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Published: 2014-11-14 09:39:17 +0000 UTC; Views: 971; Favourites: 19; Downloads: 4
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Description Ive been heavily stressed lately.

Schizophrenia:
-I have researched and seen i have most of the symptoms.
-Seeing and hearing things.
-Your Parents laugh at you and believe that you're a perfect rainbow with nothing wrong with you. 
-They won't take you anywhere to get it checked out and think of it as a huge joke.
-When I tell them about the things I "see" they laugh and joke around about how im "crazy" and that "oh you're just tired".

Family wise:
-No one wants to believe me
-Brother is being a jerk
-Parents constantly bugging you over every little thing

Other:
-For an odd reason ive been very paranoid about everything
-getting to the point where i want to panic
-anxiety constantly on the rise
-i want to cry
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Comments: 14

JamesKWolfen [2023-08-19 03:19:57 +0000 UTC]

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Yukirar In reply to JamesKWolfen [2023-10-20 14:06:48 +0000 UTC]

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JamesKWolfen In reply to Yukirar [2023-10-20 20:26:53 +0000 UTC]

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dragonsponies [2014-11-17 18:03:08 +0000 UTC]

your family needs to realize that it's serious then. i suggest you have a very serious conversation with them about this. tell them there's something seriously wrong with you. if they don't comply i suggest you go see a psychiatrist by yourself some time. might be expensive but if it helps you it'll be worth it

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Yukirar In reply to dragonsponies [2014-11-21 21:55:57 +0000 UTC]

I have tried many times but so far they just shut me out.

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RANDA-LIEREN [2014-11-14 22:31:09 +0000 UTC]

Sshshshshsh baby no. No be sad. Everything is gonna get better, okay? And I keep my promise to you to save you from all of this. If I had the chance I'd do it now. But in the end, it'll all be over. And you'll be free. I love you, okay?

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Yukirar In reply to RANDA-LIEREN [2014-11-14 22:59:46 +0000 UTC]

;; okie

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SmileKitsu [2014-11-14 16:30:04 +0000 UTC]

Try moving away, to somewhere new. Even if it's only for a while. See what happens. New places changes people. Changed me, and now I'm crazy and accepted for being so.
Being crazy and schizophrenic is better than being normal and depressed. Though I'm aware that depression is a related effect of schizophrenia.

Whatever u choose to do, I know ur a cool guy. And if your parents think you're a potato, that doesn't make u one. If they won't get take u seriously, find someone who will.

You are very much cool.

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Yukirar In reply to SmileKitsu [2014-11-14 22:11:02 +0000 UTC]

i know uvu
but i feel confused and irritated because i have all these mixed feelings along with constantly
being paranoid with everything i do is just making me feel "ASDFGHJK" 

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SmileKitsu In reply to Yukirar [2014-11-19 23:39:40 +0000 UTC]

It hurts, I bet.
Maybe it's also your strength? Two sides of the same coin.

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Sunlitmadness [2014-11-14 14:44:01 +0000 UTC]

hope things get better for you, I went threw that plenty of times last year to the point I didn't want to go anywhere and got sick constantly, try going to your school councilor or someone to talk to

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Yukirar In reply to Sunlitmadness [2014-11-14 22:04:52 +0000 UTC]

Thanks, the only problem with that is i'm homeschooled (i kinda didn't want to go to regular school
due to my anxiety constantly on the rise and my paranoia going out of control) and i can't drive, then
there's the fact that my family is poor so no gas money to go anywhere

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SaKaCanin [2014-11-14 09:42:33 +0000 UTC]

OMG this is awesome   

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Yukirar In reply to SaKaCanin [2014-11-14 09:43:53 +0000 UTC]

thanks

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