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Published: 2004-04-23 02:18:34 +0000 UTC; Views: 3468; Favourites: 189; Downloads: 29
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On the wristOn the neck
or anywhere on my own
im not comiting sucide
im not even attempting
its just the pain
Pain
adding up
building up
forming inside me
the ache of this unfit heart
broken
given
smashed
freed
and the torture
cuts adding, mulitiplying even
to inflict physical pain
to release emotional pain
The blood dribbles off
flowing carelessly on my clothes
or in the air
or on the floor drying away
a stain
of my pain
it scars up
but the pain
inside of me
crawls around
never wanting to go away
some part of me begs it to leave
some part of me pleads it to stay
But the cuts...
...my cuts......
will stay with me
until the night falls
for me to take my final lay...
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I dont enjoy your poem. I mean its good and all and people go threw this all the time. So if u r goin threw this i understand just get help chz u nedd it
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im not gunna say that i know how you feel, because i probably don't. I won't say that you can talk to me because I don't want you to feel like the world thinks you need help. but, this is an amazing poem and you better be proud of your writing skillz cause i'm jealous
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I really enjioyeed this. Not in a creepy way.
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I understand this perfectly, the pain never goes away and the cuts you make stay. I know this all to well. You did a very good job.
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You did an amazing job and i just want to say i feel the same and i love this ending:
But the cuts...
...my cuts......
will stay with me
until the night falls
for me to take my final lay...
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This is exactly how I feel, love these lines: "some part of me begs it to leave, some part of me pleads it to stay" that's exactly how I feel.
AMAZING!
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Ugh I love this part
some part of me begs it to leave
some part of me pleads it to stay
It's so...true
One part of me is battling it
But the other is begging for it to stay
I love this
Written so well
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This is very powerful. The emotion is clearly seen in this (that is a good thing 
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I understand what your going through, or maybe I don't. Once you start it gets so addicting. It's like you thrive for the pain that you've been through mentally. The truth is that it's hard to stop, and you just want to feel pain because you have nothing else to live for. If that's not how you feel... sorry i wasted your time.
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Get PROFFESSIONAL help, not asking random strangers online. This is not trashing. You need real help, ok?
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Professional help doesn't actually help a lot. And he isn't asking for help, he's writing a poem. Trust me, I have a lot of this kind of poem.
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Can you tell me why "professional help doesn't help"?
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Because, with my experience, most therapists have never actually been depressed. They don't know what it's like and they don't understand how I feel. All they can do is guess.
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Plus the fact that, when you're depressed, the last thing that's going to help is someone who is paid to care, it would take someone who actually cares to make a difference.
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okay well it's a good thing you don't have haemophilia. But have you ever considered that you might contract a serious disease from all those cuts and/or die from blood loss or get anemia? that is bad for you on sooo many levels; emotional, physical, spiritual etc yeesh. it's called a counseller
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Yes, I think he has. But as I seem to be in the same position, I think I can tell you a thing or two. First off, I'm cutting myself. Do you really think I give a fuck if it gets infected? Secondly, I don't know about him, but I keep my blades very clean and I never use rusty ones. Lastly, it would take a very deep cut or the cut of a vein to die from blood loss. Oh and, counselors don't usually help. At all.
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This person said that they aren't trying to commit suicide and infections can kill you so yes, they should care. You and the one who wrote this are not the same person (unless it's your other account)
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Just because counseling doesn't work for some people doesn't mean that it doesn't work for anyone else.
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I didn't say that. I'm just saying that with my experience I've never known one who helped. Neither have any of my friends. LOL. FRIENDS. xD WHAT FRIENDS?
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then what the hell are they paid for. Anyway in my own personal opinion having to stoop to inflicting self harm because of an issue is a sign of weak mentality. (good for you hygiene is important)
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Hey, i know what your going through...like im here if you need any support...i understand like exactly... You try so hard...but you can never seen to escape it?....
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beautiful. its hard to stop when emotion is too much to deal wth.
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I have also just realized the date on all of these... Oh well. Opinions still there. :3
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(Provoked by a few haters I have seen scrolling through these comments
All it does is help people get on with their lives (if they so wish) to attempt to function through the pain the anxiety and the stress.
But stopping isn't fucking easy.
I admire you xXKinkyXKitsuneXx for being honest and showing all the assholes who think that this is attention seeking teenage shyte that it's serious and from the heart.
I'm done now, thank you for posting this poem, it's beautiful.
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Thank you for clearing this up. HATERS AND SKEPTICS! LISTEN TO THIS GUY! AND ALSO SHUT THE HELL UP!
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Beautiful. I can totally relate, and I'm really sorry that you've gone through the pain. I'm here if you ever need to talk it out. :]
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knowhow hard it is growing up and all. But self harm isnt the answer. Fond someone to talk out ur problems with. feel better
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I had a problem with self infliction a little while ago, but I got help, and I stopped, I think everyone who has this problem should get help, and it's silly to even try to do this because it's a bad thing, not a pleasant one, and it doesn't really take the emotional pain away, it's just a diversion, it just numbs it, so you should deal with the problems, not avoid them and let them slowly build up inside...
Don't do it, it is horrible and a dangerous habit.
I like being happy
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cut three times. been found out twice. im fucked if im found out again.
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Then cut when you're alone! I've cut over 100 times and I haven't been caught once.
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I relate to this so well . this is an amazing piece .
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thats exactly how i feel all the time but i've only cut once
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Read my mind.
Like seriously,
I cut. nd you jus read my mind.
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This piece was amazerful I really wish that I could write that well
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I was completely speechless after reading this It relates to my life so well
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i cut to but i barly scratch the skin i just dab on some perfume after and it feels like there is fire under my skin. the fire of burns away my sorrow untill there is just a shell left. that shell is what these people call a happy little girl. a girl who smiles a girl who loves a girl who's going to die inside.
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wow its like you took my thoughs and put them down and paper in a why that makes since good job i like it
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This is amazing and describes the pain of self mutilation in a way some people can't. I can never find the words to describe the joy of he release after the metal breaks my skin, and noone except people who've done it, truley understand it. It takes alot of pain, emotion pain, to be able to hurt yourself. I've been here, but thankfully I've quit. And I hope you have.
It's a beautiful piece.
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Ah man. I've been there, and I know how it feels. I'm sorry
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