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# Statistics
Favourites: 576; Deviations: 56; Watchers: 18
Watching: 76; Pageviews: 8282; Comments Made: 994; Friends: 76
# Interests
Favorite visual artist: Azer, Matsuri HinoFavorite movies: The Blade Trilogy, Anything by Tarantino, A Streetcar Named Desire, The Pokemon movies.
Favorite TV shows: True Blood, Supernatural, The Batman, Family Guy, South Park, Pokemon, Hellsing.
Favorite bands / musical artists: Rammstein, Bring Me The Horizon, The Clash, The Beatles, Barcelona, Architects, Lady Gaga, Evanescence, Marylin Manson.
Favorite books: Pretty Things, The Edge Chronicles, Vampire Knight
Favorite games: Pokemon (All Gens), Tetris, Angry Birds, Plants vs Zombies, Super Mario 2
Favorite gaming platform: Nintendo DS
Tools of the Trade: Pencils, camera, laptop and tea.
Other Interests: Writing, reading, drawing, photography, comic books, cartoons, being ace.
# About me
Hello thur.My name is Chaz, I like the snappy-snappy-picture-takey, the scribbly-scribbly-drawy-pawy, and the tippy-tappy-story typey.
I re-birthed myself on this site for many reasons. Mostly just to make a name for myself as a serious artist, starting from the bottom. Not to pick any fights, not to purposefully form a friendship group. Just to art and to appreciate art.
Tumblr: raisedbypugs.tumblr.com/
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# Comments
Comments: 122
Yoru-the-Rogue [2014-01-10 21:53:30 +0000 UTC]
Happy birthday, Chaz!! ;A; I've missed you.
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zoeythara [2014-01-10 20:01:49 +0000 UTC]
Happy birthday!!!!!
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Your presents consist of a llama Β and this here virtual cake ppsssst *whispers*Β it's actually a cupcake *_*
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Boschian-Fantasies [2013-12-26 01:11:21 +0000 UTC]
Funny how you're such a hardcore feminist who hates the male gender and think that women in (consensual) sexual situations is demeaning and sexist. But you are okay with yaoi and gay porn that objectifies gay men as your personal sex objects. Hypocrite much? I say so.
I hope you don't have any gay or bisexual males friends in real life. Because most intelligent gay and bisexual men are disgusted with women who take advantage of their sexuality and treat them like their personal sex objects. Women like that sicken me.
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Chazizard In reply to Boschian-Fantasies [2014-03-31 02:16:29 +0000 UTC]
I'm a gay man.
You idiot.
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Boschian-Fantasies In reply to Chazizard [2014-03-31 02:33:43 +0000 UTC]
Oh, I'm sorry. No need to insult me. It's a just a misunderstanding. Take a chill pill of Pete's sake.
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Chazizard In reply to Boschian-Fantasies [2014-04-05 22:34:28 +0000 UTC]
See it's funny that for some reason, when I told you my gender, your respect for me magically went up. Might want to check that misogyny of yours.
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Boschian-Fantasies In reply to Chazizard [2014-04-05 22:39:43 +0000 UTC]
I'm not being a misogynist. Since when was hating shitty, poorly written female characters being sexist?
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Chazizard In reply to Boschian-Fantasies [2014-04-06 08:20:44 +0000 UTC]
I have no idea what you're talking about but you seemed to be really ready to bring me to justice until you found out I was male.
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zoeythara [2013-10-15 22:11:52 +0000 UTC]
oh thanks so much for the watch it really means a lot ^^
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Chazizard In reply to zoeythara [2013-10-15 00:52:21 +0000 UTC]
EEeeee thank YOU for letting me join!
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zoeythara In reply to Chazizard [2013-10-15 00:54:33 +0000 UTC]
XD no problem thank you for joining
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Chazizard In reply to zoeythara [2013-10-15 01:04:11 +0000 UTC]
If you have a chance could you check out my fanfic, an acceptance of insignificance? I'd really appreciate it, my boyfriend and I spent for-freaking-ever making sure Vaas' character was spot on. Be warned though, thar be feels.Β Β
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zoeythara In reply to Chazizard [2013-10-15 01:13:43 +0000 UTC]
zljzxdhzkxfbzx FEELS *rolls on floor*
((I love it I'm just trying to escape my feels)) FEELS *0*
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Yoru-the-Rogue [2013-07-14 22:11:17 +0000 UTC]
*waves arms like an idiot*
[link]
ROOK'S GREATEST LIFELONG BATTLE CONTINUES.
