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Its been a month worth of
Romance
Fun
and Threat's

But……………..I have to end it all. I cant handle the threats now. They've been getting more intense and im scared that one time im going to face the fact of one of them happening to me….

I've been staying close to Andy and Ashley whenever we go outside of the hotel and I've been jumpy alot latley and Andy is starting to get worried.

I know this is going to hurt him but I have to, this is as far as I can take the threats.
……………………………………………………………………
We were all in the room just hanging out.
Chevy was on my lap with Andy's arm around my shoulder. Talking about recording Ritual with the guys.

Chevy finally stopped growling at Andy but sometimes he did I guess he wasnt to sure about him yet. I pet his back, he streached out on my lap and licked my hand.

"Andy uh…can I talk to you outside?" "ya" I put Chevy on the ground and took Andy's hand leading him outside. "um..the past month ive gotten threats and I-I cant handle it anymore" I didnt make eye contact with him "Im scared that…that one day one of those things are going to happen to me"

"Em they wo-" "You dont know that Andy. Im fighting the urges to cut again and I dont want to start again, and once I start I wont be able to stop….Once again Im sorry that I didnt tell you earlier I just didnt want yoou stressing about it….Tell Jake that he can keep Chevy its totally fine with me. and…"

I was still holding onto his hands.I sucked in a breath "Its over Andy" I pushed his hands down and let go, walking away down the hall. He grabbed my waist but I managed to get out of his grasp fast enough. I started tearing up I really didnt want to cry right now but it didnt work.

I kept my head down the whole way to the elevator and out of the building. My hoodie was up so no one knew it was me.
I posted a tweet. Andy would see it, I knew he will check out the threats

"I hope all you BVB fans are happy. Me and Andy are through….I <3 4ever Andy & im srry"

I continued to walk…..

Description
Its been a month worth of
Romance
Fun
and Threat's

But……………..I have to end it all. I cant handle the threats now. They've been getting more intense and im scared that one time im going to face the fact of one of them happening to me….

I've been staying close to Andy and Ashley whenever we go outside of the hotel and I've been jumpy alot latley and Andy is starting to get worried.

I know this is going to hurt him but I have to, this is as far as I can take the threats.
……………………………………………………………………
We were all in the room just hanging out.
Chevy was on my lap with Andy's arm around my shoulder. Talking about recording Ritual with the guys.

Chevy finally stopped growling at Andy but sometimes he did I guess he wasnt to sure about him yet. I pet his back, he streached out on my lap and licked my hand.

"Andy uh…can I talk to you outside?" "ya" I put Chevy on the ground and took Andy's hand leading him outside. "um..the past month ive gotten threats and I-I cant handle it anymore" I didnt make eye contact with him "Im scared that…that one day one of those things are going to happen to me"

"Em they wo-" "You dont know that Andy. Im fighting the urges to cut again and I dont want to start again, and once I start I wont be able to stop….Once again Im sorry that I didnt tell you earlier I just didnt want yoou stressing about it….Tell Jake that he can keep Chevy its totally fine with me. and…"

I was still holding onto his hands.I sucked in a breath "Its over Andy" I pushed his hands down and let go, walking away down the hall. He grabbed my waist but I managed to get out of his grasp fast enough. I started tearing up I really didnt want to cry right now but it didnt work.

I kept my head down the whole way to the elevator and out of the building. My hoodie was up so no one knew it was me.
I posted a tweet. Andy would see it, I knew he will check out the threats

"I hope all you BVB fans are happy. Me and Andy are through….I <3 4ever Andy & im srry"

I continued to walk…..