Description
I ponder of something great
My lungs will fill and then deflate
They fill with fire
Exhale desire
I know it's dire
My time today
I have these thoughts
So often I ought
To replace that slot
With what I once bought
'Cause somebody stole
My car radio
And now I just sit in silence
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This week was an entire mess. Besides the fact that I lost electricity for three days then being forced to go to my dads (which ISNT a good thing, I wont explain why...)
But I just... It's hard, you know? The picture is suppose to represent my stress.... if I break down it feels like I'm giving up, and giving up will lead to your end. But sometimes you need to accept your fate.
I feel lonely, depressed, and useless. Hopefully I'll get over it pretty soon because this feeling is terrible.
Also sorry for the vent jesus christ, i feel like such an attention seeker saying this stuff and posting this. I really thought long about posting it, and idk i might regret it later