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Chazizard In reply to Gypa [2013-06-29 20:32:44 +0000 UTC]
Ethical?
AHAHA
AHAHAHA
The privilege emanating from you is tangiable. How wonderful it must be to be you.
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Chazizard In reply to Gypa [2013-06-29 21:40:49 +0000 UTC]
Uh hey dumbass
There is a scientific difference between sex and gender. You're just undereducated and a sheltered wee duckling.
But congratulations you are my first case of transphobic harassment
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Gypa In reply to Chazizard [2013-06-29 22:04:30 +0000 UTC]
I'm fright the only person here that lacks proper ground to reason properly his POV is you not me.
There is no such thing as transgender. [link]
If want get serious.
Thereal is no such thing as transhopic eather. When I'm stating obvious facts that have some serious problem with.
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Chazizard In reply to Gypa [2013-06-29 22:40:43 +0000 UTC]
What you're denying is something recognized by law, medicine, society and science, even if we are treated like shit. Throwing me some obscure article written by a straight cis man is going to do jack fucking shit.
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Gypa In reply to Chazizard [2013-06-29 23:28:29 +0000 UTC]
First of there many things made into laws that shouldn't be laws. And there haw been laws through out human history that have caused society more harm than good. For example slavery was legal in many countries until the 19th century. In US to 1865. Current laws that makes good case regarding harmful laws are copyright laws for examples, other laws that can be questioned are laws regarding gun ownership (in us), as well as law regarding the monetery system.
But the man you just discretited is a qualifyed doctor if you need more evidence that there is no such thing as transgender then you should read this [link] or [link]
You also contradicted yourself by saying "recognized by society even i we are treated like shit." If your traded like shit, your not equal or recognized by society at large. Despite what the laws says.
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Chazizard In reply to Gypa [2013-07-01 20:40:16 +0000 UTC]
Yeah because obviously trans* people are going to do more harm to society than good
I'm a harmless, skinny little gay guy that wants to write books and open a fucking abuse shelter
So I suggest you get the fuck out of my face or try and tell a trans* person to theirs that their disorder and identity doesn't exist.
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Gypa In reply to Chazizard [2013-07-02 00:23:19 +0000 UTC]
I have no idea if your harmless, but I guess NSA on behalf of your government is already spaying up on you so its up to them to decide if you are someone that they want behind bars. I didn't ask about your weight or hight. Not for your sexuality ether. Not sure how I can help you regarding writing books, but you should probably check for writing courses at your collage, or for online courses. If you need to improve your skills. Not to sure about the abuse shelter eather, but I assume you would have to figure out all the leagal requirements to open one.
Im hardly in your face, this converstation is over the Internet. There is one thing recognizing a mental disorder, which Gender id disorders is, and I never said it didn't exist if I d, but the cure is not to co-operate with the disorder, which is strangely the current method. Given the fact that no doctor ever co-operates with a disorder, like doctors would not co-operate with aids, or cancer or depression. And if you didnΒ΄t know there genetics disorders that cause extra chromosomes but transexuals have no biological base for there disorder, so curing it is not by co-operate with it.
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Chazizard In reply to Gypa [2013-07-02 15:12:51 +0000 UTC]
Harmless towards people that aren't ignorant cunts like yourself c:
I hope you get set upon by a pack of rabid queers
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Gypa In reply to Chazizard [2013-07-03 00:49:10 +0000 UTC]
Its obvious to me who has lost the argument,
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Chazizard In reply to Gypa [2013-07-03 15:10:11 +0000 UTC]
Well no
Because Trans* people have a 1 in 12 chance of being murdered in comparison to the 1 in 18000 chance cis people have
We are victims of societal oppression and rapists seeking to "correct us"
It is fucking hard to be trans* and I wouldn't be doing this if it didn't fucking exist.
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Gypa In reply to Chazizard [2013-07-03 17:42:04 +0000 UTC]
You said you where gay guy, that is not the definition of trans.
But your correct its well know fact that homosexual women are often raped to correct them. But I have never heard about such thing regarding gay men, being raped by women to correct them, I don't exclude that though . But women have raped men but not because they where homosexuals.
The murder statistic you mentioned doesn't apply to my country Iceland, none in past 30-50 years have been murdered because he/she was trans or gay or bi. But since it is USA its probably not surprising given the history of your countries how minorities have been treated over there through history.
Well life is not fair in general but when it includes additional issues or problems I can image it become even harder life is hard in general. Survival of the fittest so to speak.
