CelestiaLfires In reply to supersmilehappy [2008-09-12 20:49:48 +0000 UTC]

sometimes I get myself a little wild sorry
On what have you been working lately?

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supersmilehappy In reply to CelestiaLfires [2008-09-13 02:29:17 +0000 UTC]

no prollem

i cant type fast enough to get away with that

im working on writing songs, im trying to put pain in them, but i dont want it to be awkward for people when i play them, so im hiding them, just like an abstract except ive stopped doing that in my abstracts.
anyways ive always like witty clever songs

i am also working with stamps to do repetition

and whitout because it adds to my office feel, and because somebody gave me some whiteout. i put the whiteout first, i havnt had to cover anything yet

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CelestiaLfires In reply to supersmilehappy [2008-09-12 17:19:15 +0000 UTC]

Not that I have been doin mush lately

Its just atha I was Just starting again to draw after having being having been inflicted dark dmg

So forth Scan the shit,
Do happen

Anyway It's been a while so don't change much just striking with my matches you know

Just that im listening to pink floid against the will of my roommate I must say.

And sometimes I feel like speaking a robot, SSo its true you have a community here.?

Then I must say I'm still afraid of cars now
And I can't stand having to stand in a line to empathise with others.

Fuuuulnes is upon others
.

Phl

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supersmilehappy In reply to CelestiaLfires [2008-09-13 02:24:27 +0000 UTC]

i havnt been doing much lately either, partially because ive been doing too much.
school is a bitch, im under stress, waah, my parents dont really like me much, and this is the hardest school year ill have. i dont have any time to myself. im hoping a study drug can fix this for me, cuz it makes me unhappy.

i know ive been lazy too, uploading is also annoying if you have a bad connection

my mom took all my matches away, i have a lighter

my school plays pink floyd on the speakers at the end of the day. the busdriver plays horrible one hit wonders

no community, just friends. there are communities here, and im friends with people in those communities, but im not really in one

cars freak me out, im supposed to think about getting a license soon but i dont want to drive. i almost got runover by a douchebag in a big black car, i gave him the special middle finger/suck. i was basically at a freeway with stoplights, it was very public and i was proud.

lines suck, but they wouldnt be so bad if we were in england and they were called queues

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CelestiaLfires In reply to supersmilehappy [2008-09-14 00:00:32 +0000 UTC]

Many blessings my friend

Sooo I like you humor

I can say that this can make you a good person

So tell me 10 random things about yourself..??

lol

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supersmilehappy In reply to CelestiaLfires [2008-09-14 01:16:22 +0000 UTC]

my name is kiyoshi, im 14

i sing opera, i used to be tenor, i became baritone when i got in to alcohol

i go to a french school lycee francais la perouse. i hate it there, my mom forces me to go. neither of my parents are french

my dad is japanese he grows weed in the garden. he has a tan from working outside that makes him look like a mexican

i do drugs: alcohol, mushrooms, i used to smoke weed but it didnt do anything (maybe cuz my dad)


i burn myself occasionally, but im definitely not an emo. or at least i hope not

i have really bad cardiovascular health

people think im original

i end up meeting a lot of weird people on public transportation (i live in san anselmo, across the bridge from san francisco)

i needed help from [link] , to write this, she knows more about me than i do, which is kinda scary




ok now you owe me 10

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CelestiaLfires In reply to z0mbeh-cakes [2008-09-08 15:33:58 +0000 UTC]

I will
but till then im still limited to paper. ;l

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z0mbeh-cakes In reply to CelestiaLfires [2008-09-10 13:55:06 +0000 UTC]

Ah, it's cool.

No rush, no rush. C:

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CelestiaLfires In reply to z0mbeh-cakes [2008-09-10 17:28:20 +0000 UTC]

lol

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CelestiaLfires In reply to insanity-reactor [2008-09-09 16:38:42 +0000 UTC]

nop dude
should be posting as soon I get access to a scanner big enough

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CelestiaLfires In reply to supersmilehappy [2008-08-13 18:28:42 +0000 UTC]

I do plan to upload, but as yet i dont have easy access to a computer.
I really do appreciate ur artwork.
For how long have u been drawing abstracts?

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supersmilehappy In reply to CelestiaLfires [2008-08-14 06:03:45 +0000 UTC]

thanks, ive been doing abstracts for three or four years, they've changed a lot along the way, ive had no art classes at all yet, i learned everything myslf, i plan on taking classes soon though. i remember before i had a scanner i had friends scan drawings for me. do you plan on uploading abstracts? its really difficult to get awknowledged with abstracts, it seems like the most popular people here do fanart and other anime related things

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CelestiaLfires In reply to supersmilehappy [2008-08-14 09:36:32 +0000 UTC]

Yes, true
but u can find interesting stuff here nthere
anyway abstraction is for me more a way of thinking than only art
the last few years were really destructive for me I destroyed most of my material and stopped drawing allover.

All I can say is I started drawing again
And its the one most thing that makes me feel alive...

Igot so much pissed off at school these last years but the only thing that I really appreciated were my art classes.

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supersmilehappy In reply to CelestiaLfires [2008-08-15 02:07:21 +0000 UTC]

ya abstract is great because you have to everything yourself, all the textures, the shapes, the composition, but many people veiw it as something that cant be done wrong and therefore requires no skill.
ive had a couple of problems like that. as you can tell ive avoided material as much as i can. expensive paints and fancy papers really stress me out.

as far as school goes, i just let that shit go, you learn to appreciate classes more when theyre all about art

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CelestiaLfires In reply to supersmilehappy [2008-08-15 14:02:14 +0000 UTC]

I only did a few classes of drawing and painting, but it actually gave me drive to continue furter

I have been living in montreal for 4 years now and the two last years were really stacked with stranger experiences of pain and spiritual freedom. Made me so much nore sensitive and creative. And I can now draw far more inspired than I ever thought possible. After all I decided to move to the country side with my girlfriend to see what Crazy wonders awaits me there.
Il try to post as soon as I can

Nice adds by the way

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supersmilehappy In reply to CelestiaLfires [2008-08-16 02:10:01 +0000 UTC]

thanks, sounds cool cept the country seems a bit scary
you a sadmas?

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CelestiaLfires In reply to supersmilehappy [2008-08-17 18:32:49 +0000 UTC]

Sadmas??

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supersmilehappy In reply to CelestiaLfires [2008-08-18 01:55:08 +0000 UTC]

you know a sadomasochist, sounded a bit with what you said about pain and spiritual freedom it sounded a bit like it

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CelestiaLfires In reply to supersmilehappy [2008-08-21 21:14:16 +0000 UTC]

I guess its right that after you have suffered so much U decide that you wont suffer anymore. Not by giving up on what makes you suffer, but by giving a new meaning to your deepest self. Freedom Feels like having no identity at all, but the only ID we have is the one that was given to us upon birth. The rest, is there to be transcended, or transgressed... LoL

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