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xFae-Chanx — .Wounded.
Published: 2006-04-06 20:34:17 +0000 UTC; Views: 336; Favourites: 2; Downloads: 27
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..... nothing much to say.. this is how i feel.. lately i haven't been uploading anything, because i've been hurt bad. Well maybe it ain't anyone's fault, but then sometimes i feel like nobody cares... I'm not the happy fae, that everyone knows.. i have something else inside of me that wants to be let out.. >.< I'm losing everyone that i love and care for. Not like death or anything.. just.. they are all walking out on me.. I've been through so many problems, i had to let this out.. >.<.. here's a poem that i wrote. it isn't any good anyways, but it should explain most.. then when i feel like i cant go on anymore.. i think about the people that is around me. that one that still cares. You know who you are, and i thank you guys for caring.. <3 Love you all..Just like a clown i put on a show...
what im actually feeling inside.. nobody knows..
Behind this smile is an unknown girl..
She's trapped in her own dark world..
I'm tired of living through this pain.
But who do i have to blame?
I'm losing everyone that's around me.
I've been blinded.. cant you see?
With nobody to lend a shoulder to cry on
Just a lonely girl.. shy and withdrawn..
Looking at the mirror at this girl inside..
The pain in her can't be denied
What the hell am i doing wrong..
To be in a place i never belong.
I don't wanna be like others who slit my wrist
But to everyone around me.. do i even exist?
I don't wanna cry no more
But it's just a feeling i can't ignore.
And i write this to remind you all..
I don't wanna try and stand tall..
Just to let everyone know..
Whenever i'm happy..
I'm just a clown putting on a show...
No Critz Please
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Comments: 21
I totally understand how you feel. Like even though I have more than 400 watchers, I realised that they hardly comment on my works. GOD knows if they just added me to advertise their galleries.
You need to reply on self validation instead of validation on others.
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yes. ^^ thankies. :3 i knows that now.
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I thought the poem was beautiful, actually. I understand how you feel. I feel that sometimes everyone is talking behind my back, only wanting to be my friend to benefit themselves, or that they just don't like me at all. I don't know why I like that though. But seriously, withdrawing yourself from them will only make the hole deeper, that is what I've learned.
I love you too Fae, I hope you get over these hurdles fairly quickly. 
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thank you lolly luff~ <3 ^^ everyone loves you too lolly. x33
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HUGGLES FAE - OMG TDT
Just don' t let all these evil unhappy thoughts get you. Fae pwns everyone and Fae should know about it.
And yessum, Fae should let all of these feelings out - NOW. Draw as much blood as Fae like >D Because... even blood Fae made it awesomenous. |D
Cheer up, Fae dear!!!
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Lol. Awww. xD jay. 8D. Thankies so much. you make fae feel soo much better. :] Thank youu. 
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Awwwr..
I'm really sorry you feel that way Fae. ;-; I guess we don't know eachother too well yet, but if you ever need someone to talk to, feel free to contact me. Wishing you all the best!
And the picture and poem are very well done. Both cute and sad. ^^
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thank you. :3 im glad you like the poem. ^^
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D: I feel that way rigt now too! -shoots art block- I do care about you, and I think your art is really unique! 
and that picture is really good! I love the expression!
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T__T Faeee..~~?
Everyone has times like this... I hope everything will be fine.
I'm myself in a bad period right now.. but remember there are always people who care about you, even if sometimes you have a doubt about it...
You can always talk to me if you want.. or if you want to tell what exactly happened to you, just note me or whatever ^^'
Great job on the picture, and the poem <3
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thank you. <3 ok. ill talk to you if i need. :3
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;3; choo i still love you fae. i like the way you did the blood, it looks so kewl o0o and the expression is heart breaking. you did it so well and the whole concept is perfect.
fae you know you have alot of people to rely on and talk towhenyou are down. i'm always available to you suu! you never talk to mika anymore T-T i really wish you would.
i miss you 3:
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Cuul, just plain cool great work!
the peom thing at the bottom is very nice as well!
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Yer welcome!! =3
~Miyu k.
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