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Chazizard In reply to Gypa [2013-07-03 20:08:50 +0000 UTC]
I am a trans* guy that likes guys. That's gay. Moron.
Survival of the fittest? Seriously? Angry queer activism, we are very much alive, kicking and fit to fight.
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Gypa In reply to Chazizard [2013-07-03 20:48:50 +0000 UTC]
Ah, so your heterosexual girl then? That thinks she is a boy? I guess you where born with Vagina and breast?
Where your estrogen levels why to high????
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Chazizard In reply to Gypa [2013-07-03 23:43:55 +0000 UTC]
For one- refine your english before you get into arguments with english people, it's awful.
Listen here shitbag
I may be trans*
and I may be GAY (G-A-Y O FUCKING RAMA. GAY. GAY MAN THAT FUCKS MEN. HAS GAY SEX. GAAAAAY.)
But I'm ten times the man that you are, despite the fact that I wasn't born with a cock.
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Gypa In reply to Chazizard [2013-07-04 00:30:28 +0000 UTC]
Again, yet another ad hominen attack on my characters which show whom is on the losing side of this argument. And I have heard form plenty of English folks that my English is just fine, don't need or want your invalid opinion on my English skills since they have nothing to do with our disussion. Or maybe its pain for you that my English skills are actually better than yours.
Second strike.
That still doesn't make you gay. You are a 19 year old woman, that thinks she is a 19 old man. Despite the fact that there is no biological base for your claim. You have some serious mental problems. Thus I feel sorry for you. It must be PAINFUL to be something you reject (A WOMAN) and want be something you ARE NOT and NEVER NEVER WILL BE (A MAN). I hope that any gay man that dates you figure out that he is dating a WOMAN not A MAN. AND IF YOU WANT have homosexual relationship then you have to date A WOMAN since you ARE WOMAN, NOT MAN.
I think your pretty much mistaken if you think your Ten Times, the man that I'm without being born with penis. Because one of the thing you have shown during the entry conversation is that you always come back for more. Several times I have thought this conversation over. You think I'm a complete asshole, thus your attracted to me, as you need a man that wants treat you as his little female bitch. If you shaw me on a street you would probably drool over me and want have "gay" sex with me. NEWS Flash, I don't have "gay" sex with woman that thinks she is a man, nor do I want to. If I wanted to have sex with man, which I don't rule out (if the correct situation arise) at his point. Then the requirement would a man, and with A penis. Not someone with outverted Vagina. With all that said I have sex with a woman that are not living in a fantasy world of wanting to be something they are not.
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Chazizard In reply to Gypa [2013-07-04 13:46:09 +0000 UTC]
Of course hunty, I've always dreamed of fucking a vore fetishist eight years my senior but isn't learned enough in the world to know A. What transgender actually is and B. That it really isn't acceptable to run around misgendering people, because it causes DYSPHORIA. Wanna know what that is? It's a panic/anxiety response transgendered people get about their biological sex. And I have a man that treats me as his little male bitch, thank you very much. Now please stop fapping, it's weird. What you just said to me is basically sexual harassment.
Outverted vagina? LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL WHAT. HAVE YOU DONE NO RESEARCH ON FTM BOTTOM SURGERY AT ALL? That's not how it works omg
And yeah it is painful but I actually deal with what I am (A dude, no matter what you say you poor little petal) and you can't seem to do the same. It's sad.
Sorry kid, you want to keep throwing the "WEH YOU'RE NOT A REAL MAN" thing and it's getting old. I think that your real problem is that I can order a bigger cock off the internet and you're stuck with a three inch wonder.
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Gypa In reply to Chazizard [2013-07-04 14:51:02 +0000 UTC]
Your attitude actually deserve harassment, I'm telling you the truth and label you correctly a WOMAN, not man which you will never ever be will be not matter how much you TRY.
Just do me favor then if you cannot face the reality, go find the nearest mental health hospital and ask them to look you up, as your not fit for society and harmful towards your self, your probably on the edge of committing suicide, i do fear for your life.
IF MALE to "Female" surgery is something to go by then its that progress reserved in Female to "male", surgery. I have seen videos of the former and they are not pretty sight and actually rise more ethical questions, about the trans-genders propaganda.
Someone cannot handle the reality of the situation. Well, your wrong, Thus again attacks my persona yet again. AT least I know, not shamed about my genitals and my cock is actually 10inch. I have no problem with being whom I'm. Unlike some little 19 year old girl, that thinks she is man.
