HOME | DD

Description
I hated it,how did it get under my skin like that? my chest hurt,so badly i just wanted to explode. My eyes stung as the cold dry air met their wetness,and the one solem tear i had allowed to roll softly down my cheek at the memory had crystalized and shattered. I wished so badly i could close my eyes and crumple into a ball,kneeling on the floor and as i close my eyes to surreneder that the damn would break free and thousands of tears would gush on to my cheeks,tickling painfully as it moistened cold skin and froze. But I caught my bereath and fought it hard, I looked to the side and presed my lips to my shoulder as i stared at the ground,blinking furiously to be rid of the redness in my eyes that betrayed my face. I closed them tightly shut for but a moment and then forced them open adn turned back to face the world. I breathed in throuhg my nose a fridgid gulp of air and tried to use it to press against my chest to keep the sobs from breaking through. Why did i miss it so much? the mention off the names of the places,the pictures,the name of the town fell on my ears like crashing symbols in the dead of the night and and made me want to scream. I pressed pause on the video and tried to cring back into my seat not facing the screen,to get away from it. To Run. why didnt i think of this before? it hurt so much, but why i had never felt this before was becasue i alwasy kept it at arms length,never wanting to know to much aabout anything over there. My Birthplace.

Description
I hated it,how did it get under my skin like that? my chest hurt,so badly i just wanted to explode. My eyes stung as the cold dry air met their wetness,and the one solem tear i had allowed to roll softly down my cheek at the memory had crystalized and shattered. I wished so badly i could close my eyes and crumple into a ball,kneeling on the floor and as i close my eyes to surreneder that the damn would break free and thousands of tears would gush on to my cheeks,tickling painfully as it moistened cold skin and froze. But I caught my bereath and fought it hard, I looked to the side and presed my lips to my shoulder as i stared at the ground,blinking furiously to be rid of the redness in my eyes that betrayed my face. I closed them tightly shut for but a moment and then forced them open adn turned back to face the world. I breathed in throuhg my nose a fridgid gulp of air and tried to use it to press against my chest to keep the sobs from breaking through. Why did i miss it so much? the mention off the names of the places,the pictures,the name of the town fell on my ears like crashing symbols in the dead of the night and and made me want to scream. I pressed pause on the video and tried to cring back into my seat not facing the screen,to get away from it. To Run. why didnt i think of this before? it hurt so much, but why i had never felt this before was becasue i alwasy kept it at arms length,never wanting to know to much aabout anything over there. My Birthplace.