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xHazardxZonex — Love Knows No Bounds

Published: 2010-04-14 04:08:34 +0000 UTC; Views: 829; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 6
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Description So the week of April 5th, 2010, came to PA for a visit to his friends and his girlfriend (Me )

Is it scary that i could actually slow time down enough to enjoy that entire week i had with him. We did so much together...

In this picture.. we were at the airport on the last day. It was 5 minutes before he left... Joes parents were nice enough to take pictures of us together.

After we turned and walked away from each other, the water works began.. Cried all day i did... but i only have to wait 4 more months @_@


But sadly now the relationship is over... Sad it is and i do still love him but it had to end...
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Comments: 35

myartequalsmydeath [2010-04-14 17:04:26 +0000 UTC]

You guys look so great together. I hope me and Carrie work out like you guys. wow he does tower over u. I wish u guys the best and wish me and carrie the same

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Clutch-Lombax [2010-04-14 06:34:47 +0000 UTC]

^^ I'm glad you look so happy hun. You love him alot anyone can see that so You dont got anything to worry about...

well except raptor ninja prime....

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xHazardxZonex In reply to Clutch-Lombax [2010-04-15 03:01:17 +0000 UTC]

XD OH NOES!
*hides trevor* I willz protect him from raptor ninja prime!!

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SarahTriceratops [2010-04-14 04:09:40 +0000 UTC]

Show this to my lover please... and show him that living apart can work! xD

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xHazardxZonex In reply to SarahTriceratops [2010-04-14 04:11:20 +0000 UTC]

it's scary, we live like across the country and i still love him so muc even if i have to wait. He lives in California and i live in PA..

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SarahTriceratops In reply to xHazardxZonex [2010-04-14 04:12:45 +0000 UTC]

Finally someone who understands.
My love lives in England, I'm in NY.

Today, he half broke up with me, half didn't.
I love him more than my own life, no one will EVER take his spot.

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xHazardxZonex In reply to SarahTriceratops [2010-04-14 04:27:57 +0000 UTC]

haha i know the feeling ^^ I love Trevor so much and he's the only one for me.

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SarahTriceratops In reply to xHazardxZonex [2010-04-14 04:37:51 +0000 UTC]

Glad you can understand!

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xHazardxZonex In reply to SarahTriceratops [2010-04-15 03:00:20 +0000 UTC]

Well it's really complicated to make everything. is everything to me. like my life. i dont know how i functioned with out him before XD We've known each other for maybe about 5 months. It gets hard but just hang in there!

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SarahTriceratops In reply to xHazardxZonex [2010-04-15 03:10:51 +0000 UTC]

yeah

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xHazardxZonex In reply to SarahTriceratops [2010-04-16 03:43:18 +0000 UTC]

but how are things with your lover now?

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SarahTriceratops In reply to xHazardxZonex [2010-04-16 04:28:24 +0000 UTC]

He and I haven't talked in two days.
I don't know if he's avoiding me, or if it is because I've only been online at strange times. I'm thinking he's avoiding me.
If we don't talk soon, I'm going to die internally.

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xHazardxZonex In reply to SarahTriceratops [2010-04-17 03:49:16 +0000 UTC]

i know the feeling. The second day was here, he slept all day till like seriously 2 pm and i thought he was ignoring me D: dont worry about it lol

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SarahTriceratops In reply to xHazardxZonex [2010-04-17 13:54:06 +0000 UTC]

Haha xD
yeah..

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xHazardxZonex In reply to SarahTriceratops [2010-04-17 23:55:37 +0000 UTC]

Is everything okay now?

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SarahTriceratops In reply to xHazardxZonex [2010-04-18 15:57:50 +0000 UTC]

Nope.
I just got an email from him...
For the first time in 4 days.
It's him apologizing for all the shit he did.
He gave me an explanation to...
He had left me for another girl.
Now he's apologizing because they broke up.

