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# Statistics
Favourites: 367; Deviations: 14; Watchers: 5
Watching: 64; Pageviews: 5234; Comments Made: 203; Friends: 64
# Interests
Favorite visual artist: http://thepuppet1987.deviantart.com/ @thepuppet1987Favorite movies: I cant pick a movie, because theres so many I love.
Favorite TV shows: same here.
Favorite bands / musical artists: Fall out Boy. 💖 And ¡Mindless Self Indulgence! ‼😊 Also, Three Day(s) Grace. ‼✅✅✅
Favorite books: Cinder, Dead City, Into the wild, and Forest of Secrets.
Favorite writers: Can't pick one lol.
Favorite games: Fnaf1-2-3-4
Favorite gaming platform: idk
Tools of the Trade: ?
Other Interests: Blue Exorcist, animals, and food. Lol 😁
# About me
I live in Springfield Missouri with my dog and cat. Most of the time, I read creepypasta, but I also like writing and watching YouTube. The sad thing is, I get depressed a lot and haven't written anything yet, but at the moment I'm working on something.# Comments
Comments: 51
ExcaliburBlade [2016-01-13 01:46:02 +0000 UTC]
Thank you again for
The QuestionWhy hope,
why dream,
and look towards the future
if all you’ve ever known
is darkness
Every time you grasp
a thread of light
of hope
it only turns
to dust and ash
to be blown away
by the wind
For every dream
you do have
a thousand nightmares
do follow
erasing the dreams
replacing them with
fear and terror
Every time a smile
bless thy lips
it quickly turns
to a tearful from
burning
at thy heart
The future
is so dark and dreary
that you can’t even see
the stone ahead of you
which is
quickly sinking into the mud
So I ask
why, why
dream, hope,
and look to the future
if dreariness
and darkness
is all
you’ve ever known. I'm happy to know your enjoying my work.
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ExcaliburBlade [2015-12-31 02:48:38 +0000 UTC]
Thank you ever so much for ing
The WordThe word
echoes to the depths
of my heart
slowly ripping it to shreds
in search
of its own meaning
The word
shall never be heard
for the wind
has forever
plucked it from the air
before it can reach
the ear
The void grows
echoing inside
forevermore
till the word is said
and the meaning
in known
but it shall never be
The pain is to great
for the lack of it
I cannot stand it anymore
since I need to know
the word
What the word is
I shall never know
since
it seems
I’m never meant to know
it’s meaning,
The Sky Burns My EyesAye the sky burns my eyes,
only leaving the bloody sockets
of their existence behind.
The light starts to burn my flesh
and so I cast myself into the shadows
to hide myself from the sky's burning gaze,
to safe what left of I.
I lay there in the fetal position
regaining my once great strength,
that now leaves my grasp.
The shadows the darkness
the ever-growing woes of the world
now seep into the void
that is left behind.
Filling it with it's unholy power,
filling it to its rim,
over flowing it does.
New eyes form in the lost ones place,
no longer eyes that were burnt by the light,
no,
eyes of darkness,
they now see only that,
even in the light of day.
The reflection of the soul,
that and
The Wondering Spirits We wondering spirits hear the cry,
we hear the need to wonder.
We seek, for what we don’t understand,
we nonetheless we walk the land.
The land shall become our home,
it shall be our mother’s hand,
living off the land’s bounty,
we shall wonder the land.
We wonder searching the truth of the land,
the truth of the heart shall sing to us,
in or dreams shall echo the truth of the heart,
the land shall tell us what the truth is.
We wondering spirits hear the cry,
we hear the need to wonder.
We seek for what we don’t understand,
we nonetheless we walk the land.
The land shall be our home,
we will wonder it till the end,
we shall hear its cry until the end,
we shall wonder till the truth is known.
The truth of the heart of a wondering spirit,
the truth is unknown till the end,
When everything shall become so clear,. I'm really glad you like my older poetry.
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ExcaliburBlade In reply to BakemonoChanSoul [2016-01-11 01:30:21 +0000 UTC]
Thank you. A lot of the homes of recently posted are ones that are written a long time ago. I've only recently started to get back into writing poetry.
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ExcaliburBlade [2015-12-15 22:24:00 +0000 UTC]
Thank you again for ing
Relearning My Love of Writing Recently I have been posting some my older poems onto deviant art. It was in the attempt of trying to get back into touch with my creative side and get back to writing. I haven't written any poetry since the end of high school which was back in the year 2000. In the years following high school I lost touch with my love of writing. Losing touch with writing I lost a part of myself that I only now realized that I lost. Writing was such an important part of younger life there wasn’t a day that I wasn’t writing in some scribbler some story or poem. But in the last ten years I haven’t written for the enjoyment of writing but only to carry out on school assignment or another. I may have written a blog or two for Deviant Art but that not the same.
I recall exactly where I lost my love for writing. Shortly after graduating high school I tried a Professional Writing Diploma course at my local college. It was my and commenting on it.
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ExcaliburBlade [2015-12-09 06:49:53 +0000 UTC]
Thank you for ing
I Can Never Tell YouI can never tell
the secret I have
the feelings I now feel
that runs deep
into my soul.
They are,
so fierce,
so chaotic,
I don't know
what to do.
