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Published: 2017-01-01 10:12:10 +0000 UTC; Views: 396; Favourites: 4; Downloads: 3
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Description "Does anyone ever hear her when she cries?"

- Maybe she's  just to good at hiding how she feels...

"Look what he's done to you, it isn't fair. Your light was bright and new, but he didn't care. He took the heart of a little girl, and made it grow up to fast." 

-I... Don't want to talk about it...

"Those pictures in your mind keeps you locked up in your past." 

- I can't get away from them heh... 

"With crippled anger, and tears that still drip down sore."

-... 

"I feel alone here, and cold here, though I don't wanna die."

- I know i'm not alone, it's just hard to feel like others understand, or are there for you when all you've been through is manipulation and... and...

"Don't tear me down, for all I need, make my heart a better place, give me something I can believe." 

- I'm still here, I will always be here, I just wish I can believe that others feel the same towards me. 




I know, a horrible thing to post on the first day of 2017... Just.. Kind of broke? Don't know but either way... Here you go. The project is nearly done by the by. 
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Comments: 7

Dorrri [2017-01-02 00:19:13 +0000 UTC]

How does someone so perfect, Feel so insecure. 
as to scar her skin with cuts and burns but still want to hurt more.
How does someone to loving, learn to hate her own guts.
Drawing a picture on her arms with a blade as if her mind isn't dark enough.

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The25Hubs [2017-01-01 14:46:41 +0000 UTC]

I hope whoever, or whatever, made you feel this way is gone and never come back. I know you have a lot of things you are worried about, but there are plenty of people here, ready to hear it...don't forget that.

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Kierathefemscout [2017-01-01 10:15:11 +0000 UTC]

hugs for days!!

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xitxonlyxburnsx In reply to Kierathefemscout [2017-01-01 10:19:26 +0000 UTC]

Thanks.   

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Kierathefemscout In reply to xitxonlyxburnsx [2017-01-01 10:26:43 +0000 UTC]

Try not to let depression get in your way. Make yourself new this year. At least try

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xitxonlyxburnsx In reply to Kierathefemscout [2017-01-01 10:32:26 +0000 UTC]

I have been trying for the past fucking 12 years thank you very much.

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Kierathefemscout In reply to xitxonlyxburnsx [2017-01-01 10:33:22 +0000 UTC]

Ok, I know it's hard. I'm just trying to help.

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