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ChibiBlu
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[2012-11-27 03:28:52 +0000 UTC]
"...! XD ^^"
(United States)
# Statistics
Favourites: 12; Deviations: 19; Watchers: 8
Watching: 6; Pageviews: 3871; Comments Made: 245; Friends: 6
# About me
I am a mute, and cannot talk. I don't wish to tell too much about me, but I tend to have emotional prolems, and I'm currently suffering from depression. My peers hate me,or at least don't care for me.I only have one friend who actually took the time to understand my body language, and eventually sign language, so he is the only one I can really communicate with.
Also I am a girl.
# Comments
Comments: 44
Sorry I can't be on so much anymore.
My life isn't so great right now. I feel like my boyfriend is the only one I can trust these days...
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You can trust me. i want to be your friend!
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I can trust you to an extent, yes, but I don't know you on a personal level enough to trust you with the kind of details that I belive I should keep to myself
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Hey, here is my mute character. I think you may like him.[link]
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Hiya! I was wondering if you could you educate me a little? I find it fascinating that you are a mute & I've never met one (in person or online). I'm curious, does being mute mean you chose not to try & speak or is there something else to it? Could you speak if you wanted to? How do you communicate other wise? (When not online that is). I really don't know, & I hope it's ok to ask you.
I do hope that all is OK with your life. Though we do not know each other, I hate seeing people feeling down. I wish I could help everyone to feel as happy as I do. Take care!~
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I cannot speak at all. My vocal cords are dysfunctional. I scream at the top of my lungs and all that comes out is this squeaky noise in a way that you can tell I'm straining my throat trying it. You know how some people are born unable to move certian muscles or speak coherently due to a brain defecency or something? It's kinda-sotra like that. My movment and mind are fine, but my attempt at speech is quiet and audible, and no amount of speech therapy can fix it I'm afriad. I'm physically unable to talk
I'm okay right now... I've found love ^^
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Honestly, I think its amazing that you're a mute. Not in a "oh, shes different so im interested" way. Just, you're young and strong enough to be out there! Plus, online, no one is a 'mute' right? You can still type and interact with anyone and everyone and there is no need to utter a sound even if you could.
Your id spoke to me a little. I'm a stranger, but I hope maybe I could help with your depression, as I went through it too, for almost the complete opposite reason. Like, 180-other side of the spectrum- reason.
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I can also sing by doing this XD
So wait, you were depressed because people liked you too much? How does that work? Wouldn't it be good to be popular and have people look up to you and also be able to speak back instead of people treating you like a mime, (and even speaking "mime-ese" to me instead of even trying to pay attention... but that's only those in my school with no respect for me or other's disabilities) unable to communicate with most people without aid of someone/things, and to sometimes have mood swings from happy to furious to sorry in 2 minutes only to go back to happy like nothing ever happened? I do tend to cry easily too.
I'm a stranger to you too, and I don't even want to give my name (because guess who trolled me so hard on my old Photobucket and Myspace pages I felt I had to leave?)
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Nah, I wasnt depressed because I was popular. I was never really "popular". I actually talk TOO much. I can go on an on. And ive been in many situations where people just got tired of me, or shut me down. I had an old friend tell me that she didnt really like me and that i need to just shutup. I used to write a lot about my art, but she told me to just let the art speak and shut my mouth. Which hurt. Always felt bad being so socially akward. So much to say, yet, no confidence to say it to anyone, so I stopped talking and became depressed and hated myself.
Honestly, that time has passed. I've embraced my talkative nature, and you should to with being mute.
It sounds like those people who are mean to you are just jerks who clearly have their own emotional problems and thus feel the need to try to take out their life frustrations on you.
Beating depression is possible. Its a challenge, but its possible, and once you're out, you feel amazing. Life is extra bright! Once you learn to not worry about those failures who are picking on you. I'm sure you're a wonderful girl, and soon, soooo many people are going to see that too. And when these kids who bullied u are still working at mc donalds, because they didnt make it in life, you'll be off, happy and successful. And you probably wont remember them either.
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If that's the case, that Mcdonalds, Wendy's, Burger King, and Checkers in the general city are shiould be filled with my classmates (XD We're still in high school)
And it is helping my depression that yesterday the boy I like-like-alot admited to being in love with me and even knew I was in love with him ^^
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Haha, gotta give it time, once they've graduated
And heyyy, congratulations 
One thing to remember is, don't base your improvement off of him. Even though this is awesome and a huge factor for cheering up and feeling better, dont make him the only reason ur beating ur depression. You still need to fight it and beat it yourself, and start loving yoursef again. Even if he loves you, it wont be complete until you love yourself too. And if you tie your only happiness to him, and ANYTHING goes wrong. (and i dont even mean a breakup, just fights or disagreements or something) then it will connect directly with your depression and make it worse than the situation actually is.
For me, the day that I beat my depression and was finally happy and confident with myself, was the day I met my girlfriend
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I understand. I've know "Red" for a very long time, almost 7 years now, and we haven't let anything, no matter how bad it seemed between us, ever truly break our friendship. I pray it will stay that way
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Wows, nice. Thats fantastic. Im very happy to hear that. I'm sure it will 
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^^ Thank you. It's how I talk
Do you know ASL?
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Learning. Are you deaf? Or is it just how you decide to communicate?
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I'm not deaf. I'm mute. I can't speak at all.
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[link]
This song reminds me of you for two reasons. It's about no one listening to what you have to say, and also because it says "I think I'll dye my hair blue!" in it.
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Cool You found a song about me! (I want to dye my hair blue when I'm depressed and light blue when I'm happy
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Hopefully not a stranger for too long.
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I sense you want to befriend me. Horray!
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Yes, indeed! I like making friends.
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So do I, new friend of mine on the internet
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Thank you. Sorry about being so late, but I had trouble with internet
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