They are so confusing
everything is jumbled up
its as if
I can't see clearly anymore.
How can I tell you
when even I
don't know the words
that should be said
HOW!!
How can I you tell you,
this secrets,
these feelings,
they don't have words
that can be said
by me,
to you.
NO!!
I must never tell them,
this secret,
these feelings.
must never be said
out loud.
So deep do they run,
they may never come out,
out of fear,
of telling you.
For I
can never tell you
that I…
That I… …
care for you…,
? Life ?So what’s so important about it
that everyone wants it so
something so fleeting
that everyone hangs on
for all it’s worth
What is it worth
that time pecks away
like a bird to a tree
forever beating its beak
against its trunk
Is it worth
the toil
that we must face
throughout our days
The things
we must see
the things
we must do
just to continue
When it is done
what can you say
when you are done
Do you give a list
numbering
what you have done
Do you find yourself
when you look
upon your list
that only one word
comes to mind
Nothing?
With what we are given
is that all
we have to show
Nothing?
With all we can do
the things
that are about
is Nothing
all we can do
If that’s the answer
yo and
KnightI stand on guard
protecting those
under my care
never moving
from my post
I shall forever be vigilant
ready to fight
ready to die
for those I care about
For it is
my duty
my honor
my reason for living
to protect those
under my care
though out the night
and for the days
that surely will follow
never moving
from my post. It really warms my that your liking my poems.
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ExcaliburBlade [2015-12-08 23:36:21 +0000 UTC]
Thank you for ing
Recovering and Mental Health We need time to recover from lost or other types of traumatic events in our lives. Everyone experience some form of mental or emotional trauma in their lives that they personally have to deal with. Everyone will need a point and time where they have to recover their emotional and mental strengths again. How long these recovering periods can be vary from person to person depending on their own individual history and what caused them to be drained. Sometimes we can’t recover emotionally or mentally on our own and we need help to do that.This directly relates to support structures and will lead into theorpy I’ve been undergoing for the past year.
There has been a stigma of mental health for many years. Somehow the idea of mental issues or illness makes you look weak, different or even deranged. But that shouldn't be the case. We shouldn’t be looking down on people battle with depression or other psychological issues. Peop.
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ExcaliburBlade [2015-12-06 06:48:05 +0000 UTC]
Thank you for ing
Her FaceI looked down upon her face
her eyes were like
glowing diamonds in the night
stars hanging in the forever expanding sky
Her eyes looked up, back to me
holding the purest joy,
holding pure innocent
a newly born child could not compare
The smile tells unknown secrets
that can never be said
but they are shown
through the spirit of her face
Joy, Happiness
is all that could be seen
all that the smile would ever
allow to ever be seen
Her joy upon her face
sores into I
turning my frown
into a smile, forever more
The joy, the happiness
seeps into my heart
entering every pore of my being
banishing the sorrow that lies within
Her face
a child’s innocence
but a woman’s beauty
it is
It all encompasses me
surrounds me
warming my once cold heart
the very core o and
Holding HerHe holds her in his arms,
carrying her over the threshold of beyond.
A look of pride and joy emerges upon his face,
a bashful look indeed.
He holds her close to his chest,
warming her, caressing her.
To him she is a diamond,
more rare and beautiful to gaze at.
A gem, a jewel, a precious stone,
more priceless then all worldly possessions.
She trustingly lets him carry her off,
into the unknown.
Limp in his arm,
innocent as a new born child.
Joy and happiness,
the only signs upon her face,
signs of life they are.
She all trusting,
looks forward,
allowing him to take her forward.
She does not resists.
Together they set forth,
into the night sky,
into the unknown,
with smiles on their faces.. Also for the watch on
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Tsunaamii [2015-12-01 23:49:40 +0000 UTC]
Thank you, hon, for Favoriting my Newest Comic:
R!EENE: Maverick
If you know of anyone else that are fans of EENE, please let them know about this comic! I'd love to see this blow up............ in a good way!!
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BakemonoChanSoul In reply to hazelwolfmallark [2015-11-28 02:47:09 +0000 UTC]
No prob dudette 👍
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Nesallienna [2015-10-21 11:35:00 +0000 UTC]
Thanks so much for adding my artwork to your favs <3
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Blacklotiss [2015-09-26 22:08:11 +0000 UTC]
Thanks for the watch! Really appreciate the support.
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BakemonoChanSoul In reply to IggySlash [2015-09-22 23:10:43 +0000 UTC]
⌒.⌒
Welcome & Thank you.
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hologh0st [2015-09-17 04:10:47 +0000 UTC]
Sowwy I don't know if I can really do that face tutorial thing Lol I tried but it turned out terrible x-x so is there anything you want me to draw beside tutorials?
Again, gomen
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BakemonoChanSoul In reply to hologh0st [2015-09-17 19:59:17 +0000 UTC]
It's okay! Hummm.... Could you draw Rin Okumura off of Blue Exorcist?
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Artsgeek [2015-09-01 10:09:47 +0000 UTC]
Welcome to Deviantart!!
Here is your welcomes party:
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BakemonoChanSoul In reply to Artsgeek [2015-09-01 20:55:00 +0000 UTC]
Thanks! 😃🚀 ^3^😊😆✅ *♡*✅
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