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Published: 2011-05-06 14:14:36 +0000 UTC; Views: 723; Favourites: 16; Downloads: 7
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Description "Am I doing the right thing?
Am I on the right path?

Give me a sign!

I'm afraid of what I'm becoming.


STOP ME!"


Cas.
Cas.
CAS.
I never loved you as much as I love you now. OH GOD. But YOU'RE DOING IT WRONG.

And you're drawing me wrong.

I KNOW.

I'll probably write a long journal and whine about how I can't draw anything, but I won't do it here - my artist's comments are too long.

Anyway, I'm in love with the concept of this artwork, so I just had to submit it. And I'm also proud of some parts of it.

Obviously, it looks better in reality.

Sigh.

Done with Sakura SumoGrip mechanical pencil, lots of 9B sketching pencil, and edited [aka I erased about half of the drawing tbh] in the GIMP.
I also used some reference photos.
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Comments: 41

Amzilla [2011-05-08 22:09:48 +0000 UTC]

W0000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000W
I HATE YOU FOR BEING THIS AMAZING O-O

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xxSaphielxx In reply to Amzilla [2011-05-09 11:15:40 +0000 UTC]

OH I HATE YOU TOO

Thank you so much and thanks for the fave!

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Amzilla In reply to xxSaphielxx [2011-05-16 21:29:26 +0000 UTC]

LOL its cool XD
Havent talked to ya in a while!! O:
Wasssaaaaaaap XD

Actually i can't talk much, i have exams...that i'm not revising for XD
I never revise...i'm such a foolish fool from...fool-lland (idkkk)

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xxSaphielxx In reply to Amzilla [2011-05-20 08:03:46 +0000 UTC]

YAY FOR LATE REPLYS

Yeah, that's true... I've been quite busy too. Realized I gotta start studying seriously XD Not that it helped much, my grades are still awful
So, WE'RE ALL FROM FOOL-LAND TODAY.
Hey, but at least the summer vacation is getting close! I miss having free time so much. Ugh.

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Amzilla In reply to xxSaphielxx [2011-05-25 11:58:56 +0000 UTC]

I remember that you get such awesome grades that i felt shame XDD

Lawl fool land?
I still haven't done much revision...its my second week into these exams
and they're very important XDDD oh i'm so stupid...

also...have you watched spn...? D:

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xxSaphielxx In reply to Amzilla [2011-05-27 10:06:45 +0000 UTC]

LOL I think I remember that too! LOL I still get good grades... Err... Sometimes...

...Oh God, I'm too tired to write properly Yesterday I came back from a 2 days scool trip and my whole body aches. And I lost my voice. And I'm feverish. And tired. And I can't stop complaining about it! XD Sorry.

You mean the finale? OH YES, I WATCHED IT.

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Amzilla In reply to xxSaphielxx [2011-06-06 17:37:52 +0000 UTC]

XDDD FINALE IS FEHNAJKGEAHNJUT
sorry, late reply...lol jus realized you replied on my bday XD

you ok now? XD

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xxSaphielxx In reply to Amzilla [2011-06-07 14:48:54 +0000 UTC]

YES
AND EVEN MORE THAN THAT
IT WAS COMPLETELY FK:SJ:KGJS:LJA:LFJAOWUTROPTURIUSFJDX

Well of course I did it was you burrrrthday!

Yeah, thanks. LOL I should do sports more xD

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Amzilla In reply to xxSaphielxx [2011-06-08 21:37:56 +0000 UTC]

LMAOO XDD

LOL i can relate on being such a "awesome" athlete XD

btw, have you watched a anime called beelzebub?
if not, have i told you about it?
If i haven't i'm a fool for not saying it...

also theres some crazy hoe on twitter called biancawarenumber1 saying that Misha, Jared and Jim's accounts are fake!
and APPARENTLY Jared is ACTUALLY married to bianca ware.... -_-

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xxSaphielxx In reply to Amzilla [2011-06-09 14:33:48 +0000 UTC]

No, you haven't! And now I'm super curious XD TELL ME MOAR!

Oh, I know. She's there for quite a while. She, her mother Stephanie and their friend Lilian Vivis are probably the most idiotic people I'll ever meet [although I do suspect that they're actually the same person]. I never hated someone as much as I hate them. They've done much worse stuff than just claiming to be J2's wives - for example, they once said that Jim told them to get naked in front of a camera for him [this is when I started really hating them]. Probelm is, even if they're suspended from Twitter, they always come back. Ugh.

