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# About me
Hi, I'm Aki! I'm a genderfluid pansexual who uses he/she pronouns. I write fanfiction and draw, but I don't do it as often anymore. I would like to thank everyone who still read my old works, sometimes I wish I could go back to those days but it seems like I can't.I'm sorry to anyone who wants content but I really can't right now.
I also have some issues with this site tbh and the old content I have created. I'm not going to delete though, I'm sure some people love my old work.
But I'm here and if you want to message me, go right ahead! I don't mind.
(deviantID picture drawn by me)
# Comments
Comments: 1118
PrussianBlueBarbeau [2016-01-02 09:12:56 +0000 UTC]
Hello child that I haven't spoken too in so long that I want to talk to again bc I miss you; how's everything going? Are you alright?
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109144 In reply to PrussianBlueBarbeau [2016-01-02 09:18:51 +0000 UTC]
Hi! Yeah, it's been a while. I missed you too!! Not really doing so well, kinda screaming at myself. How about you?
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PrussianBlueBarbeau In reply to 109144 [2016-01-02 09:42:03 +0000 UTC]
bab, don't be mean to yourself! You're just going to get yourself down in the dumps and that's the last thing you should do! Encourage yourself, or at least try. we all fuck up so don't get to blue about it. How I'm doing isn't important right now, it's your well being; if you need to talk about it, i have and open mind and heart.
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109144 In reply to PrussianBlueBarbeau [2016-01-02 09:48:55 +0000 UTC]
Thanks. I'm mostly upset becuase I got gay feelings for someone else and that's a problem because I'm already dating someone??? And everyone's like "it's perfectly normal dont worry!!" but I am worrying anyways!! It feels like I'm cheating here, you know? The person I'm crushing on lives like thousands of miles of way and well I'm screwed
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PrussianBlueBarbeau In reply to 109144 [2016-01-02 10:08:53 +0000 UTC]
Oh, this is easy. No worries, now, they're right. This is perfectly normal, but if you're feeling guilty, then tell your significant other, alright? If they say they're fine about it then there you go. If they take it horribly tell them that you were telling them because you felt guilty about it and wanted to get if off your chest. It's best if you tackle the situation head on instead of avoiding it or beating around the bush. If they care about you or are reasonable then they'd understand. if you feel obligated to break up with them because you feel guilty then do so. that shows you trust them and you feel like they deserve better. Overall, just be open, okay? Not being open and happy is what foils a relationship.
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109144 In reply to PrussianBlueBarbeau [2016-01-02 10:18:46 +0000 UTC]
Yeah, I guess. I've been really hesitant to talk to them about it. I guess there was nothing stopping me from telling them. I don't think I had a reason not to tell them besides that I felt guilty about it. I think it'll be alright, but at the same time I'm not sure. They've been a little distant? Or maybe that was me. Idk we're both not communicating too well at the moment. I don't really want to break up with them over this one guy I just met recently. But I'm not 100% sure about how they feel about me since I asked them out, after all.
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PrussianBlueBarbeau In reply to 109144 [2016-01-02 10:28:27 +0000 UTC]
If you're feeling distant that's more of a reason to talk to them. They probably have something to get off their chest too.Β
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109144 In reply to PrussianBlueBarbeau [2016-01-02 10:39:00 +0000 UTC]
Yeah. They're normally distant, actually. I just get tired of trying to catch up sometimes and stop talking to them for about a week or so.
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PrussianBlueBarbeau In reply to 109144 [2016-01-02 10:45:39 +0000 UTC]
you don't want any relationship go sour; it might effect yours or the others outlook on dating in a negative way. Catch up with them and tell them, but let them say what they need to before you tell the about who you feel attracted to.
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109144 In reply to PrussianBlueBarbeau [2016-01-02 10:52:21 +0000 UTC]
Okay. Though I doubt they have much to say the response is usually the same. At the same time, I'm not sure how to approach the subject. "Hey, so I started feeling attracted to this one guy"???
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PrussianBlueBarbeau In reply to 109144 [2016-01-02 11:02:18 +0000 UTC]
just say, "Hey, i have to tell you something i feel guilty about. I'm feeling attracted to someone else but they live far away. I'm pretty confused and I just want to know if you're okay with this."
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109144 In reply to PrussianBlueBarbeau [2016-01-02 11:11:38 +0000 UTC]
Okay, thanks for helping me.^^ I didn't really want to approach them about it before but now I guess I probably should, since the guilt feels weird.
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PrussianBlueBarbeau In reply to 109144 [2016-01-02 11:21:19 +0000 UTC]
No problem! i am always willing to help
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109144 In reply to PrussianBlueBarbeau [2016-01-02 11:26:06 +0000 UTC]
You are too kind for this world.
