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yuki-natsumi — It would be too easy
Published: 2012-10-10 18:26:01 +0000 UTC; Views: 658; Favourites: 15; Downloads: 14
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I'm not going to kill myself or anything like that xD no worries.It's just ...random :'D
Well, I do sort of feel down sometimes. And feel like this.
But I don't think I will ever give up.
I'm too curious to see what I would miss if I did such a thing..
Also, There HAS been a lot of good times in my life, of course. Why wouldn't there be more of them? I do believe there is ALWAYS a way to keep going.
Just live.
And if you're not happy the way you are now,
Give up on everything, by creating a whole new life.
Change things if you don't like them the way they are.
Be an artist and make your life the most beautiful painting ever~
smile~ <3
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Thank you. so much. I just... Thank you.
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I stopped right there. I was worried about blood on my pants and then realized, "why do I care about my pants?" I never wanted to do it.
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It's weird how we think about such little things sometimes~ On my side, when I did such a thing I worried about not being able to hide the scars. but then I told myself "why would I worry about it? If I end it here, people will find out anyway."
maybe then I realised I still looked forward to live my life normally and in a positive way~
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I'm doing this at the moment: pretty much changing my life héhé. When I left my boyfriend, that's pretty much what I did. ; u ; never thought about suicide though, but for certain people, it might almost be the same.
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changing life is the best solution,I think~ leaving the past behind and becoming something else no one would expect!
And by that, do you mean you were cutting yourself without thinking about suicide? (just to be sure before saying random stuff and not make sense xD)
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no no really, I was just very down and depressed, and when I left my ex boyfriend, I threw everything away, everything that was linking me to my past. I have no real link to my past anymore outside of my family and some very few old friends. I was never into self mutilating or I never really had suicide thoughts 'cause I truly believed that there was another solution, and this really was the one for me. In fact, I always was that person I am today and I am still developping this real person I am now, but in the past, I would hide it. When I left this ex boyfriend and came back for whatever I needed to do, I was already physically changed. I don't mean I went threw sex change, but I had short hair he never wanted me to have, I was wearing the button down boyish shirts I always wanted to wear, and his first reaction was like "Ugh, you're ugly, you look like a guy" and I went fuck off, you don't have anything to forbid me now. And I have the piercings and tattoos I want... it's a bit extreme, I was little miss perfect who listened to whatever boyfriend and parents were saying, and I am not more rebellious now either, but I'm slowly allowing myself to come out, the real me I always were ; u ;
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That's good :'D!
And from the description you gave, you seem to look so damn awesome <3
anyways, if people can't accept the way you are you can just flip them like tables ahaha~
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Aweee... thanks a lot ; u ; I am pretty normal though haha. I just believe in life is all héhé.
Yep, like a Thor T u T
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:3 I think you are special though~
Maybe I'm a bit of a hipster saying this but.. XD I never really seen "normal" as a compliment, for no particular reason ahha~
YESH! FLIP'EM LIKE THOR~! <3
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I think that too > < even if I said I was normal, I'm normal in my... unormality héhé.
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ehehe~ 
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there's really not enough words to say how much i know this feeling.
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It's a rather bad feeling indeed >< But there's always a way to fight it~
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yup. four months and still going.
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Is there any particular reason to it?
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stress, parents, stuff like that
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aw D:!
Don't let these things get to you, be strong~ It'll all come to an end eventually, don't you think?
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yup. and i'm working on it, trust me
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good :') I don't really know you but, I know you can do it~ I believe in you, alright~?
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no problem <3
and just to help some more~ here's a virtual hug! *huuuuug* x3
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\o/ *huggie* thanks
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:3 no problem! I really hope the best for you *huuug*
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X3 thanks, you too~ *huggies*
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