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Amzilla In reply to xxSaphielxx [2011-06-09 14:55:01 +0000 UTC]

oh duudeee XDD
its so freaking awesome!
it's about this guy who has to take care of a demon baby (which looks like zoro from one piece LAWL)
with this demon maid called hilda (who looks like a female sanji from one piece XDD)

I HIGHLY RECCOMEND THAT YOU WATCH IT!!! I MAKE EVERYONE LOVE THIS ANIME XDDD
The randomness is...just effing brilliant!
it's on youtube so it's easy to watch only 20 eps so far
(i think they're gonna stop making the eps soon though D

Tell me when you watch the first ep XDDD if you do

Oh bloody hell, i didn't realize how freaking retarded people are... O_O

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xxSaphielxx In reply to Amzilla [2011-06-10 18:58:48 +0000 UTC]

Demon baby. EFF YEAH. I'll watch it! What was the name of the series again?

Now that the SPN hellatus is here I'm trying to gather a bunchload of series to watch so I won't think about how much I miss it.
For example - I started watching Doctor Who - IT'S AWESOME. And the fandom of the show is awesome. LOL the DW and the SPN fandoms are like "sister fandoms" XD

Yep. It's unbelievable, really.

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Amzilla In reply to xxSaphielxx [2011-06-13 20:01:28 +0000 UTC]

BEELZEBUB!!! I made a pic of beelzebub so if you forget the name,
just go look through my pics XD

LOL i don't really understand why Doctor Who and Supernatural are sister fandoms XD
They aren't really alike... XD
But still, love Doc who and SPN so it's all good even though its confusing XD

Oh and looks like they aren't gonna stop making beelzebub eps,
it's gonna go onto the new arc!! YESSSS

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xxSaphielxx In reply to Amzilla [2011-07-05 15:39:08 +0000 UTC]

YAY FOR NOT-LATE-AT-ALL ANSWERS /fail

That's a good name for an anime xD Hmm, yeah, I'll check it out - I need to watch more animes *sigh*

Well, technically they aren't - DW is science-fiction and SPN is horror-drama-thingy, etc. - but there are actually some connections... for example, the episode in Series 3 - I think - in which the Doctor became human to escape the blood family - it really reminded me [and other people] of SPN's The Rapture and What Is and What Should Never Be. There are more deeper things taht are a bit harder to notice... so... yeah. Something like that. xD
Still love them both, too

GOOD! I want to be all excited about new episodes after I finish watching the ones that already aired Makes watching a series much more fun.


BTW - Oh Cas, the finale of DW's Series 3 was SO disappointing. I'll still keep watching it tho - I have faith in that show. And I love the Doctor too much xD

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Amzilla In reply to xxSaphielxx [2011-07-31 14:57:22 +0000 UTC]

Yeah XD i do understand that DW and SPN are somewhat similar XD

hmm...i can't remember the finale... what happened?
my memory really sucks XD

Ahh its so good to be back!

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Falthee [2011-05-06 17:33:50 +0000 UTC]

Really great details on the wings. Nice work--looks like it took some time to do.... I have a feeling I'm going to end up tearing-up during tonight's episode... who am I kidding, I started crying during the trailer for tonight's episode. The levee is gonna break

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xxSaphielxx In reply to Falthee [2011-05-07 11:12:16 +0000 UTC]

Thank you! And yep, it did took some pretty long time, but it was fun!


[About the episode: I KNOW, RIGHT? I almost SOBBED during this episode - it was BEAUTIFUL. Ben Edlund did an amazing job. In my opinion, it's the best episode of the season.]

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Falthee In reply to xxSaphielxx [2011-05-07 15:31:32 +0000 UTC]

[Definitely the most emotional episode by far--I loved the choice to have the narration!]

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xxSaphielxx In reply to Falthee [2011-05-07 16:03:38 +0000 UTC]

[I loved it too. At first I wasn't sure about the whole breaking-the-4th-wall thingy, but in my opinion Ben Edlund made an excellent choice doing that. It made the episode much deeper and helped to understand Cas' motives. I'm not sure this episode whould've been so emotional without it. ]

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artistsoul5 [2011-05-06 17:05:22 +0000 UTC]

OH GOD. *____________________________*
me iz dead.

