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Published: 2011-03-30 14:20:30 +0000 UTC; Views: 1811; Favourites: 10; Downloads: 132
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Description I know it was my only option... it saved so many lives... But i live with this reminder. This reminder to my foolishness. How my skills can be used against us...
Is it possible to regret the right choice?

(heh, i never explore how much he regrets what he had to do... his arm and eye are his most defining feature and he feels so ashamed by it... it's just a little insight to his head)
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Comments: 27

Hpbuni [2011-04-03 21:05:03 +0000 UTC]

Wow Zed looks BAD ASS! This looks amaaaaazing! Great job!

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zededd In reply to Hpbuni [2011-04-03 22:05:21 +0000 UTC]

the leg isn't as good as i'd like... but it'll do for now

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G3MSK1 [2011-04-02 10:48:48 +0000 UTC]

i love how much you go into detail with your character, so refreshing to read a characters back story with such depth great work!

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zededd In reply to G3MSK1 [2011-04-03 18:36:19 +0000 UTC]

when i make a character, i have to make loads of them and lots of detail i'm a little obsessed with details
any questions of my characters, i'd love to answer them

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shylavender [2011-03-31 00:27:20 +0000 UTC]

this is a side i haven't seen- i take it he has many facets. i would like to know more^^

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zededd In reply to shylavender [2011-04-01 10:56:12 +0000 UTC]

ask away. i have Zed (Master of Sciences Zedorick Eddory. AKA: Zed V.2) pegged to the letter i've got all his personality and emotonal responses sorted

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shylavender In reply to zededd [2011-04-01 15:20:54 +0000 UTC]

hmm... what was his childhood like?

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zededd In reply to shylavender [2011-04-01 15:32:13 +0000 UTC]

unusual... up till age 5 he seemed normal... but that was because nobody looked at the books he was reading. Reading Stephen hawking to a child before he's born seems to have a remarkable effect.
he was home-taught by his parents, both infected by a deadly plague that was slowly killing off the planet (10% of the population remain).
they were both highly intelligent. they used to boast his whole familly line was all above and beyond the last as they go.
Zededd (early nickname) had no friends. he didn't get on with kids because he WAS smarter than them, played more complex games and thought circles around them all. when his parents eventually died, Zededd was given a HUGE inheiritance and thrust upon public shcooling at the age of fifteen... he spent one year failing everything because he wasn't interested and was sent to college to brush up

short version: loved, cared for, safe, lonley. He was very much aware of his parents slow decay and death, they hid nothing from him once he figured it out. they all said their goodbyes and Zed has done his greiving.

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shylavender In reply to zededd [2011-04-01 17:23:17 +0000 UTC]

he seems to be one of your most developed characters

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zededd In reply to shylavender [2011-04-01 18:14:00 +0000 UTC]

that's Zededd. Zed is a whole new ball of neurosies then my Mark Stu Dr Eddory... Z.E.D is the least worked out but the easiest so far

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lunarstorms [2011-03-30 20:51:58 +0000 UTC]

very nice and well made <3

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zededd In reply to lunarstorms [2011-03-30 22:57:51 +0000 UTC]

thank you

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lunarstorms In reply to zededd [2011-03-30 23:01:43 +0000 UTC]

you are most welcomes

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TheSciFiArtisan [2011-03-30 16:37:24 +0000 UTC]

not to detract from the emotion of this scene but I'd imagine the whole constantly surrounded by lovely ladies thing has got to help him deal with with his situation

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zededd In reply to TheSciFiArtisan [2011-03-30 20:03:30 +0000 UTC]

knowing that he is host to a unique pathogen which seems to have random and inconcourrent effects on people he spends a great deal of time around them tends to put a dampener on things... worse still that he knows that if he gets close to someone, that he might open up and that he will ruin everything he has made himself appear as.
that, and he knows deep down that he REALY wants to go ape and screw every woman he works with... and if he did so, he would have lost a battle against his labido.
he always wanted to be a one-woman guy... but he can't have just one woman so he has none

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TheSciFiArtisan In reply to zededd [2011-03-30 20:09:36 +0000 UTC]

you know, given all that, I wonder why he never considered just growing a new body and then downloading his consciousness into it.

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zededd In reply to TheSciFiArtisan [2011-03-30 23:13:15 +0000 UTC]

yep. he does... even though it's easier for him to re-clone the limbs... but he can't let himself... he NEEDS this reminder... he needs to remember how evil the world is and how he needs to be vigilant...
he actually goes a step further, he gets several Zed-ling drones. all perfect clones of him. all remote-controlled he can be in ten places at once they've got numbers on their heads to show which they are
but that's Z.E.D. storyline

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MasteroftheShades [2011-03-30 14:33:55 +0000 UTC]

There's always that nagging though of "Why am i doing this?"

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zededd In reply to MasteroftheShades [2011-03-30 20:09:13 +0000 UTC]

oh, he knos why he is doing it... he regrets why he did it in the past... it's more a regret of a good time he knew when he was the best and nobody could match him. now, he's the best, and everyone wants to use it for their own gain...
he has to fight his superiors (secret controllers of the whole planet) to not make weapons and killing machines

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MasteroftheShades In reply to zededd [2011-03-30 20:27:23 +0000 UTC]

Perhaps he could make a simple agreement with one of my OC's by the name of Draxdew. Draxdew, although he cannot lie, like me understands his plight. But be warned. Cheles like him have been proven to show only one change since creation: fading away when killed. Don't worry the agreement will likely be a simple small payment.

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zededd In reply to MasteroftheShades [2011-03-30 23:08:33 +0000 UTC]

luckilly, Zed gets over it... after he is neurologically hacked, turned into a megalomanic, narcisistic monster who tries to take over the world and has to mentally re-take his own brain... he comes back a better man... two of them but eventually gets around to fixing that and lives an... extended good life where he is true to himself and his desires

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MasteroftheShades In reply to zededd [2011-03-31 19:30:22 +0000 UTC]

I see... Cheles still make good allies in case someone tries to remove him...

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zededd In reply to MasteroftheShades [2011-04-01 10:44:18 +0000 UTC]

naah, Zed's good... for now... he goes totally insane when someone hacks him but that's expected i suppose

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MasteroftheShades In reply to zededd [2011-04-01 15:30:41 +0000 UTC]

I see...

I've just a real WTF moment... A Trollface just appeared then disappeared as I was reading another comment...

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zededd In reply to MasteroftheShades [2011-04-01 15:34:26 +0000 UTC]

april fools

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MasteroftheShades In reply to zededd [2011-04-01 15:43:48 +0000 UTC]

I thought so...

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GothicVampireFreak [2011-03-30 14:29:22 +0000 UTC]

Cute

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