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jk jk
it's just the evolution of my drawings

so uh

yea idek

2010: Like i wrote in a awful handwriting in there , i started at the end of that year . Mostly inspired at vocaloid and speedpaints .

2011: Literally , i drew in everywhere that i could even in my test and exams . At this year i discovered sketchfu , it is an site like Tegaki-E and yea we can draw lot of thing in 1 layer only . And i started to watch lots and lots of animmus , and i mostly drawn KHR! .

2012: Finally decided to download a program for drawing , not only SAI , i used GIMP too and tried to photoshop but nah .

2013: Eh. I don't even know what i'm waiting for 2014 ahahah //SLAPPED . Actually , i'm thinking to become a mangaka.

aaah

i'm really thankful to you guys

always supporting my awful art

i hope one day i can repay you all

but idek how

so

until there

i wish to you guys

lots of things

yea

like a 3ds or whatever

//KICKED

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AFTER 3 YEARS
HIIIIIII
i added more things

2014: YOOOOOO i don't remember 2014???? like seriously ????
2015: uh i started drawing less and less in 2015 , idk . I lost my motivation to draw i guess , or i was way too busy with school and shit thou i took oil painting classes here
2016: YEAAAAAAAAAH I CAME BACK WITH DRAWING AND SHIT this year is my last one in school and that's like very shitty because now on i have to decided what to do with my useless life ??? BUT I'M DRAWING AND THATS WHAT MATTERS

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HEY HO' IM ALIVE
AND I ADD MORE SHIT TO THIS BIG PILE OF POO

2017: I got into college and I'm majoring visual arts like wtf lol, so I kinda have to draw more. I actually improved quite a bit in this year because I noticed that it's really important to keep drawing and study anatomy, realistic studies and all. I've started to draw more thing than just weaboo anime shit yeh. Still needs to improve a lot in every aspect but yeeeah.

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edit4

at this point this is just to keep some kinda of record or track for myself of my improvement (?) lmaooo
it's been such a long time, i dont even use DA anymore but i like to come here to check on my old self i guess
what a rough years huh

2018: Instead of studying or drawing i guess i was busy living what i missed out in my teens, which was socializing and having friends, hanging out. So not much improvement at this year I guess (not in art).
2019: It was a rough year for me, had a mental breakdown here and there lol. Didn't really think much about my future career, college classes were really a lot at that time (lots of works and seminaries and shit). Also I decided for the first time ever to sell commissions! It wasn't a lot but it was a new experience. OH! I got into Clip Studio Paint in this year lol and never went back to SAI (betrayal).
2020: This was supposed to be my last year in college, but the pandemic hit and I thought "oh maybe in some months everything will go back to normal" so i didn't finish my thesis until much much later lol. Everything was online, and I had to move back to live with my parents which was a lot weird bc i got used to living alone. Very messy, scary, lonely year. Didn't draw much besides college assigments.
2021: Still trying to finish college and having online classes only. But i got an design internship at a friend's aunt startup company and it was crazy lol. First time earning "big money" like that. I was really frustated at my skills and got in touch with some online art classes and discords. It was quite eye opening and made me get in touch with what I was missing in my art.
2022: Finished my thesis and graduated from college. But I had no fucking clue what to do with my life and was having a big hard time. Had an enormous breakdown, to the point I asked for help to my parents to pay therapy for me bc i had no money. Then got my first official job as a part-time cashier at a supermarket. Crazy times haha. I'm still into baby-steps with art, but slowly getting pieces of work that i enjoy the result and becoming more satisfied with my own art.

I'm still pretty much lost and frustated with life in general, but that's it for now. Will it ever be different? I have no fucking clue.

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art by meeeeh

blank meme - www.deviantart.com/art/03-09-I…

Description
jk jk
it's just the evolution of my drawings

so uh

yea idek

2010: Like i wrote in a awful handwriting in there , i started at the end of that year . Mostly inspired at vocaloid and speedpaints .

2011: Literally , i drew in everywhere that i could even in my test and exams . At this year i discovered sketchfu , it is an site like Tegaki-E and yea we can draw lot of thing in 1 layer only . And i started to watch lots and lots of animmus , and i mostly drawn KHR! .

2012: Finally decided to download a program for drawing , not only SAI , i used GIMP too and tried to photoshop but nah .

2013: Eh. I don't even know what i'm waiting for 2014 ahahah //SLAPPED . Actually , i'm thinking to become a mangaka.

aaah

i'm really thankful to you guys

always supporting my awful art

i hope one day i can repay you all

but idek how

so

until there

i wish to you guys

lots of things

yea

like a 3ds or whatever

//KICKED

--
AFTER 3 YEARS
HIIIIIII
i added more things

2014: YOOOOOO i don't remember 2014???? like seriously ????
2015: uh i started drawing less and less in 2015 , idk . I lost my motivation to draw i guess , or i was way too busy with school and shit thou i took oil painting classes here
2016: YEAAAAAAAAAH I CAME BACK WITH DRAWING AND SHIT this year is my last one in school and that's like very shitty because now on i have to decided what to do with my useless life ??? BUT I'M DRAWING AND THATS WHAT MATTERS

--
edit3

HEY HO' IM ALIVE
AND I ADD MORE SHIT TO THIS BIG PILE OF POO

2017: I got into college and I'm majoring visual arts like wtf lol, so I kinda have to draw more. I actually improved quite a bit in this year because I noticed that it's really important to keep drawing and study anatomy, realistic studies and all. I've started to draw more thing than just weaboo anime shit yeh. Still needs to improve a lot in every aspect but yeeeah.

--
edit4

at this point this is just to keep some kinda of record or track for myself of my improvement (?) lmaooo
it's been such a long time, i dont even use DA anymore but i like to come here to check on my old self i guess
what a rough years huh

2018: Instead of studying or drawing i guess i was busy living what i missed out in my teens, which was socializing and having friends, hanging out. So not much improvement at this year I guess (not in art).
2019: It was a rough year for me, had a mental breakdown here and there lol. Didn't really think much about my future career, college classes were really a lot at that time (lots of works and seminaries and shit). Also I decided for the first time ever to sell commissions! It wasn't a lot but it was a new experience. OH! I got into Clip Studio Paint in this year lol and never went back to SAI (betrayal).
2020: This was supposed to be my last year in college, but the pandemic hit and I thought "oh maybe in some months everything will go back to normal" so i didn't finish my thesis until much much later lol. Everything was online, and I had to move back to live with my parents which was a lot weird bc i got used to living alone. Very messy, scary, lonely year. Didn't draw much besides college assigments.
2021: Still trying to finish college and having online classes only. But i got an design internship at a friend's aunt startup company and it was crazy lol. First time earning "big money" like that. I was really frustated at my skills and got in touch with some online art classes and discords. It was quite eye opening and made me get in touch with what I was missing in my art.
2022: Finished my thesis and graduated from college. But I had no fucking clue what to do with my life and was having a big hard time. Had an enormous breakdown, to the point I asked for help to my parents to pay therapy for me bc i had no money. Then got my first official job as a part-time cashier at a supermarket. Crazy times haha. I'm still into baby-steps with art, but slowly getting pieces of work that i enjoy the result and becoming more satisfied with my own art.

I'm still pretty much lost and frustated with life in general, but that's it for now. Will it ever be different? I have no fucking clue.

--

art by meeeeh

blank meme - www.deviantart.com/art/03-09-I…