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xxSaphielxx In reply to artistsoul5 [2011-05-07 11:02:36 +0000 UTC]

ME TOO
BUT BECAUSE OF AN ENTIRELY DIFFERENT REASON YOU KNOW

PFFFFFFT
LET'S DIE TOGETHER

[and uh thanks yaa3]

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artistsoul5 In reply to xxSaphielxx [2011-05-07 16:55:09 +0000 UTC]

yalla.

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xxSaphielxx In reply to artistsoul5 [2011-05-07 17:01:29 +0000 UTC]

LET'S BURN OURSELVES ON THE CEILING!

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artistsoul5 In reply to xxSaphielxx [2011-05-07 17:07:17 +0000 UTC]

what an AWESOME way to die!!!!!!!!!

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xxSaphielxx In reply to artistsoul5 [2011-05-07 20:04:09 +0000 UTC]

OBVIOUSLY
AND THEN OUR MAGICAL CHILDREN WILL HAVE PSHYCHIC POWERZ

[Oh God this conversation is so full of crack. ]

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artistsoul5 In reply to xxSaphielxx [2011-05-08 15:43:35 +0000 UTC]

OH MAH MISHA.
מזה קראק? XD

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xxSaphielxx In reply to artistsoul5 [2011-05-08 16:52:45 +0000 UTC]

LOLOLOLOLOLOL
קראק זה כשהדבר הכתוב כל כך הזוי שיש רושם שמי שכתב אותו היה על סמים. דבר מאוד מקובל בפאנדום של אספיאן.

MISH MISH

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artistsoul5 In reply to xxSaphielxx [2011-05-09 21:25:19 +0000 UTC]

D:
סמיייייייייייייםםםםםםםםםםםםםםם!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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xxSaphielxx In reply to artistsoul5 [2011-05-10 09:58:58 +0000 UTC]

[איזו התלהבות O:]
כן. סמים.

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artistsoul5 In reply to xxSaphielxx [2011-05-10 14:25:01 +0000 UTC]

ףףף טמבל2
(וכן אין לי כוח למצוא פה את הסמיילי)
U MAD?

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xxSaphielxx In reply to artistsoul5 [2011-05-10 15:38:46 +0000 UTC]

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artistsoul5 In reply to xxSaphielxx [2011-05-12 13:24:57 +0000 UTC]

מה הסמיילי של הטרול??? הגדול XD

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xxSaphielxx In reply to artistsoul5 [2011-05-12 17:17:31 +0000 UTC]

U MAD?

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artistsoul5 In reply to xxSaphielxx [2011-05-13 19:56:38 +0000 UTC]

problema?

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xxSaphielxx In reply to artistsoul5 [2011-05-14 09:02:51 +0000 UTC]

ERR WUT

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disterra138 [2011-05-06 16:43:40 +0000 UTC]

LOL I laughed at the conversation with Cas in the description.
But man, this is pretty cool!!! The detail-- the style-- it's impressive! I love penciled stuff like these so much! I especially enjoy looking at the details in his wings.

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xxSaphielxx In reply to disterra138 [2011-05-07 11:06:42 +0000 UTC]

Thank you very much! I'm glad you liked it.

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Dmitry-TheWriter [2011-05-06 14:20:17 +0000 UTC]

Sweet mother of fuck, this is awesome O____O
The wings are so detailed, the preson is so relaistic....
I don't even care that I don't know how he's supsoded to look like, this is awesome
GREAT JOB!

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xxSaphielxx In reply to Dmitry-TheWriter [2011-05-06 15:23:30 +0000 UTC]

Thank you very much! It's great to know that SOMEBODY think it's good, even if I don't.

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Dmitry-TheWriter In reply to xxSaphielxx [2011-05-06 15:58:49 +0000 UTC]

Hah, know what you mean. People always favorite my worst works and ignore the ones *I* like. It's crap, really XD

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xxSaphielxx In reply to Dmitry-TheWriter [2011-05-07 10:55:49 +0000 UTC]

Exactly! My most watched/favourited piece is so OLD and terrible, and people are still faving it! LOL. Oh well, at least they think my art is fave-worthy, and I'm grateful for that.

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