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PrussianBlueBarbeau In reply to 109144 [2016-01-02 11:27:05 +0000 UTC]
lies. i am satan--
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109144 In reply to PrussianBlueBarbeau [2016-01-02 11:35:27 +0000 UTC]
pfft I was going to say something weird next but i decided not to.
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PrussianBlueBarbeau In reply to 109144 [2016-01-02 11:40:22 +0000 UTC]
lmao what was it?
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109144 In reply to PrussianBlueBarbeau [2016-01-02 11:45:29 +0000 UTC]
nope its nothing the world shall never know.(:
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109144 In reply to PrussianBlueBarbeau [2016-01-02 11:52:43 +0000 UTC]
(: how are you? since we've mostly been talking about my problems
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109144 In reply to PrussianBlueBarbeau [2016-01-02 11:59:49 +0000 UTC]
Yeah.XD besides my gayness ive been procrastnating all night.:/
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PrussianBlueBarbeau In reply to 109144 [2016-01-02 12:05:44 +0000 UTC]
all i ever do anymore is procrastinate..
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109144 In reply to PrussianBlueBarbeau [2016-01-02 12:10:20 +0000 UTC]
pretty much. how's your break been??
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PrussianBlueBarbeau In reply to 109144 [2016-01-02 12:54:25 +0000 UTC]
meh, parents giving me hell. so pretty normal lmao.
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109144 In reply to PrussianBlueBarbeau [2016-01-02 14:01:17 +0000 UTC]
That sucks. I'm not even sure when you sent this but I apologize. Also I've been up literally 24 hours im exhausted and might as well sleep.
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PrussianBlueBarbeau In reply to 109144 [2016-01-02 14:39:31 +0000 UTC]
it's p normal. i'm used to it. you need to sleep child.
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ReinaKitty274 [2015-10-06 19:42:15 +0000 UTC]
Happy birthday! I hope you have a wonderful day! <3
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109144 In reply to ReinaKitty274 [2015-10-06 23:35:50 +0000 UTC]
Thank you! it was good!
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Akatsukilover115 [2015-10-06 17:10:00 +0000 UTC]
Happy birthday and have a lovely day today!!!! πππππ
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109144 In reply to Akatsukilover115 [2015-10-06 23:36:26 +0000 UTC]
Thank you! Ye, it was good.
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109144 In reply to KlTTY-FACE [2015-09-23 04:35:44 +0000 UTC]
Haha, yes?XD I already said good night to you like 30 min ago but pffft. What's up?XD Finding my old, weeaboo trash okay? That's good. People still like these fanfics.
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109144 In reply to KlTTY-FACE [2015-09-23 04:48:07 +0000 UTC]
Nah, it's chill. I type up some stuff on here about my personal life sometimes. I even wrote about you in one of my journals! Ya get to see secrets on here I keep away from my crush because seriously embarrassing stuff.XD
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KlTTY-FACE In reply to 109144 [2015-09-23 04:50:04 +0000 UTC]
nah dont worry bout it xDΒ
idk tbh i hardly ever read journals anywayΒ
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109144 In reply to KlTTY-FACE [2015-09-23 04:53:27 +0000 UTC]
Okay. But seriously, I don't want anything leaking out from here too much.DX God, what if my crush found out pffft
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KlTTY-FACE In reply to 109144 [2015-09-23 05:06:42 +0000 UTC]
dont worry bout it ! i usually forget
things anyway tbfh
ye i know the feelΒ
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109144 In reply to LadyTudor [2015-05-24 16:47:13 +0000 UTC]
Good morning!:3 How are you? Haven't talked to you in a while!!
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LadyTudor In reply to 109144 [2015-05-24 16:49:29 +0000 UTC]
I've been doing alright and yeah I wanted to talk to you since its been a very long time. x.xΒ
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109144 In reply to LadyTudor [2015-05-25 05:34:16 +0000 UTC]
That's good!:3 It has! I've been pretty busy, but I think that's kinda an excuse cuz I make like a journal every day or so ha ha. I haven't really been writing stories.:/ Sorry I didn't reply earlier, I was playing card games with my cousin and sisters (more liked force lol) and I was knocked out cuz I had a bad fever.D: I'm feeling ok now, I suppose.
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LadyTudor In reply to 109144 [2015-05-25 14:17:48 +0000 UTC]
Lol it's alright. Also I do hope you do get feeling fully better.
I have been sick but haven't told anyone shhhhhhhhhhh. I
have also been very busy with projects. I have 7 due tomorrow
x.x I definitely not ready for that.Β
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109144 In reply to LadyTudor [2015-05-25 19:22:22 +0000 UTC]
Oh, I'm better today.^^ Ah, you should take care of yourself, dear!
That's a lot of projects. I hope you do well!
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LadyTudor In reply to 109144 [2015-05-25 22:14:38 +0000 UTC]
Nah I suck at taking care of myself and yeah I am working on all of the projects x.xΒ
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