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Published: 2019-05-18 13:58:55 +0000 UTC; Views: 3666; Favourites: 4; Downloads: 0
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1. I have an extremely bad memory and have completely no ability to communicate with strangers, especially when I'm forced to talk to them. I never can remember a person's name or face unless their faces or their names have something that leave me an impression. I forget and mistaken a person with another person as normally as I breathe, I can't even remember all of my relatives though they visit us very often. I'm really afraid and nervous when my parents tell me to go somewhere and give stuffs to a person, since I don't remember their face at all. I couldn't even talk with people through phones until the age of 11, I neither remember their phone numbers nor their voice. Basically I never can remember someone unless I spend time with them often and they leave me some impression.2. I can barely focus on stuffs. I tend to drift a lot and am very easily distracted. In class I can't focus and catch up with what the teacher says, instead I focus on things such as a spider climbing up its web outside the window or the fan spinning or the clock ticking and so on. My brain most likely refuse to work unless when I really need to, but I never can think clearly anyway, so I guess my brain and memory is so useless. Sometimes I even mistaken between dream and reality.
3. I'm so different. I'm dumb. I'm problematic. I never can be like the other students in my class. They're always keen on studying, while I hate it. They keep going on and become successful, while I'm just sitting behind watching them and have no courage to stand up with my own feet. I know I need to study if I want to become successful in the future, but I just can't. I can't be hard working like them, I'm just a useless trash living dependently and can't do the simplest thing that other people can do. I can't be confident like them, I can't be sociable like them, I can't be independent like them, I can't be smart like them, I'm not good enough, or bluntly there's nothing good about me, I should have been replaced with someone better.
-Mai Khanh
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Hey! That's a nono! Self-deprecation is my job! Now love yourself before I have to throw some wholesome memes at you!
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You know what Khanh?
We are all happy that you exist, and you make many people's day happy as well!
Don't say that you are useless, you are amazing the way you are. <3
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Don't be sad your not pathetic your an amazing person!Β
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Hey, do not say you're trash ^^, you're amazing, yes, I know I do not know you in person, but for me you must be an incredible person, you may hate to study (I hate it too, we're already two) or that you are not sociable, but do not feel bad about it either, you must think that deep down you are more than you think, if it makes you feel better, I feel just like you ^^, I feel unsociable, shy, I can not say how I really feel, I can not make my own decisions, and they all see me as a strange girl who likes MLP, I do not have friends, I feel lonely and different, The only ones who understand me are my parents, but they also do not see that it's a normal girl because I like a caricature for children, now I'm going to the point, you're not useless, you're special, even if you're different in your point of view, Β ^^, nothing else I wanted to say this about a part of your confession I hope that you feel better ^^
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Donβt call yourself an idiot, nobodyβs an idiot :β)
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the second and third part, i can relate to it i can't focus on what the teacher says either i don't always feeling the mood to study either
i was never like anyone else here, but just so you have to know you're not alone who feel that way
if you wanna confess about something else, you can confess it to me
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dont say ur useless, u cant help the way u are
everyone has a purpose u know
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