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Dearest ,beloved,what am I to you?You are drunk.You are high.You are wasted,no matter what you say.Do I mean anything anymore?You are never around.When I need you the most you only look at me and laugh.You punch me when I try to help.You lie to me when I try so hard.You stand me up,you abandoned me .Where do you run to?You are not the one you were before.You hurt me now.And I trusted you.You told him when I asked you to keep it a secret.You made them believe you.That I am a slut.You lied,you ruined me.How can I trust you? You do not even remember my name,do you?I use to believe in you but you ruined us.You wripped my heart into two.It does not matter to you does it?All you fucking care about is your drugs.You waste away ,deterierate and I stand by and watch you as you smash the vase.At my head you throw the good china plates.So now my lovely I am leaving.You will never change .You are wasted.You are high.You are drugged and sickly fixed.You would die without your drugs.And no longer can I look at your pathetic face as you puke and look back at me to baby you.I will not feed you.I will not be around to be your slave.I am not here to be used.I use to love you but now I am fed up with you and I am walking out that door.You will never see me again.Good bye the one whom forgot my name.

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Dearest ,beloved,what am I to you?You are drunk.You are high.You are wasted,no matter what you say.Do I mean anything anymore?You are never around.When I need you the most you only look at me and laugh.You punch me when I try to help.You lie to me when I try so hard.You stand me up,you abandoned me .Where do you run to?You are not the one you were before.You hurt me now.And I trusted you.You told him when I asked you to keep it a secret.You made them believe you.That I am a slut.You lied,you ruined me.How can I trust you? You do not even remember my name,do you?I use to believe in you but you ruined us.You wripped my heart into two.It does not matter to you does it?All you fucking care about is your drugs.You waste away ,deterierate and I stand by and watch you as you smash the vase.At my head you throw the good china plates.So now my lovely I am leaving.You will never change .You are wasted.You are high.You are drugged and sickly fixed.You would die without your drugs.And no longer can I look at your pathetic face as you puke and look back at me to baby you.I will not feed you.I will not be around to be your slave.I am not here to be used.I use to love you but now I am fed up with you and I am walking out that door.You will never see me again.Good bye the one whom forgot my name.