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Dream0108
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[2006-09-21 19:52:31 +0000 UTC]
"Dream"
(Canada)
# Statistics
Favourites: 977; Deviations: 26; Watchers: 12
Watching: 39; Pageviews: 10340; Comments Made: 195; Friends: 39
# Interests
Favorite movies: Pride and PrejudiceFavorite writers: Edgar Allan Poe
Favorite games: The one you get drunk in.
Tools of the Trade: Words
Other Interests: Literature
# About me
I hate every cell in my body from my appearance to my personality. I cannot stand the sight of myself and my mere presence in a room gets me wondering if people wish to kick me out. I have constant worries in my head, whether it’s about food or a dear friend, it seems I stress for a living. My mind is constantly preoccupied. I never stop thinking. Imagination runs wild, creativity is on full speed as reflecting and deciphering never cease to leave me. It makes me happy to believe that I am a big thinker, I feel whole. Through out the most part of my life people have been trying to change my way of thinking, my mentality and all I have been doing is resisting. I despise it when someone tries to mess with my mind. It irks me tremendously. They are my thoughts leave me alone with them.My optimism is only used on those who I care for irrevocably. My pessimism is specially used for me. I don’t consider myself a worthwhile person to know and even deserve a shade of light.
I am dark, I am twisty with an overlapping beam of light and hope. I am not sure why that is, but this hope I have is the only thing that keeps me going everyday.
Please don’t treat me kindly, I am not at a point where I feel like I deserve such respect and unnecessary kindness. I am nothing, and you should not treat me any differently than that.
Current Residence: The house which the neighbors want to sell for us
Favourite cartoon character: MONOKURO
Personal Quote: Live fast, die pretty
# Comments
Comments: 81
I want to invite you to like my facebook fanpage 
I'm very sorry for the late thank you, but when I went to college (law) I have completely no time for anything. I hope you understand
If you want you could give me some points on my new Premium Membership
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Thanks for the faving "The Enchanted Garden"
If you want to see more of my photography, like my FB page
www.facebook.com/flabnbone.da
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You ae beautiful and wonderful, I'm sorry you are dealing with this horrible depression that haunts your mind day to day. Just know your not alone and you have to find away to love yourself before you can truly love another person. I wish you the beat girly!
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Thanks for the 
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I invite you to take a look at my Facebook page: [link] 
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Thank you for the favorite, I'm glad you like my work
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Thanks for the
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I read the description you have in your devID...we are so similar.
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Don't really know where I was going with that... just felt like saying hey! 
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haha, thank you for the greeting? xD
Since we're speaking, how are you?
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hehe, it's the only way to meet people!
I'm fine, a little tired, but good
How are you? Feeling any better since your journal?
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Spontaneous meetings are the best.
I'm ok, thank you. I can't say I'm better since my journal, but thank you for asking.
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they most certainly are!
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I try not to.
I like to blog, I feel like I'm not dumping it on someone, and if people get tired of reading about my complaints, then they stop, and I wouldn't even know if they're listening or not.
It keeps me a bit calmer, I don't feel as bad, though I do, but not as bad.
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Blogging is a good way to get things off your chest...
It's alright to depend on someone though...
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Yes, it is. =]
What do you do to free yourself when you feel terrible?
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I do a couple of things...
I talk to a certain few, and we work through things. We talk, discuss, work through the problems...
I get myself busy. Projects, such as my ED essay... which I throw my time and energy into...
And I push myself physically. Set myself challenges (where I used to work was very very physical) to move, lift, run etc.
This way I work through my problems, I keep myself busy so I don't sink. Talking is good for one's sanity I think.
Other than blogging, what do you do?
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Oh, you have an ED? Or is it just an essay?
I hope you're doing alright.
You sound very motivated, and I admire that. Keeping yourself busy, leting your mind work, your body function, not looming over the problem..it's a strength to be able to keep yourself busy.
Other than blogging, nothign really. Sometimes, if my friends can get it out of me, I'll speak to them, but other than that, nothing.
I walk when I'm stressed? But it's irnoic to my problem, haha. Can't burn too much off.
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Just an essay. Something I have worked with, so wanted to write about.
Yeah, but I can make myself too busy... through college I was taking five subjects at once, working in a school, working to help run a beaver scout group, working two and a bit days a week and trying to do everything else... Busy times.
Mmm, I can understand that. It's difficult...
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What makes you want to write about it?
Don't over exert yourself, everything in moderation is perfect. Are you still that busy o have you found a medium?
and don't be sad, smile! -hug- <3
it's nice to know someone understands.
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Five minutes ago! This reply will make it seem like im always on here
I have been an unofficial counsellor... and one of the major issues i have worked with is eating disorders...
I have almost a phobia of food... trying new thigns really freaks me out...
umm... when i moved to london for uni i had to give it all up... i have a job interview for a nursery tomorrow...
im always here if you do ever want to talk... x
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Haha, no, it just makes you seem like someone who likes to reply quickly. =]
How is that phobia? It must be really freaky when you go to Restaurant o.o; I'm sorry. don't mean to pry.
Goodluck with your inrview tomorrow!
and thank you.
Please, if you ever need anything as well, don't be shy.
=]
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Umm... it can be difficult. I have been known to walk out of a resturant because I can't eat anything there... I've always been like it - since when I got food poisening when I was little... just kicked this in
You can always ask! If I don't want to answer I won't, but where is the harm in asking?
Always
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Oh my goodness, food poisoning?! From what? That's very scary!
and I'm glad to hear the interview went well!
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I don't know... but I was almost hospitalised for not eating... I was little... and it has obv left some mental scar
How are you today?
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Oh dear... that sounds quite terrifying o.o;
I'm ok, and how are you today?
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