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CrazyzModz
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[2013-12-07 22:07:45 +0000 UTC]
"Chln 24/7"
(Canada)
# Statistics
Favourites: 1800; Deviations: 110; Watchers: 7
Watching: 10; Pageviews: 8023; Comments Made: 92; Friends: 10
# Interests
Favorite visual artist: Couldn't choose just one... It's always changing...Favorite movies: Matrix 1-3, meta/dogma/philosophy, war films, history/documentaries, Stoner type films, Spaceballs... I could go on but you get the idea.....
Favorite TV shows: MLP Rick and Morty Gravity Falls Steven Uni... I don't watch TV tho... PC > All (Commercials/Ads so last decade...) Adblock/alt media FTW
Favorite bands / musical artists: Immortal Technique. ill let u guess from there... I Love MLP Fanmade Music!!! (^got a few playlists on meh channel^) almost everything but screamo, hipster, indoctrination/preachy type bs.
Favorite books: 1984, Darwin awards, anything informative really... (Oddly that doesn't include the newspaper) [Mainly 4Chan/Reddit/Meme and Alt Media] :P
Favorite writers: George Orwell (I'm not a big on reading tho) [Unless forums count], anything conspiracy or alt/headspacey rhetoric thought provokin' etc.
Favorite games: TF2! Bioshock Infinite [Best game of this generation], SNOW, COD Zombies, Duckhunt, Pikmin, Halo, and First Person Shooter PC Gamer Gods
Favorite gaming platform: Windows PC / Android / Linux / MAC anything really... Preferably leaning away from data collection type stuff :3
Tools of the Trade: PC, Pencil / Pen and Paper, snow and dirt whatever's available really... I'm ain't even dat picky yakno... square and compass / geometry n' math
Other Interests: Video games, skiing, biking, unguided research, self exploration, science, art, music, things that go boom and porn. (What can I say I'm a guy)
# About me
A(r/u)tistI kid, I dream I could have that kind of inner "peace"... whatever that is...
what did I do 2dai?
not nuf.
What is pain, but a frame for a broken down mind?
The profoundness of real communication I've only ever known internally
Heart-wrenching loneliness I see all around me screams pretty loud tho
I'm more "insanity" than everyone you know, combined. (str8-into-de_sanity)
I'm eternally stuck inside the future
forgetting that the past was just...
music today is religiously preachy...
jeezlezzly su...
find your god
good or bad it will be another place for eye to ponder
I try to be super understanding (of self n' others)
but its a multi-faceted field
with lots more holes than hills
sight lines illuminated by my fire, whos flashes inevitably miss some of the dark depths
Which is why I bring a shovel, my light and keep an eye spatiotemporally parallax
Shovel>Towel
I like diggin' cuz it's not a destination.
dig deep.
constants
variables
variable constants
constant variables
the truth:
what could be
what isn't
reality:
what is
Never catch me in reality, 2 few things to occupy me.
SHAKE YOUR BODY LIKE A BABY BORN ADDICTED TO CRACK!
*twitch* *twitch*
look at all the fudge I give...
*dramatic turn* *turns into spiral of doom that envelops all the universe*
careful not to trip up
alices hole is pretty (n') deep
*cough phrasing*
and the only way out is dig all the way through that rotted core*
*cough*
I call her UNITY.
she doesn't call me...
I use this acc to remind my peers that playing with or around fire...
well ill let u learn the lesson, I mean you made it this far didn't you?
:3
everything I owned did not survive karmas trial by fire
everything but me, my battlefield, and my exponentially growing psychosis that is...
losing patients is sometimes good
losing patience is never good tho
it is far easier to capitalize with evil than on good
to make the cage smaller, not larger
to put you in a cage where you are against another racing to the button to enslave
someone made that cage, just for you humanity
and the moment you make a move you have lost
remember the others first, do not act, your life was never in your hands.
you need only remember and hope that you can free those around you
to limit your perception of choices, your beliefs and to subscribe to "dogma", do not hold so tight, be as water
stay close to the surface and be heated to stay high
do not fear to dredge things up from the depth however
you never know when you might be pulled up by a similar current
and there is no battle that cannot be won in time, stay strong and do not lose yourself, its all you will ever have and nothing can replace it, fight yourself better than your enemy can fight you, finding the parts of yourself you hate and become intimately familiar with them, show it your souls resolve, that there is no price to high, nothing you won't give up
because if your focus holds true there is no cost but failure to find what you know exists
stare into its soul and become it and have a look around for your exit
www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jv1ZN8…
at best and worst you are stuck in a world with yourself.
the only thing that helped me find light in a world so black I lost myself.
