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There is no doubt that the second pregnancy is much more difficult for me...
Not because of bad health condition, but because we already have one toddler 1.8 year old, who is still very physically dependent on mommy.
Ariel still needs a lot of physical attention and I'm torn from the thoughts that I'm a bad mom if I don't give her the attention she requires.

I feel so heavy and clumsy all the time! I'm struggling with getting up at night when she wakes up, I'm struggling sitting with Ariel to play on the carpet, I'm struggling with lifting her up when she's asking, I'm struggling to read her a story on my lap, I'm struggling just from getting up for her when she's calling me.
I have a slight wish to give birth already, just so Ariel can get her mommy's back.

- Maya Devir -

Description

There is no doubt that the second pregnancy is much more difficult for me...
Not because of bad health condition, but because we already have one toddler 1.8 year old, who is still very physically dependent on mommy.
Ariel still needs a lot of physical attention and I'm torn from the thoughts that I'm a bad mom if I don't give her the attention she requires.

I feel so heavy and clumsy all the time! I'm struggling with getting up at night when she wakes up, I'm struggling sitting with Ariel to play on the carpet, I'm struggling with lifting her up when she's asking, I'm struggling to read her a story on my lap, I'm struggling just from getting up for her when she's calling me.
I have a slight wish to give birth already, just so Ariel can get her mommy's back.

- Maya Devir -