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xiccibanx — Body-Fear
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Published: 2009-09-05 23:46:41 +0000 UTC; Views: 147; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 6
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Lying in bed afterwe fucked, I ask
him to climb on top of me,
the sky outside has turned
dark—
Grandma
didn't want my hand,
without lifting her head
she said it was heavy and
burdensome. How
does love become
a burden? The weight of
body heat; my hand
on her back caressing
suffocation?
His chest is heavy
against mine, my hands
pinned in
supplication,
but it isn't,
it isn't suffocation.
I cannot
recreate that cold, black
of dying
where even warmth, body,
and love, are frightening.
