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ZaranVI — Love is Red... and tainted

Published: 2007-02-14 22:42:40 +0000 UTC; Views: 958; Favourites: 20; Downloads: 12
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Description mh, valentines day. You know, what i hate most about valentines day is walking around alone and watch all them happy couples kissing and holding each other. Or boys buying stuff for their girlfriends, with shy smiles and blushing faces when they look at the clerks. But at the same time i can't help but smile a little too. The shops might have blown valentines day up into something almost like Christmas but i still kind of like the idea. A day dedicated to showing the one you love a little more. I think it's good to get that little push towards knowing that today is the day.

Hmm I think ill make my own dark valentines day. I have no idea what that should be like, it's just a feeling.

Enough rambling for now. This picture is a valentines gift for someone whom means the world to me. Love is Red... and tainted, you know?
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Comments: 32

icesong [2007-03-06 19:13:05 +0000 UTC]

Really really like the picture, allthough I will never like valentinesday.
As me and my bf think, why can't we show the ones we love how much we care, when we feel like it, not only one special day a year.

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ZaranVI In reply to icesong [2007-03-07 23:49:29 +0000 UTC]

Know the feeling, but thanks Lin

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jeszkrgr [2007-02-27 23:31:29 +0000 UTC]

And on dark valentines day we have our own treats that run red with blood.

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ZaranVI In reply to jeszkrgr [2007-03-07 23:48:52 +0000 UTC]

That we have indeed my angel *gives her a kiss*

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babigirl104 [2007-02-27 00:14:08 +0000 UTC]

wonderful description on what love is...

its tainted and i agree with you!!!

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ZaranVI In reply to babigirl104 [2007-02-27 17:24:33 +0000 UTC]

mh, thanks so much for the favs bebe. Really helped my mood. Is kind of down today without really knowing why

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babigirl104 In reply to ZaranVI [2007-02-28 03:30:55 +0000 UTC]

hun i am always here if you need a crying shoulder!!!!

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ZaranVI In reply to babigirl104 [2007-03-07 23:34:48 +0000 UTC]

Thanks bebe, thanks so very much. You don't know how much i needed to hear that right now

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babigirl104 In reply to ZaranVI [2007-03-08 23:05:26 +0000 UTC]

well you are great!!! anytime hun... your amazing... i want to see more of your art!!!!

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TerraRhapsody [2007-02-15 21:17:27 +0000 UTC]

great pic! i love the colour scheme. cool texturing and great looking heart

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ZaranVI In reply to TerraRhapsody [2007-02-17 13:16:07 +0000 UTC]

glad you like it X, you are wonderful you know?

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TerraRhapsody In reply to ZaranVI [2007-02-17 18:45:53 +0000 UTC]

aww. thanks. that's so nice to hear!

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moaninthedust [2007-02-15 01:11:56 +0000 UTC]

Beautiful!<3

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ZaranVI In reply to moaninthedust [2007-02-17 13:15:40 +0000 UTC]

mh, thanks

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xdonttrytolovemex [2007-02-14 23:31:38 +0000 UTC]

I love this picture. Great job!!

And I totally know what you mean about stores blowing it up for commercial uses. That's why I make everything myself instead of contributing to the Store-Valentine smut. XP

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ZaranVI In reply to xdonttrytolovemex [2007-02-17 13:15:31 +0000 UTC]

It's so much cooler to give things away you made yourself, so much more feeling to it.

mh, and thanks. Wish i had some more time here. Would love to talk to you a bit more than only these comments once in a while

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xdonttrytolovemex In reply to ZaranVI [2007-02-17 19:52:25 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome. And yeah...I know how you feel. It'd be nice to talk to you more.

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ZaranVI In reply to xdonttrytolovemex [2007-02-25 13:52:46 +0000 UTC]

ill be around. Really love your ned avatar by the way

hope you are having a good time hun

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xdonttrytolovemex In reply to ZaranVI [2007-02-25 17:51:07 +0000 UTC]

Aww, thanks!

I'm trying to have fun...I joined this singing competition at my school and I've made it into the top ten finalists. I really hope I find my passion in performing for an audience again. I love making people happy when I'm on stage. XD

How you have been, though, is what I'm worried about. I really hope you've been good.

