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Published: 2011-07-15 03:23:47 +0000 UTC; Views: 2464; Favourites: 57; Downloads: 2
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Description Dean was lying on his back, staring at the ceiling like he did most nights.  It's been about four years since he'd been pulled from the pit, but he still had trouble sleeping.  

For a brief moment he missed the comfort Sam would give him when they were younger.  He'd awake from a nightmare about a burning house with a cold sweat and a scream just barely caught on the tip of his tongue.  By the time he would come to his senses and realize he was safe in a motel somewhere Sam would've already crawled into his bed, holding onto his big brother tightly.

Sometimes Sam would be the one with nightmares.  He'd catch a glimpse of something Dad was hunting, or he'd see a scary movie on tv, and Dean would be the one to crawl into his baby brother's bed to offer him whatever comfort he could.

After Dean turned twelve they'd stopped, Dean claiming that only sissies were scared of their nightmares.  But now that they both have their separate times in the pit to dream about, Dean would take it back in a heartbeat.

At least Sam was able to sleep, Dean thought to himself as he began counting ceiling tiles.  Their last motel room had had a hundred and twenty six, and the one before that had an even one thirty.

He got to sixty-two when he heard Sam moan, a low and deep moan filled with pain.  He looked over at his brother's bed where Sam was tossing and turning, eyes shut tight.  Dean had done that enough times himself that he knew Sam was dreaming about the pit.

"Sam," he said, hoping his brother would hear him and wake up, but all he got in response was another moan.  Dean hadn't expected to get any sleep that night, but with a sigh he realized there wasn't a chance of it happening with Sam thrashing around like that.  So he let his brotherly instincts take over.

Dean got out of his bed and climbed into Sam's before he could think himself out of it.  He slid in behind his brother, using one hand to pull his brother closer and the other to pet Sam's hair reassuringly.

"Shh…" Dean whispered, running his fingers through Sam's soft hair.  "It's ok."  Sam quieted and went still, nightmares chased away by his big brother.  The act of comforting his brother seemed to comfort Dean too and he drifted to sleep, fingers still curled through Sam's hair.  They say old habits die hard, but sometimes they don't die at all.
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ThisIsMyGame200 [2011-10-16 01:51:02 +0000 UTC]

@O@ i am flushed with the sweetest thing ever written!!!!!!

SO........aww!!!!!!!!!

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yourlovehere In reply to ThisIsMyGame200 [2011-10-16 03:34:30 +0000 UTC]

thanks

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ThisIsMyGame200 In reply to yourlovehere [2011-10-16 03:41:53 +0000 UTC]

so welcome! >.<

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Wishshecouldraw0829 [2011-10-12 01:46:25 +0000 UTC]

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yourlovehere In reply to Wishshecouldraw0829 [2011-10-12 01:50:08 +0000 UTC]

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Doggyblade [2011-08-31 00:12:54 +0000 UTC]

Aww this is adorable!!

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yourlovehere In reply to Doggyblade [2011-08-31 05:01:52 +0000 UTC]

thank you

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ChasingRainbows8D [2011-08-22 22:20:41 +0000 UTC]

Awww~ Your work is beautiful as always.

I'm always up for some wincest fluff, Destiel fluff is next, correct? XD Everyone on DA has gotten me OBSESSED with that stuff. XD

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yourlovehere In reply to ChasingRainbows8D [2011-08-22 22:21:35 +0000 UTC]

thank you
lol, that's pretty much how i got into it.
and there's always going to be upcoming fluff XD

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ChasingRainbows8D In reply to yourlovehere [2011-08-22 22:30:29 +0000 UTC]

Lol. YAY MORE FLUFF.

-makes popcorn and waits-

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yourlovehere In reply to ChasingRainbows8D [2011-08-22 22:38:48 +0000 UTC]

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ChasingRainbows8D In reply to yourlovehere [2011-08-22 22:40:14 +0000 UTC]

:3

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DeannaWinchester [2011-08-22 21:13:58 +0000 UTC]

Aww!

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yourlovehere In reply to DeannaWinchester [2011-08-22 21:16:13 +0000 UTC]

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KamiDiox [2011-07-16 02:57:26 +0000 UTC]

AWWWW! I read it on FF and I totally love it!!!

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yourlovehere In reply to KamiDiox [2011-07-16 02:59:47 +0000 UTC]

congrats, you're my first ff da crossover
thank you

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pnutdclown [2011-07-15 18:58:31 +0000 UTC]

I love this. I usually don't read a lot of stuff, but this was great. ;O)

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yourlovehere In reply to pnutdclown [2011-07-15 20:35:59 +0000 UTC]

Well I'm glad you read this

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Sammygurl96 [2011-07-15 13:51:10 +0000 UTC]

That was absolutley gorgeous, I am in love with it your such a good writer

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yourlovehere In reply to Sammygurl96 [2011-07-15 20:36:21 +0000 UTC]

Thank you

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Sammygurl96 In reply to yourlovehere [2011-07-15 21:28:48 +0000 UTC]

Your welcome xx

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Koontah [2011-07-15 09:21:45 +0000 UTC]

Awww. *sniffles* I love affectionate pieces! This was sweet.

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yourlovehere In reply to Koontah [2011-07-15 20:37:26 +0000 UTC]

Thank you

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IxHavexAxFork [2011-07-15 03:28:51 +0000 UTC]

Really love wincest fluff!

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yourlovehere In reply to IxHavexAxFork [2011-07-15 03:30:51 +0000 UTC]

me too. i use to be wary about wincest, but i've gotten used to it now lol.

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IxHavexAxFork In reply to yourlovehere [2011-07-15 03:44:48 +0000 UTC]

I actually got hooked on slash because of wincest... Then came destiel and now I'm addicted!

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yourlovehere In reply to IxHavexAxFork [2011-07-15 03:48:37 +0000 UTC]

lol, it was the opposite for me, but the same effect

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IxHavexAxFork In reply to yourlovehere [2011-07-15 03:59:47 +0000 UTC]

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