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.1.
I don't trust anyone. Not fully.
I don't trust the boy who saw me at my weakest,
nor the girl who has known me for near seven years.
I don't trust the woman who birthed me,
nor the father who split his DNA to give me mine.
2.
I am ok losing in the game of love,
but being forgotten in the game of love ...
terrifies me.
3.
I no longer want to fight.
I want to lay down my weapons
and put this weary body to rest.
It was a good flight,
a good fight.
But even the best fall down sometimes and love,
you are so very far from the best.
4.
I m so determined that I don't deserve happiness.
So determined to shoulder these feelings of hatred and doubt and fear
and if need be I would take the weight of the world onto my shoulders as well.
I will not break. I will bend. But I will not break. I will take their pain away, give them a new slate
but mine shall remain forever marred
this soul screaming for someone to save it.
A pity the world is deaf.
5.
Anger and jealously swell within this chest of mine,
it makes my blood rush and the demons I thought I had set free snarl in their cages.
I know I need to express this.
Know I need to vent or tell someone just to get it out.
But ... to do so would be to place my burdens on another.
A rock does not need the assistance of other rocks to stay strong.
I do not need you, or her or anyone.
These words will be enough.
They have to be.