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xHazardxZonex In reply to SarahTriceratops [2010-04-19 02:17:09 +0000 UTC]

-.- hun, break up with him. if he's doing that, it's fucked up and he'll do it again. Make yourself happy.

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SarahTriceratops In reply to xHazardxZonex [2010-04-19 02:21:26 +0000 UTC]

I know... but I love him so much.

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xHazardxZonex In reply to SarahTriceratops [2010-04-19 02:50:29 +0000 UTC]

i understand the feeling but this wont be the last time he does it. He probably feels that if he dates someone closer that it'll get easier and that's not right.

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SarahTriceratops In reply to xHazardxZonex [2010-04-19 02:51:16 +0000 UTC]

His main reason is the distance.
But, I still love him to much.

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xHazardxZonex In reply to SarahTriceratops [2010-04-19 03:02:43 +0000 UTC]

He needs to know that distance means nothing. Trevor and i get along so well, sure there are sometimes i think that being closer would make it easier, and i do cry about it sometimes but it just happens. As long as you love each other, it shouldnt matter.

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SarahTriceratops In reply to xHazardxZonex [2010-04-19 03:14:01 +0000 UTC]

I wish you could explain that to him.
He seems to think all long distance relationships fail.

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xHazardxZonex In reply to SarahTriceratops [2010-04-19 03:15:52 +0000 UTC]

Most of the time they do.. but that's because you don't put your all into it. but you're still young, don't commit yourself to one person just yet unless you know he's the one.

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SarahTriceratops In reply to xHazardxZonex [2010-04-19 03:18:29 +0000 UTC]

I know you won't believe me.
He is. He is the only person I want, and will ever want.
We broke up once before, for 3 months.
I dated many people, and nothing ever distracted me from him for a minute.
He felt the same. :/

I can not and will not be as happy with anyone else. Ever.

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xHazardxZonex In reply to SarahTriceratops [2010-04-19 03:27:08 +0000 UTC]

No... I do understand this.. it's how i feel about Trevor.. it's like... he's my first true love.

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SarahTriceratops In reply to xHazardxZonex [2010-04-19 03:28:21 +0000 UTC]

If I lose him forever, I don't think anything can ever fix me.

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xHazardxZonex In reply to SarahTriceratops [2010-04-19 03:32:21 +0000 UTC]

you'll find someone. i felt that way about my ex. i use to cry to Trevor at night about how much i loved my ex and just wanted things to be better. Then he cried to me the one day i told him i wanted to kill myself and i knew i had hidden feelings for him but that brought it out. There is always someone out there... but if you feel this strongly about him... he may be the only one that'll make you this happy.

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SarahTriceratops In reply to xHazardxZonex [2010-04-19 03:33:27 +0000 UTC]

I decided a long time ago he is the only one who will make me this happy.
The only reason I am still alive, is while he dated another girl he use to still give me hope that we'd be together again. If that hope gets taken away...
Then I do not want to live.

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xHazardxZonex In reply to SarahTriceratops [2010-04-19 03:42:06 +0000 UTC]

do not take your precious life over someone... you can be fixed, trust me.. i know this.

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SarahTriceratops In reply to xHazardxZonex [2010-04-19 03:43:08 +0000 UTC]

What if I didn't want to be?

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xHazardxZonex In reply to SarahTriceratops [2010-04-19 03:57:05 +0000 UTC]

I dont know how to reply. you're so young and have your whole life ahead of you.

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SarahTriceratops In reply to xHazardxZonex [2010-04-19 03:58:41 +0000 UTC]

I know, I'm weird. :/

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xHazardxZonex In reply to SarahTriceratops [2010-04-19 04:09:49 +0000 UTC]

no, i am too.. so i understand.

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SarahTriceratops In reply to xHazardxZonex [2010-04-19 04:27:33 +0000 UTC]

Your awesome. XD
Do you have an MSN?

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xHazardxZonex In reply to SarahTriceratops [2010-04-19 04:31:16 +0000 UTC]

yup mesuehimura@hotmail.com

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