them forget me
i label myself so others know of my warnings
i label myself so others will know what i am
and to have a stable relationship sure as hell isnt one!
hhhgh
everything hurts