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ZaranVI In reply to xdonttrytolovemex [2007-02-25 21:52:15 +0000 UTC]

Arh sounds nice! And if acting is what you want to do then go show em

hmm and when it comes to me, i don't really know. I'm having one of those moods where i'm not really happy but not really sad either. Lots of things have happened recently, and most of them should probably have sent me long way down the road of depression. But for some reason it hasn't. Guess that is a good thing. Better to feel nothing than just wanting to find a dark corner and die, ne?

Mh, no really. Ill manage, just have to find some time to sit down and think things through. Only problem is finding that kind of time when i'm this busy.

hmm that was a lot of rambling about nothing...

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xdonttrytolovemex In reply to ZaranVI [2007-02-25 22:48:37 +0000 UTC]

I know entirely what you mean. I got turned down by the girl I like when I asked her out on Valentine's Day, but she said that she "wasn't saying no". She really likes me and just wanted to make sure it was right. Well, she still flirts with me like crazy and I really hate it when something I want is dangled in front of my face. -sigh- But I haven't been letting it get me down.

I was in a rather good mood until this passing Friday when my dad told me he wanted to get a divorce from my mom. He told me that as he was dropping me off at my musical. I had to perform and act the whole night like I wasn't cry on the inside. I had started bawling once I got there and this guy was consoling me and he started kissing my cheek and picking me up and spinning me around. What really sucked was that I was crushing so damn hard on him a while back and I had finally gotten over him, but then he started doing that and it just set my heart a-pounding. lol. Well, he's a huge flirt, so I've told myself that even though he's a really great guy, to just move on.

You know how they say that love will find you at the least expected moments? Well, last night around nine, I get a message on MySpace from a friend I had grown apart from, but just recently started talking to again. We started talking and we ended up talking until seven a.m. this morning. It turns out we have so much in common and it's so funny because we would have never have thought we would be so alike and have so many of the same views. I'm just so nervous, though. I don't want such a good thing to be rushed and then everything just crumble into pieces like my past relationships. I'm so confused. I really am starting to like him. Gah, I just don't want to hurt anymore, you know?

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ZaranVI In reply to xdonttrytolovemex [2007-02-25 23:21:59 +0000 UTC]

arh... yeah i know... All too well. But you know, all the things you just wrote showed me one thing, that you are in control. Might sound strange, but it seems to me like you have some kind of self-control right now that just wont let feelings take over and throw you around. And that is something *smiles*

Mh and that last bit made me quite happy, just give it time and take things as they come dear. Mmm and enjoy every moment of it! You are right, the best thing is to just kalm down and don't rush anything. No need to be confused (know that is quite a lot easier to write...but yeah). He really does sound like a nice guy! I mean, if he is so much like you he must be

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PatriLususNaturae [2007-02-14 23:31:28 +0000 UTC]

Oohhh, who is she?

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ZaranVI In reply to PatriLususNaturae [2007-02-17 13:13:27 +0000 UTC]

my little dark angel with black wings and small red horns

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PatriLususNaturae In reply to ZaranVI [2007-02-17 20:40:52 +0000 UTC]

Oh, now you're being evasive?

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ZaranVI In reply to PatriLususNaturae [2007-02-25 21:43:40 +0000 UTC]

yeah

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PatriLususNaturae In reply to ZaranVI [2007-02-25 23:54:22 +0000 UTC]

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LoveInFlames [2007-02-14 23:05:11 +0000 UTC]

I just got home from the cinema with my wonderful boyfriend. I'm so happy that I have him...
I'm sorry that you are alone dear... I really miss talking to you... I really miss you...
Hope you are alright! I really do..
And even though is actually over: Happy valentines day!

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ZaranVI In reply to LoveInFlames [2007-02-17 13:12:22 +0000 UTC]

Mh, you know, i really miss you too. Would love to spend some more time with you playing wow or just talking. And thanks Lene you are wonderful

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BleedForLove [2007-02-14 22:46:46 +0000 UTC]

DUDE!
i totally know what you mean!
i feel like that too!
its ok
i love this pic btw
great job!

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ZaranVI In reply to BleedForLove [2007-02-17 13:10:11 +0000 UTC]

Well thank you!

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BleedForLove In reply to ZaranVI [2007-02-18 03:09:45 +0000 UTC]

anytime

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