WHAT IZ LOVE?!
Explain it to me slowly, like I'm retarded, cuz I don't get it.
your mind eye and body together have the ability to see everything and anything. make it so.
tick tock tic toc
time is getting away from you
and the problem is compounding
soon the world you know will be unrecognizable
0 1 1 2 3 5 8 13 21 34 55 89 144 233 > ∞
godim -luc
//a/void//me
"Don't let the disfigured one near me."
luci4emon
lucid4angel
-Crazy'z Mod'z
# Comments
Comments: 92
>untill then it is both
maybe it is all and none as well...
fuck if i kno.
sum and some 2 ;3
what if value can also be valueless
great now I'm going in circles...
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"there are no guarantees in life." is among my favorite sayings...
first off it is stated as a fact which it directly stresses does not exist
it alludes to the possibility that anything is possible and yet itself tries to condemn that to measure
it shows us that behind a veil of simplicity lies a deeper far more simple vastness of interconnectivity
and that the flux state, superposition, duality, yin/yang, balance, harmony or whatever you care/dare to call it has a hand in everything
only when one looks can u derive value untill then it is both, and even after looking it has potential to be the other still
subjective vs objective is another rabbit hole to as one kinda shares a shoe with this equation
in that the deeper one can see into a topic or idea there is less black and white and a growing grey that emerges
humans tho love simplicity as it makes it easy for them to cope and takes less thought
delving into the void of grey is time-consuming and only works to push one to the meaninglessness maddening monotony of all actions taken
something something lub a dub dub
tho i find great joy in looking into the void as it operates as a mirror to anyone who cares to see
it can show people right and wrong so far as they can perceive if they are willing
wow i got off topic quick. fkn shower thoughts man... and lost a few good ones in transit...
i should really find a hobby that isn't whatever this was.
n e who, off to my cave/hole where i will silently ponder further into a virtually meaningless existence
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what in the hell is "doing the right thing" if not a statement of a scale to measure failure from 1-infinity
god dam it it's one of those nights.
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coub.com/view/1iufok
is there no place to hide from the universe?
why do i try to divide myself from it
if its everything
cant i be nothing, just for a moment
the further i try to get the deeper i go
theres a whole wall of text that came after this that will never see the light of day...
in summary life is a wild fucking ride fellow traveler, try to find things in it you want.
because it really sucks when you don't... it really really reallllllyy fudgin' sucks.
id wish u the same luck i get and squander :3
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A time comes once in a bots life where he must fulfill his duty -Bastion
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us.battle.net/forums/en/overwa…
ripperoni last skill-based mechanic in overwatch... ripperoni.....
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you ain't gunna become shit.
best double entendre 2017.
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Like a Rubik's cube
Without a solution
Perhaps just playing with it is its own solution
Something best left mixed or left unfixed
Something found betwixt
Confined only by being a trick
Helping to make it click and make you tick
Something far to slick
To help you hold on
To the feeling of falling
Something far too daunting
The insurmountable odds
And ends that never existed
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www.youtube.com/watch?v=T_nAT6…
>flightless birds make me nervous!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I dreamt I was disconnected from a server... I couldn't even retry or quit it was just this no signal bar n' a frozen screen...
stared @ it for a go(o)d(lezz) few mins wonderin' what comes next... then i awoke to the most painful of realitys...
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distributed denial of service = illegal.
enforced leverageable denial of service as a means of generating revenue from a product that has nearly established itself
as an essential service by many governments to the non-metaphorical downfall of humanity and potential of the highest aspirations of man = legal
I mean if this goes threw you basically give the cable companies permission, rather encourage them to block your opinion if it goes against their agenda to micro-transaction the shit out of any service they want
instead of how it has been where they provide a service... ie; a bunch of 1/0s transferred from point a 2 b.
srsly your all blind because disregarding the whole corporate shills making a killing thing.... I kno I kno nothin' new right?
the door is left so wide open even the cable companies themselves have been bent over waiting to be fucked
because all u'd have to do to topple their virtualized monopoly is expose it as such and present an alternative
not even a good one just take 1 step up from them and u could have enough capital gain to just make a new net
tho again this is a limited time offer because apparently, no one cares enough to save the free and open web
and your ability to generate views and transfer data is being eroded in favor of the literal narrowing of content
so yes this fucks everyone from the little guy to google cuz cable companies can twist their balls.... kink their cables... whatever...
