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Published: 2018-09-05 16:44:13 +0000 UTC; Views: 806; Favourites: 53; Downloads: 4
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everything has gone to shit.
I thought I was strong. Apparently I wasn't and am not.
The same shit happened last year and I am breaking.
I am trully breaking inside because I cannot get rid of my problems no matter what I do.
I thought I was prepared, I was happy and carefree, hell, I was actually excited for school for some reason, until yesterday and today's panic attack.
The preparations, the walls I made over these two months were gone in a blink. Like a fucking sand. Like fucking nothing.

And I couldn't do anything.

I let myself down again.

 

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Comments: 7

apocalypticpsyco [2018-09-11 12:04:22 +0000 UTC]

i know the feeling

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Lumiixi [2018-09-06 18:09:26 +0000 UTC]

Hey ;;
School isn't easy at all.. but you're never alone in it ;v; there will always be someone who feels the same, it's all about the angle of view..
if you look on all of this from the wrong angle, it can't end up good...
Hard times won't last for long, there will always be light moments and once the dark is over, the same thing won't be here again ;v;
Can you note me what exactly is wrong? May I help you? qwq
ily k ;; 
so much <33

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Latte-Monara [2018-09-06 06:15:54 +0000 UTC]

bby no, it's okay, school is a bitch, don't think you let yourself down
it's not your fault smth like that happen and I'm very sure it will get better
if you ever need to talk, just hit me up with a note or talk to me on discord, i'm there for you my love <33
I love you so much <333

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Sadatrix [2018-09-05 21:37:35 +0000 UTC]

*internet hug*

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NightskyMagic [2018-09-05 19:42:43 +0000 UTC]

You have to stay strong and believe in yourself, you are not alone.

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alice765 [2018-09-05 17:15:56 +0000 UTC]

Yo don't be so blue about that, whatever goes on ,goes on . You gotta survive , even though its hard and not so fun,its just reality m'dude, everything is going to be okay in the end. You are strong , always and forever, you just need to stop getting yourself down , it's okay !! Bring yourself up ,problems can go fuck themselves, but they can't destroy you,we will help you through all of this and I wish that everything goes well with you and school <333

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Jynka [2018-09-05 16:54:50 +0000 UTC]

Bab..
School is never easy, believe me, I'm dreading starting tomorrow myself,
But, no one said you had to go through it alone ;;
Me and a lot of other people really care about you,
and we really do want you to be happy and safe ;^;
So, if you ever do need someone to talk to,
I will always be online on discord for ya.
Love you lots, Rave <33

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