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It's been a while, yes, I know, I tend to disappear a lot. But just because my energy comes in spikes, or something like that, sometimes I'm full of creativity and I'm all positive and happy and satisfied, but sometimes I just lose interest in every existing things, I'm negative and ugh. That ugh said everything...
Being an adult is hard. You have to arrange and organize your whole life, unless it becomes chaotic and all you do is run. Running...I'm always running out of time. It's a bad habbit of mine, I mean, deadlines are just not for me. And when I finally did all the things I had to, I'm just an used sponge with full of water, but instead of water I'm full of negativity.
I don't want to sound so pessimistic, because at the moment I'm happy. I think of my dog, and the time I'll be spending with her. You know, dogs are awesome. When I was really depressed and in a very bad mood, dogs could always make me feel special and thankful. They always saved my life. So that I'm saving dogs. Adopt! Don't buy!
Okay, so, my purpose was to say hello, and to explain what was going on, but...life was going on, and I was just standing. Doing nothing. Isolating myself. My creativity level was below zero.
I have a dream! Such big and famous saying. Mine is not as big as the man's who said these great and brave words. I am so angry at myself, because when there is a slight opportunity to do what I want to, I step back. I am such a coward. But that's gonna change. Hopefully. Oh my, I just hope that I'm going to change for the better.