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this is a drawing of five of my secrets.If you fave this, please comment on this picture saying Your Secrets Are Safe With Me.
to read all about this picture and my secrets, visit my journal [link]
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Your Secrets Are Safe With Me.
I found this a long, long time ago, and I remember when I did it spoke volumes to me. Just reading the journal that accompanied this seemed to put in place things that, at the time, were way unclear to me, especially in regards to figuring out who I was and how I fit in.
So I guess, in short, I want to thank you, for the inspiration to keep fighting for self and for the knowledge that I was and am not the only one that suffers with some of this stuff.
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oh thank you. it's been a while since i heard from this picture.
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Your secrets are safe with me.
If this still applies.
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hungry get what hungry wants.lol.i think this is an a amazing picture.
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np your pictures are really good,i have never seen anything like them^^
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Your secrets are safe with me
this is awsome I hope for the best for you
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your secrets are safe with me.
this is a great picture, especially the little bit of color you choose to add.
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Your Secrets Are Safe With ME
I love the piky and i have read the jernal and most of the comments to this pick. Reading what i have read makes me think about my friend and what she is doing to herself and it does scare me cuz i dnt no wot she gunna do next but just to think how strong u have been it truly amazing and i respect u for all u have been through. I cnt belive what you have been through and i luv the way that u just speek ur mind it amazing
Luv ur work
XJX
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thank you.
i'm sure your friend will make it through. people worry a lot but in the end, things tend to work themselves out for the better.
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Thanks
In ur lates blog i know it in diffo sercumstanses but i no how u feel peeps do that 2 me and just stay strong and them will eventually come round. I know it herts but ether u will get ova them or they will come round and see sence.
Love your work
XJX
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Your Secrets Are Safe With Me. My fingers and lips make no such promise however! 
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I think his left arm is a little long, to be honest.
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maybe. i don't think it denotes the meaning of the picture though.
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Definitely <3
I never said it did, I'm just saying the anatomy is off, and the arm looks funny.
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uhh. the right one right? wait no the left. uhh. actually the style in this picture is like... slightly off.
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Well, from his angle, it would be the left. I mean, the one going through his stomach, you know? It's just far too long. Love the concept, but the arm just threw me off.
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Just telling you the truth
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Your secrets are definitley safe with me. Great job on the pic.
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Your secrets are safe with me 
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wow very powerful. not just ur picture but ur journal too. in my opinion ur one of the bravest people i have met. i have so many deep secerts but i keep them to myself most of the time.
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aw well thank you very much. =]
there's no need to put your secrets out into the public, i just did it because i knew it would make me feel better about myself. it was about time i did anyways.
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no problem!
i'm just saying i could never do something like that.
why? how long did u keep ur secerets?
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well i had each of them for different periods of time.
umm hmm this picture. has five i think? transsexuality, self-mutilation, anorexia, attempts, and drugs. i didn't openly say to myself that i'm trans until i met my best friend. that was umm. i think beginning of last year if i can remember properly. before that i always had my awkward thoughts and discomfort when being called a girl, called a tomboy, or anything like that. the self-mutilation well... i think i first started that on my wrists last year at whatever time. my mum walked in on me cutting myself and i swore never to do it again. i underwent tons and tons of therapy for it as well. but this year around september i started again, this time i wasn't going to be stupid. so i cut my hips by the bone. i did that for a while, went a lot deeper because there aren't many veins there. but i stopped after i had this dream. a couple months ago i believe. the anorexia thing. it's an odd subject. it was most of last year but i never admitted it to myself. i was really pissed at the world because people were accusing me of it. and i snapped back I'M NOT ANOREXIC! but one of my friends nathan kept pushing at the subject. he's the only person who actually tried to get at me to admit it. and finally i did and i admitted that i had a problem. we talked so much back then. something he did or something he said got me to eat again. wasn't easy. i'm still fucking light. below 100 above 90. been like this for like three years. the attempts. i really don't like to talk about it. but i've had some close calls. i tried to kill myself over a guy last year. i take antidepressants. i didn't really take enough. i ended up puking most of it out of my system. it was one of the most painful things to endure. it hurt so bad and i realized he wasn't worth it. the other ones were just close encounters. i have a rope in my room but no fan. got no gun but i wish i did. popped some advil time and time. but the thing is, if you want to kill yourself, don't use Tylenol, it doesn't work. and the drugs. i've been doing drugs since this summer. not hardcore ones because i'm not stupid. no heroin or meth. those you should never do. but yeah. i'm generally careful.
i just decided it was time. no real call there. things happen.
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wow. i can relate though. i'm a cutter but i've never been caught before. i put a deep gash into my wrist over a guy so i know what thats like. ummm i've made myself through up a couple times but i'm not anorexic. i've never done drugs but a lot of my friends do so it's tempting.
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yeah fer sure. life is hard and full of experiences. sometimes things don't work out and such. i mean, cutting yourself and bulimia and drugs don't make you cool. it hardens you and gets you more aquatinted with yourself and your faults. but it doesn't make you look great. sometimes it does. in the sort of sense where you seem like you're more wise with the world and can take the hardships of life. but you know... yeah things happen. and i advise staying away from drugs.
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i know it doesn't make u cool. i hate it when people think that. i know i'm not cool and i dont' want to be. i just rly want to be left alone so i can be myslef but of coarse no one gets that.
don't worry i will
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fer sure. tough teenage life striving for acceptance and compatibility with oneself. not the easiest thing done.
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agree. i'm more of a loner though so i don't have to worry about 'fitting in'
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ah well. humans strive for acceptance and a place of belonging. i love my friends, my group, my scene. i would hate to be alone. and i'm sure you want friends sometimes huh.
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well i do have 4 very close friends and thats about it. one lives very far away. one is practicly a sister and the other 2 r always by my side. so i guess yeah.
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ur secrets are safe with me! hehe amazing pic
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