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BlazeReaper
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[2007-05-28 22:20:01 +0000 UTC]
"A bored little F#%@$^ .... X3"
(United States)
# Statistics
Favourites: 476; Deviations: 91; Watchers: 32
Watching: 35; Pageviews: 14114; Comments Made: 1760; Friends: 35
# Interests
Favorite visual artist: BleedmanFavorite bands / musical artists: J-Rock, Bowling for Soup,
Favorite games: Yu-Gi-Oh!, Kingdom Hearts, Arcade Classics rebooted.
# Comments
Comments: 422
Hey you!
OMG thank you so much for the 
Greez
Miya
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haha, your very welcome :3
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congrats either way
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well no offense dude but I couldn't care less. After so many months of thinking and being utterly alone my only real thought of your engagement is that it's probably just a ploy so you and whomever your with can make yourselves feel better in what you guys might call a "bad life".
Call me a dick or asshole if you want, i wouldn't blame you. But I choice honesty so FU.
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hi. look, i'm really really really sorry. i know the last person you probly want to hear from right now is me. i promise you, cross my heart and hope to die (witch i do anyway) i didn't lie to you. now, that i finally got the courage to apologize, i find that your gone. i'm so so so so sorry for hurting you. i hope you can forgive me.
Alice.
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if you want forgiveness then it's yours. I don't care anymore. It always about everyone else so why fight it?
I barely got to talk to you, all the evidence pointed to you lying to me, and it took you forever to even comment on me saying i was single again. Even though I saw you on several times before that. Then when I make my argument you just attacked me and ran away hiding behind the blacklist on the only way I had to contact you directly. Why should I believe you at all? You never gave me a shred of evidence that you are who you say you are. For god sake I heard your friends voice and that was not the voice of someone around 18.
Idk what the hell to believe or to understand. Mostly I never got a chance to get to know you as i would have liked and it's your fault cause you had my number. If you are 19 now, then it shouldn't be too much trouble to find some kind of phone say at your friends house or a pay phone. But nothing. I got nothing from you and that is what gets me the most.
so whatever, you're forgiven.
oh and fyi... no 19 year old would use witch instead of which.
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yeah. i know. i'm just a complete coward is all. (and a bad speller) i just wanted forgiveness... and i don't know what else to say, and i know i'm really stupid.
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well lucky for you, you hurt me the least out of all these people that calmed
to care about me. I don't think I will ever understand why people just hate me when I need them the most but fuck it. You think you're close to suicide? Just try literally having nobody you can talk to, and when you do you're too afraid to talk about how you really cause you just need a friend to hang with. I don't even have my family to lean on anymore.
So stop whining and go live a life that we both know you have. If you are 19 then act your age. =_=
No matter how much I want to get close I doubt you would even try to prove anything to me.
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I coloured the Tattoo thingy... but seeing as you're leaving dA... here's the link. Hope I didn't disappoint!
[link]
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HAHAHA! 
thanks for that XP
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not much not much, yourself?
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Aww that sucks. Play some video games?
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lol yeah that's what I do >D I love to play online fps then :3
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cool, i do every now and then, rpgs more often though.
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nice 8D I'm not into rping so much. but I love messing with rpers lol
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Cassie and I both agreed to end things between her and I. We can't be there for each other, the age difference and all, too. So, eh. Just thought I'd try to be friends with you or some shit. 
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Well... I guess I should update my journal but here's a basic idea. First of all I will say I have mixed feels about you two breaking up, glad, sad, angry, understanding, a lot. But that's also cause I'm so fucking messed up. These pills I'm taking don't seem to do anything. I'm always depressed. only time I am happy is after I had cried or beat myself till I'm numb . I'm surrounded by people that either don't care about me or have already hurt me in the past. The only time I have been truly happy was when I was with Cassie and I know that will never happen again. Cause even though I gave up everything she let me it wasn't enough, and I was willing to do so much more dude, you have no idea.
The only good thing(if you wanna call it that) is that these pills seem to make it impossible for me to think about suicide. Problem is I want to die so badly. Yet I can't even think of it. I'm now stuck in a worse hell then I already was! And all... because I put trust into those I cared for... I'm such a sick fuck up dude.
So you wanna still be friends? HA!
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Yeah, I pretty much still do. o.o
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*shrugs* do what you want then
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Do you wanna be friends? o.o
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Do at this point I really don't know. I'm so far gone and withdrawn I can't even feel sorry for someone that was there for me when they need me. I'm broken as shit and that's why I asked if you were sure. I won't be any good for anyone for months.
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BlazeReaper! Latin Guys appriciate your Help! Gracias
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Dinata X3
Sorry if i didn't spell that right.
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thanks! i didn't make it though X3 yours is really cute too
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gursh so bored cant wait to get outta my house
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yea i know what you mean =/
well summer is here 
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