YOU ARE A WOMAN, NOT A MAN
YOU ARE A WOMAN, NOT A MAN
YOU ARE A WOMAN, NOT A MAN
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Chazizard In reply to Gypa [2013-07-04 15:40:37 +0000 UTC]
Hunty when I was still female-identifying I was raped first at the age of nine years old, then at the age of 17 and 18. I have also been sexually assaulted twice. That boat's sailed.
Nobody deserves sexual harassment, and I fear for YOU, because you're showing all the signs of a psychotic rapist.
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Gypa In reply to Chazizard [2013-07-04 16:16:42 +0000 UTC]
You should read up on Walt Hayer's story then.
He was abused sexuality as child. Then he got all short of wrong ideas into his along with the idea that he was a woman, [link] but after surge and HRT he became "woman" but it was few years after wards I think that he discovered that he wasn't a woman, but his gender id issue were products of mental issues and complications he had after he was first assaulted as kid.
Truth to be told, if one shows bad attitude then one deserve bad attitude back. Maybe you could have said earlier you had been raped, twice and assaulted twice, that is your real starting point of feeling better about yourself and to work properly through your issues. Specially if your need to become the opposite gender (something you cannot) came after you where raped.
But nope I'm not rapist, I'm just amused how many incorrect assumption you have made about me during the entry conversation.
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Chazizard In reply to Gypa [2013-07-04 17:50:07 +0000 UTC]
Uh yeah some people transition and regret it. Know how many? 5%.
Uh I was trans* and male identifying since the age of four, despite growing up in a household that tried very hard to keep me female identifying.
You are speaking as I would fully expect one to speak.
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Gypa In reply to Chazizard [2013-07-05 02:19:10 +0000 UTC]
Those figures are probably way way to low, and probably down played, by the trans-gender agenda, And way to many, are living in denial that the sex change surge did live upto it.
Age of four? That means of course you were not born that way if truth, kids comes up with many ideas what they are that is contradiction to reality. And they are generally corrected about it. other wise it will foster all short of physiological problems.
Of course I'm the one that speaks the truth, and you know it in your heart.
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Chazizard In reply to Gypa [2013-07-05 18:51:12 +0000 UTC]
Transgender agenda omfg
Because we're trying to turn everyone into trannies totes
Of course dear, of course. That is, if the fact that I'm a heartless abomination of nature wasn't true
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Gypa In reply to Chazizard [2013-07-05 20:21:21 +0000 UTC]
OF course you are,trying to turn everyone, that is the core human nature, to convince everyone that your world view the only correct one. Its not unlike the Christan agenda actually. But that of course depends which websites you lock upon. But
A glad we are finally on some understanding terms.
Nah, you are not "heartless abomination of nature". I can feel you are well meaning person, although our conversation of the most part had been heated.
But if you are thinking like that you will obviously become one, but if your think that why of thinking is attributed to your abuse and rape then that is something you can actually work with. To improve your feelings. But since you want the social role of man, keep in mind you don't have to be a jerk or asshole, as many men are nothing like that. So which male role models are in your life? only jerks/assholes or gentlemen or both?
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Chazizard In reply to Gypa [2013-07-05 21:35:36 +0000 UTC]
Omg this is hilarious. no I don't want everyone to be trans* because being trans* is a very difficult fucking thing.
My rape and abuse has nothing to do with me being trans*. Also my being an asshole may be something to do with you invalidating a genuine and debilitating condition.
My role models are Psy and Tony Stark.
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Gypa In reply to Chazizard [2013-07-05 23:13:40 +0000 UTC]
Well, not all "transsexual" believe in that agenda. To be fair. [link] I personally think this agenda is not about convincing a guy or gal that has never dressed or thought about being the other gender that they are better of as the other gender. Its seems to me more to convince casual cross-dressers that they are better better of full time as the other gender. You will find comment on some of the crossdress videos on youtube like that "ohmygod, you look like girl, man, have you thought about transitioning fulltime, since you look better of as man. " Such comennts, probably do more harm than good to the individual on the other end.
No, of course no but has everything to do with your mental wellbeing in general. But no, I never invalided the condition, I invalided the methods currently used to cure it.
Not sure who PSY is but I'm pretty sure he like Tony Stark are fictional characters.
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Chazizard In reply to Gypa [2013-07-06 01:11:11 +0000 UTC]
Well whoever does that is a total wanker.
No, you said outright that transgender does not exist.
PSY is a Korean singer, he's not a fictional character, and who cares.
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Gypa In reply to Chazizard [2013-07-06 01:45:39 +0000 UTC]
Qoute me where i said it didn't exist.