all u'd need to do google/little guy is set up nodes and offer anything better than the trash they serve as a service and watch as
your banks' cables burst as a result of your overwhelming simplistic solution to corruption, also u'd be like immortalized as the biggest badass and probs win that best dude award I can't remember the name of... Nobel peace prize... thanks google...
there's an alternate future where I paid for that 1 sec search and it took more than 1 sec... this is selling out human potential...
fuck this noise I'm gonna go back to laughing at how sad our world has become... and I swear if I get around to saving the net first
I swear at each and every one of you I will make you all pay for it in some manor... not even your adblock will save you... I will become what I hate just to teach you all that there is another way and it's not fucking pretty... it will be like a veterans day of the non-neutral net, every other fudging day... get your fudge motherin shyt together humanity or ima stop investin' in u...
hell i might be the next "Ashit Pie" if u keep this up just in spite of you, no i won't even be that because that has undertones of carin'
i will sell my fucking soul to see all you know and love burn just to help humanity into the early grave it clearly wants
fuck... does that still mean i care.... ill come up w/ something you won't like i promise. keep it simple stupidz... crazy out.
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if you attach a fleshlight to your ipad or whatever how are you gunna hold the screen steady enough to see it properly?
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i'v heard in japan they have waterproof toasters... :3
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man i need to stop postin fudges here and just be content with me notebook...
but i feel like i'm losing out on an opportunity to throw wrenches into the void...
better yet having the void throw wrenches at people... or back at me...
yeah this has to stop... like... atleast 5 secs ago... this should have been over...
teenie weenie feline countenance ;'3 deposited approximately hither/hereabouts
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the part where i really should be keeping track of a lot more by writing it down
but atop most else I h8 when my brain is forced to lag... i h8 being retarded...
not that I'am... just I h8 when its forced upon me... u kno ;3.... tho i do feel rather retarded at this moment...
so retarded infact that if i was an engine all this backpressure could serve a purpose hinting that the forces at play could be transferable amounting to a different longer wavelength... deeper... more retarded... slowed down to a point of comprehension...
tho im not advocating my writing this down even if it brings me to different places or speeds or whatever...
that's just retarded.
ok also gimme a hand
i lost this quote a while back...
it's like:
it worries me when i see into others
how so willing they to accept depict
but how (hesitant) few wish to hear truth
i kno im butchering it but i don't think the original is spot on either...
it kind of hints at one of the base issues i see everywhere i go it feels sometimes...
this like cascade of opportunities from up high slowly trickling down
carving a path of what people want to hear but hate the sound of... u kno?
sry way 2 far out... ill dial it back to reality... when/if i find the original quote...
tho at a base level it should explain and highlight to anyone with the decency of self to apply it properly
...issues... of an overarching nature.... atune to humanity as a whole... and 2 paths.... with different endings...
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that feel when you have so much to post in raw text
even more floating around in your head
even more you have forgotten
and you post this instead
knowing its misplaced and misused
so it will fit in just fine
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hello god, i wish 2 say "thanks" and "fuck you" in 1 word or as few characters as possible...
if you could find it in yourself to allocate part of your time or my brain to this, I would be very _____.
i want this word to be in a singular universally usable tense so as i fall further into the singularity that is my/your life
i don't need to waste as much time going over the material we have or will cover numerous times. past present or future.
thanks,
and fuck u
:3
also can you even be in the present?
#realshit
and because i know that's a hashtag already...
_____
who is more dissapoint atm, me or u?
don't google it.... btw user/anon/neo
here have this...
www.youtube.com/watch?v=l5Fl26…
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so engie has a taunt kill w/ a guitar
and a taunt w/ a banjo... wtf...
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here's a really odd thought process... for you...
imagine if you will, humans could survive off sorrow...
here's the twist...
they can.
and do.
;'3
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When I look back I can't help but wonder, how the fuck did I get here?
Knowing there is no-one better to ask or answer the question.
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It's all about the small things that turn big, like being a Rick* :3
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If I wondered any further...
I'd be in a different place entirely.
Moving wondrously towards other wonders..
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Thank you so much for the fav I really appreciate it :3
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Thank you so much for 
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so "godless" (w/out god) is the most common word i use internally...
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Thank you so so much for the fave 
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thank you for adding my drawing to your collection!
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Thank you very much for the favorite, I hope you have a lovely day. ^w^
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