Koreans? Those total wackos, specially those of the north.
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Chazizard In reply to Gypa [2013-07-06 08:14:44 +0000 UTC]
Uh south Korea lives in a capitalist democracy.
"I'm fright the only person here that lacks proper ground to reason properly his POV is you not me.
There is no such thing as transgender. [link]
If want get serious.
Thereal is no such thing as transhopic eather. When I'm stating obvious facts that have some serious problem with."
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Gypa In reply to Chazizard [2013-07-06 13:59:21 +0000 UTC]
South Koreans, ah, wackos to, but less wacky as North Korea for sure.
Hardly. When large part of your argment is based on broken logic.
Of course I stand by what I said, l don't remember what was inside that link.
Biologically speaking there only xx and xy sex chromosomes not genders, genders are social construct thus I reject the term gender. Then genetics error that makes xx or xy not being displayed properly, but amount of such indviduals are far fewer, than the amount of "transgenders" Out there. Then we have those intersexed conditions i.e extra sex chromosomes xxy, xxxx, xxxx yyx, xxyy etc, but those are not same as "transgenders" since those character both sexes in same indvidual. It depends on the servity of the condition. In other words these chromosomal abnormalities are similar to the downs-syndrome i.e chromosomal abnormalities. Although two are nothing comparable other wise. Downs is probably more comparable to other none-sex chromosome abnormalities.
And then there the hormonal imbalance, why because I have heard at least one "transgender" male to female complain that his testosterone level was imbalanced and too high, but testosterone is male hormone, not female hormone yet he wants to be a woman. But that doesn't mean he is woman. But are you feeling the same? i.e to high female hormones [link] So who knows maybe this whole "transgender" thing is just hormonal imbalance, bit an unfortunate that HRT and SRS are more painful progress on solving a rather simple thing, if truth. But some therapist suggest that hormones have might play bigger roles in our moods and wellbeing. So "gender ID disorder is caused by hormonal imballance and probably not unlike any other mental disorder.
But are there any that are not suffering from hormonal imbalance, I have no idea, but they might have started out as casual cross-dresser for various a reasons, fetish or none fetish. But evolved to be obsessive to the point that they start to think that they are better of as the other sex. Of course this last group is a pure mental disorder aka another form of gender ID disorder, as I mentioned earlier. Including dressers that started to dress just to take one or more particular social roles that are attributed to certain genders.
Yet I do reject the term trans-gender as gender is social term, and I reject that particular social constructed roles, are man only or female only roles. If you are girl and want play video game, fix things, play sports, be carpenter, manager etc. you can since your human, but if your boy you can child day care, nurse, sew, etc since your human. But only role you cannot take on are the biological roles of the other sex. But you can take on all social construct roles you care about, and you don't have to pass yourself of as the other sex to do so.
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Chazizard In reply to Gypa [2013-07-06 22:27:20 +0000 UTC]
Basically it happens. I am the gender that I am, I am the sex that I am. It just happens to be that the two don't correlate, so I will do what I can, in order to avoid crippling depression, unhappiness and dysphoria, to match them up. I AM MALE. I HAVE A FEMALE BODY. THIS DOESN'T MAKE ME ANY LESS OF A MAN. Just because YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND doesn't mean it DOESN'T HAPPEN. There is plenty of "evidence" that homosexuality doesn't exist, bisexuality doesn't exist, that people with fetishes and kinks are either closeted rapists or suffering from trauma.
I cannot fully convey my feelings about my identity- and it has nothing to do with male gender roles. I am a submissive to my male partner, I write stories, I'm a sensitive, damaged little pretty boy. Apart from the times where I smoke cigars and wear suits and drink whisky that would make your eyes water if it was opened in the same room I am not typically masculine at all. Trans* is not who I am but what I am. And if I didn't go through my transition and stay living as how I feel, male, it would make my life a misery. I have already pretty much put the demons of my past to rest, but this is one I cannot ignore. I have thought long and hard about this and I will be living as male for over a year before I get surgery OR hormones, so I can be sure.
Not that I need to justify this to you. But I don't think you've really thought your disbelief and harmful opinions through. So before you hurt anyone else, actually think about it.
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Rai619 [2013-04-09 12:34:58 +0000 UTC]
Thanks so much for the fave!! I'm so glad you like it! ^_^
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Yoru-the-Rogue [2013-01-10 21:58:00 +0000 UTC]
CHAAAAAAAAAAAAAZZZZZZZZZZZZ!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HON!!
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